My Mistake

Harry's P.O.V

When she walked out that door my heart shattered into a million pieces.

But Why?

I had not felt anything when she hugged me or kiss me, but I couldn't stop thinking about her.

But Why?

Now, I was starting to feel like if I was missing her.

But Why?

I changed into my pajamas because I was pretty fricken tired and it's like 6:30 a.m. I jumped on the bed and TRIED to go to sleep, but I couldn't stop thinking about her.

Her face. Her beautiful, beautiful face.


And her eyes. Oh, how I miss those dark brown eyes.


What?! What am I saying?!?! Why am I saying I miss her?!?!

Because you do miss her, Styles. Yea, that's why, I still love her, but why did I break-up with her? I'm so stupid she was the best thing that had happened to me. She gave me the best year of my life. But, why would I let her go? Oh, yea it's because I'm a fuckin idiot!

I was so into my thoughts that I didn't even notice the doorbell ringing after like the 10th time. Was it her? You didn't know how I felt when I opened the door to find someone else there.

"I'm such an idiot!" I yelled.

"Woh, woh, woh, Harry it's just me," Niall said.

"No, it's just that...," I said as I wiped my tears.

"Just, what Harry, Where's Victoria? I'll ask her?" He said as I bursted into tears when he said her name.

"No, you see that's the problem, she's not here," I said as calmly as I could.

"Well then, Where is she?"

"She's at Amy's house,"

"Why?"

"Because I messed up, Niall it was... it was.. my mistake,"

"What did you do? You know you can tell me anything right? Your like my brother,"

"Well I, thought I didn't have any feelings for her anymore so-,"

"Wait, What? Harry from the minute you saw her you said that she was going to be yours and well here she was here being yours,"

"I KNOW I MESSED UP, I MESSED UP, I MESSED UP!! SHE EVEN NEEDED TO TELL ME SOMETHING, BUT I DIDN'T EVEN LET HER!!" I said as I punched the walls.

"Then get her back Harry, she really loved you and-" He was interrupted by the sound of his phone ringing. He picked it up and saw it was Paul. He answered it and started talking with him. He seemed kinda pissed. When he hung up I asked him nervously , "What did he say?" because usually when any of the management calls it means we were going to have to leave again and I can't leave until I get Victoria back and listen to what she had to tell me.

"Um, he said we have to leave again in an hour, Sorry Harry,"

"FUCK!"

Now I'll never get to get Victoria back. I started crying a lot. Why did I let her go? We could be here saying bye to each other again for I don't know how long and giving each other our last kisses. But Noooo, I just had to mess up! "Well we have to get going, Paul said he wnted to tell us something before we leave," He said slowly. "Okay," I said. I messed, I messed up real bad. Now I'm gonna have to wait until we get back. FUCK!!!

Notes

Hey guys haven't posted in a long time, so here is chapter 4. Already have chapter 5, so I'll try to post that, and I'm working on Chapter 6 soo I post as soon as possible.