Forever and Always
Confession
***NIALL'S P.O.V.***
After Autumn had found me I made my way up the stairs to find Lou so I can help him find the rest of the group. Taking two steps at a time, I reach the top of the staircase and turn to the left down the hall. I attempt to keep quite as I creep along the small corridor.
At the end of it I noticed a door slightly ajar and inside the room the light was off. I look around to see if anyone was following or around me before carefully making my way towards the room. I set my hand on the door and pushed it open slowly. I peered into the darkness, seeing nothing or hearing anything. I take a step inside not seeing any warnings, closing the door quietly behind me. I run my hand along the side of the wall until my finger rests on the light switch. I flick the small switch and the room becomes visible from the light on the ceiling that was now turned on.I felt my stomach hit the ground when I realized where I was. I was standing inside Autumns room.
I knew this right away due to her name being right above where her bed is in bold, colorful letters.I start to panic a little. I need to get out of here now before someone catches me. Im sure if Autumn found out I was in her room, she would personally cut off my head and hand it to me. She would defiantly not be a happy camper.
I go to turn around and walk out due to my nerves when the corner of my eye catches something. I turn my full attention to the distraction and saw a wall covered in pictures and sayings. I walk over curiously to the wall to discover more details about what was on it. All the quotes she had on the wall intertwined perfectly with the pictures, saying anything from believe to sayings about friends and families. One quote that stuck out the most was the one in the center that read:
“You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.”
- William W. Purkey
I was surprised that she had that on her wall. I always though Autumn was just some grumpy old nutter that despised the whole world. Well maybe not the whole world, but probably most of it. After staring at the quote for what seemed like forever, I next noticed there were also pictures of her and Grendan, reaching anywhere back to when they were about six or seven to now. I also notice some pictures with Autumn and another guy I have never seen before. He had brown hair and brown eyes and stood a few inches taller than Autumn herself. There were many pictures with her and this guy smiling and laughing seeming to have a great time.
I suddenly feel a great pain within myself as I look over these pictures. It wasn't a pleasant feeling either. I felt angry and hurt at the same time when I saw Autumn with this guy I didn't even know.
My mouth seemed to go dry and my face dropped at my next realization. Oh no, whats happening to me? I look quickly back and fourth around the room looking for an alternative answer. I feel my breathing start quickening and getting heavy as I walk over and sit in the desk chair on one side of the room. I sit with a thud as I hold my head in my hands looking at the floor.
"Niall! Niall are you alright?" I look up for a second and notice Zayn looking down at me worried.
I try to answer him, but I then just shake my head and then look back down at the ground. I
hear Grendan come over flustered.
"Zayn? What's wrong? Niall are you alright? Is someone hurt?"
" Calm down Gren, Im sure Niall's fine," Zayn says soothingly. Oh if he only knew how wrong he
was.
Grendan nods her head. " Ok well I'm going to go get him something to drink. I will be right back," She then carefully makes her way out of the room and down the rest of the hall. When she was out of earshot Zayn asks the question I was certainly not wanting to answer.
" Niall, what just happened?" I lift my head slowly back up and look up at Zayn who still had the same worried and confused look on his face. I try to slow my breathing and find my voice as I explain.
"Zayn, I think,- I think I like Autumn."
After Autumn had found me I made my way up the stairs to find Lou so I can help him find the rest of the group. Taking two steps at a time, I reach the top of the staircase and turn to the left down the hall. I attempt to keep quite as I creep along the small corridor.
At the end of it I noticed a door slightly ajar and inside the room the light was off. I look around to see if anyone was following or around me before carefully making my way towards the room. I set my hand on the door and pushed it open slowly. I peered into the darkness, seeing nothing or hearing anything. I take a step inside not seeing any warnings, closing the door quietly behind me. I run my hand along the side of the wall until my finger rests on the light switch. I flick the small switch and the room becomes visible from the light on the ceiling that was now turned on.I felt my stomach hit the ground when I realized where I was. I was standing inside Autumns room.
I knew this right away due to her name being right above where her bed is in bold, colorful letters.I start to panic a little. I need to get out of here now before someone catches me. Im sure if Autumn found out I was in her room, she would personally cut off my head and hand it to me. She would defiantly not be a happy camper.
I go to turn around and walk out due to my nerves when the corner of my eye catches something. I turn my full attention to the distraction and saw a wall covered in pictures and sayings. I walk over curiously to the wall to discover more details about what was on it. All the quotes she had on the wall intertwined perfectly with the pictures, saying anything from believe to sayings about friends and families. One quote that stuck out the most was the one in the center that read:
“You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.”
- William W. Purkey
I was surprised that she had that on her wall. I always though Autumn was just some grumpy old nutter that despised the whole world. Well maybe not the whole world, but probably most of it. After staring at the quote for what seemed like forever, I next noticed there were also pictures of her and Grendan, reaching anywhere back to when they were about six or seven to now. I also notice some pictures with Autumn and another guy I have never seen before. He had brown hair and brown eyes and stood a few inches taller than Autumn herself. There were many pictures with her and this guy smiling and laughing seeming to have a great time.
I suddenly feel a great pain within myself as I look over these pictures. It wasn't a pleasant feeling either. I felt angry and hurt at the same time when I saw Autumn with this guy I didn't even know.
My mouth seemed to go dry and my face dropped at my next realization. Oh no, whats happening to me? I look quickly back and fourth around the room looking for an alternative answer. I feel my breathing start quickening and getting heavy as I walk over and sit in the desk chair on one side of the room. I sit with a thud as I hold my head in my hands looking at the floor.
"Niall! Niall are you alright?" I look up for a second and notice Zayn looking down at me worried.
I try to answer him, but I then just shake my head and then look back down at the ground. I
hear Grendan come over flustered.
"Zayn? What's wrong? Niall are you alright? Is someone hurt?"
" Calm down Gren, Im sure Niall's fine," Zayn says soothingly. Oh if he only knew how wrong he
was.
Grendan nods her head. " Ok well I'm going to go get him something to drink. I will be right back," She then carefully makes her way out of the room and down the rest of the hall. When she was out of earshot Zayn asks the question I was certainly not wanting to answer.
" Niall, what just happened?" I lift my head slowly back up and look up at Zayn who still had the same worried and confused look on his face. I try to slow my breathing and find my voice as I explain.
"Zayn, I think,- I think I like Autumn."
Oh and I changed my account cause the other I like carrots lagged... Anyway same huge fan of the storie!!!!
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