Forever and Always
How Do I Look
*** GRENDAN'S P.O.V.***
After I had sent my last text to Harry, I smiled and put my phone in my back pocket. Me and him have been texting everyday now. Even if it's just for ten minutes, it's still enough to make me smile. I do kind of feel bad for lying to him this morning, though. Me and Autumn really don't have to go anywhere, I mean Aut's still asleep! Truth be told I didn't want to admit that I didn't want them coming around until later because I wanted to clean our apartment and get ready. If I had told him that, he might have caught on to something. Something that I haven't even told my best friend.
I stand up and start cleaning up the apartment. What most people don't know is that Im really messy. I don't know why it just seems where ever I go there is a mess! Good thing Aut keeps things some what clean around here. Most people just assume Im the clean one, probably because I seem like the type but oh how they are wrong. I finish putting everything in it's place, then walked to my room.
I open up my closet and start having a panic attack. What am I going to wear!? I don't want to seem like Im trying to dress up, but I still want to look good. Ugh this happened last time before the guys came over. I guess I just freak out considering I have a slight crush on Harry. No one knows because I think it's embarrassing. Liking someone that's famous, I mean, come on. He dated Taylor Swift for pete's sake! He wouldn't go that low to date me. Bu no matter how much I tell myself this, I still can't find it in me to give up hope. No matter how hard I try, I still find myself wondering about Harry.
After finally deciding on an outfit, I walk into the bedroom next to mine. I open the door slowly and look inside to see Autumn scrolling through her phone. I quietly shut the door behind me and walk in. I see shes already dressed.
I walk over and sit on the edge of her bed, while she has her back against her pillow.
" The guys are coming over again today. Is that what you're wearing?" I ask looking her in the eye. Autumn looks at me with slight annoyance filling her face. She shifts a little.
" Yeah I guess I am wearing this because I don't feel like changing. What time are they coming at?"
She asks. We both look at the clock and it reads 1:54. Shit! I jump up with a scared look on my face which sends Autumn sideways with her head off the side of the bed. I run out of her room quickly and check everything one more time.
***AUTUMN'S P.O.V.***
Okay, Gren is creeping me out. More than she usual does. She sprang off my bed leaving me lopsided and ran out of my room. I grunted pushing myself back up and walking out into the living room. I then see Greandan fixing herself inthe mirror. What the hell?
"Gren, what are you doing?" I wine. She turns around startled and laughs nervously.
"Just making sure I have nothing on my face," She goes back to the mirror examining herself. Turning back around moments later, I see concern filling her eyes. " Do I look alright?" she asks. I laugh. " You do see what Im wearing right?" I gesture down to my t-shirt, sweatpants and slippers. Gren looked like she was in Hollywood compared to me. "Gren, you always look perfect. I mean who cares anyways? They are just guys," Gren nodded. She stopped and opened her mouth to tell me something, but was cut off by the doorbell. Ah! I have to change that back to normal. That chinese scares me every time!
Grendan looked frozen in place at the moment, so I went to open the door instead. When I did, I was met by a hug. I stood there stiffly. Have I mentioned Im not a hugger? No? Well Im not.
" How is my best friend?" Harry asked, pulling away and leaving both hands on my shoulders. I squirm a little since I feel uncomfortable with this. " Fine. Now will you please let go of me?" Harry quickly removes his hands and walks inside passed me. Im next greeted by Liam, who pats me on the back.
" Hello love," he says politely. " Hey Liam," I say back letting him in. Next was Louis who ran up to me and held up his hand. " HIGH FIVE!" he shouted. I went to give him one, but when I did he wiggled his hand instead and said "JELLYFISH!" then ran passed me. Zayn was behind him and we were both laughing at his actions. Zayn smiled at me and walked in. I turn back to see Niall. Ew.
" Hello Autumn," He says gloomily looking down at the ground. I stood to the side and made a
hand gesture for him to come in. He looks up and walks in, mumbling a thanks as he walks by.
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Is it possible to be uncomfortable in your house? Because I am right now. We are right now currently watching some random movie we found on Netflix and everyone is acting weirder than hell.
Harry and Grendan both keep sneaking glances at eachother when the other isn't watching, Liam keeps getting texts on his phone. Louis is staring at the t.v. upside down and motionless, Zayn looks like hes trying not to fall asleep on the end of the couch. I look around again and see Niall on his phone sitting next to Harry. I look closer and see he is on twitter scrolling through tweets. How rude.
He looks up and searches the room. His eyes land on me and he notices I was looking at him. Oh gosh, I hope he doesn't get the wrong ideas. He looks back down at his phone and closes out of twitter and starts to play a random game.
I try to watch the movie again, but I couldn't take it any longer. I jump up and shout. " WHOO wants to play hide and seek?" Everyone jumps at my sudden movements and looks at me shocked. I feel bad for Zayn because when I jumped up, he fell off the couch and onto the floor with suprise. I raise my eyebrows and crossed my arms waiting for an answer.
"Yeah," says Harry standing up. Louis stands up and starts jumping while waving his hand in the air like a five year old. " Can I find people first!? Can I, hmmm?" I laugh at his actions.
" Sure, Me and Louis will count and the rest of you can hide okay?" Everyone nods their heads. Me and Louis turn around as everyone gets ready to run to a hiding place.
"One, two, three!" we shout closing out eyes. I hear everyone run off in different directions as I continue to count.
After I had sent my last text to Harry, I smiled and put my phone in my back pocket. Me and him have been texting everyday now. Even if it's just for ten minutes, it's still enough to make me smile. I do kind of feel bad for lying to him this morning, though. Me and Autumn really don't have to go anywhere, I mean Aut's still asleep! Truth be told I didn't want to admit that I didn't want them coming around until later because I wanted to clean our apartment and get ready. If I had told him that, he might have caught on to something. Something that I haven't even told my best friend.
I stand up and start cleaning up the apartment. What most people don't know is that Im really messy. I don't know why it just seems where ever I go there is a mess! Good thing Aut keeps things some what clean around here. Most people just assume Im the clean one, probably because I seem like the type but oh how they are wrong. I finish putting everything in it's place, then walked to my room.
I open up my closet and start having a panic attack. What am I going to wear!? I don't want to seem like Im trying to dress up, but I still want to look good. Ugh this happened last time before the guys came over. I guess I just freak out considering I have a slight crush on Harry. No one knows because I think it's embarrassing. Liking someone that's famous, I mean, come on. He dated Taylor Swift for pete's sake! He wouldn't go that low to date me. Bu no matter how much I tell myself this, I still can't find it in me to give up hope. No matter how hard I try, I still find myself wondering about Harry.
After finally deciding on an outfit, I walk into the bedroom next to mine. I open the door slowly and look inside to see Autumn scrolling through her phone. I quietly shut the door behind me and walk in. I see shes already dressed.
I walk over and sit on the edge of her bed, while she has her back against her pillow.
" The guys are coming over again today. Is that what you're wearing?" I ask looking her in the eye. Autumn looks at me with slight annoyance filling her face. She shifts a little.
" Yeah I guess I am wearing this because I don't feel like changing. What time are they coming at?"
She asks. We both look at the clock and it reads 1:54. Shit! I jump up with a scared look on my face which sends Autumn sideways with her head off the side of the bed. I run out of her room quickly and check everything one more time.
***AUTUMN'S P.O.V.***
Okay, Gren is creeping me out. More than she usual does. She sprang off my bed leaving me lopsided and ran out of my room. I grunted pushing myself back up and walking out into the living room. I then see Greandan fixing herself inthe mirror. What the hell?
"Gren, what are you doing?" I wine. She turns around startled and laughs nervously.
"Just making sure I have nothing on my face," She goes back to the mirror examining herself. Turning back around moments later, I see concern filling her eyes. " Do I look alright?" she asks. I laugh. " You do see what Im wearing right?" I gesture down to my t-shirt, sweatpants and slippers. Gren looked like she was in Hollywood compared to me. "Gren, you always look perfect. I mean who cares anyways? They are just guys," Gren nodded. She stopped and opened her mouth to tell me something, but was cut off by the doorbell. Ah! I have to change that back to normal. That chinese scares me every time!
Grendan looked frozen in place at the moment, so I went to open the door instead. When I did, I was met by a hug. I stood there stiffly. Have I mentioned Im not a hugger? No? Well Im not.
" How is my best friend?" Harry asked, pulling away and leaving both hands on my shoulders. I squirm a little since I feel uncomfortable with this. " Fine. Now will you please let go of me?" Harry quickly removes his hands and walks inside passed me. Im next greeted by Liam, who pats me on the back.
" Hello love," he says politely. " Hey Liam," I say back letting him in. Next was Louis who ran up to me and held up his hand. " HIGH FIVE!" he shouted. I went to give him one, but when I did he wiggled his hand instead and said "JELLYFISH!" then ran passed me. Zayn was behind him and we were both laughing at his actions. Zayn smiled at me and walked in. I turn back to see Niall. Ew.
" Hello Autumn," He says gloomily looking down at the ground. I stood to the side and made a
hand gesture for him to come in. He looks up and walks in, mumbling a thanks as he walks by.
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Is it possible to be uncomfortable in your house? Because I am right now. We are right now currently watching some random movie we found on Netflix and everyone is acting weirder than hell.
Harry and Grendan both keep sneaking glances at eachother when the other isn't watching, Liam keeps getting texts on his phone. Louis is staring at the t.v. upside down and motionless, Zayn looks like hes trying not to fall asleep on the end of the couch. I look around again and see Niall on his phone sitting next to Harry. I look closer and see he is on twitter scrolling through tweets. How rude.
He looks up and searches the room. His eyes land on me and he notices I was looking at him. Oh gosh, I hope he doesn't get the wrong ideas. He looks back down at his phone and closes out of twitter and starts to play a random game.
I try to watch the movie again, but I couldn't take it any longer. I jump up and shout. " WHOO wants to play hide and seek?" Everyone jumps at my sudden movements and looks at me shocked. I feel bad for Zayn because when I jumped up, he fell off the couch and onto the floor with suprise. I raise my eyebrows and crossed my arms waiting for an answer.
"Yeah," says Harry standing up. Louis stands up and starts jumping while waving his hand in the air like a five year old. " Can I find people first!? Can I, hmmm?" I laugh at his actions.
" Sure, Me and Louis will count and the rest of you can hide okay?" Everyone nods their heads. Me and Louis turn around as everyone gets ready to run to a hiding place.
"One, two, three!" we shout closing out eyes. I hear everyone run off in different directions as I continue to count.
Oh and I changed my account cause the other I like carrots lagged... Anyway same huge fan of the storie!!!!
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