It's Not A Game Anymore.
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It's been a week since Caras death.
No one knows who did it
there's no evidence
.
i was beyond scared .
"hey babe. Can we talk?" Niall asked me as he pulled me in the room.
"yea about?" I asked
"I don't want to go to the Halloween party." He said.
"But I do." I said rather coldly
"why! Can't we stay cuddle watch movies!" He pleeded
"no Niall I wanna go the only time you actually get to show me of the the world that this, well us is reall! And you want to stay and cuddle." I said again rather rudely
"since when did you become a bitch!" He said bluntly then his eyes widened when he realized what he had said.
"babe-" I cut him off
"you know what fuck you Niall you talk about how fucking lucky you are to be with me yet you don't want to fucking take me out on a fucking party! And now IM a bitch! Really!" I said and walked away
"NO PLEAS-" and again I cut him off.
"FUCK YOU NIALL I THOUGHT YOU WHERE DIFFRENT I THOUGHT YOU WHENT AN ASSHOLE! It's fucking over." I said and walked out of the hotel.
And FYI this isn't the only time we had have a fight. Sometimes he tells me oh babe Ima take you out meet me in this place I go and wait fucking 3 hours and he dosnt show up
ever since we've had sexy he's Changed. He thinks he owns me and that I won't leave him.
Well he's very wrong.
I didn't know where to go. There's screaming fans outside.
I ran ran to Louis room and banged on his door
"Lou!" I said and hugged him
"what's wrong baby?" He replied and brought me inside locking the door.
"I-I br broke up with Niall." I said and he instantly can up to me and hugged me.
i told him why and how and we changed position to where I was straddling him.
"please Lizzy look at me." He said and brought my chin up.
"I'm not good enough." I said and looked him in the eyes
he looked mad
"YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH? Your beyond good enough! Your perfect and smell like roses! Your smile can light up a room. The dimples on your back are perfect. The way you always walk to my room in the middle of the night to drink some tea with me is fucking adorable. All thoes sleep less nights we have together. Talking about Randome things . All of our midnight memory's. You endear stand me. You know my whole story. Of my life. And yet you don't care about my past you like me for who I am now. Tell me your not good enough one more time Lizzy. " his voice softened up near the end
"I'm not good enough." I said again
I know where this was heading.
He he instantly brought our lips together moving in sync . He was so soft and the way he touched me. It felt lovely. Just like Harry Usto touch me. He stoft hands all over my body.
"Louis I can't." I finally said and pulled away.
"did I do something wrong?" He asked and looked at me
"no I did. I still think about Harry. " I bluntly said.
"go." He smiled
"what?"
"Go with Harry , you still love him. " he said and hugged me
"Thank you." I said and smiled giving him one last peck on the lips
"I love you." He said and let me go
"I love you too." I smiled and left his room
now to see if Harry even likes me anymore
No one knows who did it
there's no evidence
.
i was beyond scared .
"hey babe. Can we talk?" Niall asked me as he pulled me in the room.
"yea about?" I asked
"I don't want to go to the Halloween party." He said.
"But I do." I said rather coldly
"why! Can't we stay cuddle watch movies!" He pleeded
"no Niall I wanna go the only time you actually get to show me of the the world that this, well us is reall! And you want to stay and cuddle." I said again rather rudely
"since when did you become a bitch!" He said bluntly then his eyes widened when he realized what he had said.
"babe-" I cut him off
"you know what fuck you Niall you talk about how fucking lucky you are to be with me yet you don't want to fucking take me out on a fucking party! And now IM a bitch! Really!" I said and walked away
"NO PLEAS-" and again I cut him off.
"FUCK YOU NIALL I THOUGHT YOU WHERE DIFFRENT I THOUGHT YOU WHENT AN ASSHOLE! It's fucking over." I said and walked out of the hotel.
And FYI this isn't the only time we had have a fight. Sometimes he tells me oh babe Ima take you out meet me in this place I go and wait fucking 3 hours and he dosnt show up
ever since we've had sexy he's Changed. He thinks he owns me and that I won't leave him.
Well he's very wrong.
I didn't know where to go. There's screaming fans outside.
I ran ran to Louis room and banged on his door
"Lou!" I said and hugged him
"what's wrong baby?" He replied and brought me inside locking the door.
"I-I br broke up with Niall." I said and he instantly can up to me and hugged me.
i told him why and how and we changed position to where I was straddling him.
"please Lizzy look at me." He said and brought my chin up.
"I'm not good enough." I said and looked him in the eyes
he looked mad
"YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH? Your beyond good enough! Your perfect and smell like roses! Your smile can light up a room. The dimples on your back are perfect. The way you always walk to my room in the middle of the night to drink some tea with me is fucking adorable. All thoes sleep less nights we have together. Talking about Randome things . All of our midnight memory's. You endear stand me. You know my whole story. Of my life. And yet you don't care about my past you like me for who I am now. Tell me your not good enough one more time Lizzy. " his voice softened up near the end
"I'm not good enough." I said again
I know where this was heading.
He he instantly brought our lips together moving in sync . He was so soft and the way he touched me. It felt lovely. Just like Harry Usto touch me. He stoft hands all over my body.
"Louis I can't." I finally said and pulled away.
"did I do something wrong?" He asked and looked at me
"no I did. I still think about Harry. " I bluntly said.
"go." He smiled
"what?"
"Go with Harry , you still love him. " he said and hugged me
"Thank you." I said and smiled giving him one last peck on the lips
"I love you." He said and let me go
"I love you too." I smiled and left his room
now to see if Harry even likes me anymore
Notes
Sooorryyyyy I've been doing a lot with school after school activities dance practice every TUSDAY and Sunday. Homework . Ugh highschool sucks buttwell lovelys here this. I'll update tomorrow exta long Halloween special!
11/24/13