The Bad Boy I Didn't Expect *On Hold*

Every time I post a chapter it's me apologizing. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please don't hate me I love you. ;-; I am such a horrible writer. Please kill me. I was sick with the flu the whole week. And it was my Birthday and I got an Xbox 360 for my Birthday cX So I've been playing that alot. Hehe. So um, <.< >.> If you have Xbox Live you should add me <.< >.> Unless I'm not cool enough I completely understand :D My Gamertag is louispanksmyass. Hehehe. But ANYWAYS. I no longer have a boyfriend -_- He is a dick, but whatever :P

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I notice that sometimes you guys comment asking me to update. And trust me, everyday. EVERYDAY. I am thinking about you guys and my story. No joke >.> But I want to explain to you guys something :/ The reason I can't always post is because I have things goin on in my life also... Plus, I can't write like other people. I have to take a certain amount of time to rebuild myself to write. If that makes any sense. And sometimes I have no motivation and I know I need to write a chapter but I can't :( And sometimes when I'm sittin down writin it I just have no motivation. Or I just can't think. Like, I know what will be happening in that chapter. But I just can't think on how I want to write it so sometimes I just need time to think about it. But anyways, I really am sorry for being a horrible person and not updating. And I am a horrible writer ;-; But let's continue with this chapter :)

So this is Aubrey's outfit :D

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Chapter 19- “$5 bucks to play”

*Aubrey’s P.O.V*

The summer daylight starting to dim I finally make it to my flat; out of breath and sweating like a pig I notice my car is parked in the driveway. Okay, so maybe he is here? Panting heavily, I walk up the steps; opening the door a blast of cold air hits my face. Hmm, I never turned the air conditioner on this morning. An eyebrow raised I walk inside, closing the door silently. I immediately start to cool down as my body relishes in the cool air. I gulp nervously, not just because I’m nervous, which I’m not even sure why, maybe it’s because of ‘work today? Or maybe it’s because I’m not sure where Zayn is and I’m highly worried about him.

My throat dry from the hot, dry weather I try licking my lips to moisten them but it is no use for my tongue is even to dry to form any saliva. Dying of thirst I quickly open my refrigerator, grabbing a glass of soda I gulp it down profusely, my throat appraising the sweet nectar and now wet of liquid I set the glass in the sink. Now back to my previous mission I quietly make my way from the kitchen, through the living room and stopping at the foot of my bedroom door. I have not seen him around maybe he’s in my room? I mean it’s a rational explanation, if he isn’t out and around here then he must be behind this door.

Opening the door slowly “Zayn?” I call out, whispering it under my breath. Hearing no answer I open my door all the way, it swings open. My bed comes into view and the one thing I have been searching for is in sight. There he lies curled into a ball, arms folded as I hear him snore quietly. I giggle to myself as I make my way closer to him, so pretty he is as he lays there like an angel. I let out a breath of relief, and all my anger simply vanishes in thin air. He must have fallen asleep, how cute. Tiptoeing myself over to him, I stand above him; his face in pure bliss, happiness spread across his face as he lies on his side.

His phone sits right in front of him, almost falling off the bed. Snatching it from the mattress, I hit the home button. It instantly lights up showing a picture of me, how did he get this? And it’s cute, having his picture as me. I wonder how he would feel if I knew this. Maybe I am not supposed to know, shit. Admiring my picture once more I finally figure out that it is my Facebook picture. Smiling as I shake my head giddily I scroll the picture up and it unlocks. Seeing that he has my 3 missed calls and a few unread texts from Liam and Niall I hit the lock button and it goes black.
Setting the device on the stand next to Zayn, I lean down; placing a small kiss to his tanned cheek. Before I could pull away, his eyes flutter open and his hand is on my face.

Catching me by surprise I jump slightly, but smile into his mouth. He smiles too, and he pulls me on top of him. My legs go on either side of his as I giggle, my hands going on either side of his cheek as we continue to kiss each other. So sweet and delicate he is. Be mine? Forever?.. Savoring in thought he stops, his thumb caressing my cheek as if I was a kitten “I’m sorry” he whispers, placing his forehead against mine. I bite my lip, understanding what he is apologizing for but I really don’t mind. It doesn’t matter to me anymore, I’m not upset; it was a mere accident. “It’s okay” I close my eyes, our foreheads still touching; He takes in a deep breath, saying his apologies he doesn’t want to continue his stupid mistake. I think he understands that I don’t mind and he accidentally fell asleep, I’m sure he won’t do it again.

“So hey.. I was thinking” He pulls away, but yet his hands shoot to my shoulders gripping me gently. I smile surely, waiting for him to continue. “I want to take you and the girls’ out someplace tonight, is that okay?” He looks up at me through dark lashes, eyes precious and wanting. Where is it that you would like to take us Mr. Zayn Malik? I smile internally to myself as I think about all the places it could be. “Where is it?” I smile, excitement already pumping through my blood. He chuckles childishly, inhaling deeply before speaking once more “It’s a surprise” He ends, popping a quick kiss to my lips before hopping off my bed.
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“But Zayn, I’m hungryyyyyy” Alexis whines annoyingly behind me. We sit in my car, 15 minutes into the ride and the girls are already asking for something to eat “Didn’t you eat at Marissa’s?” He replies, rolling his eyes. I giggle, I’m a bit hungry myself “But I want McDonald’s” Katie chimes in, giving her two cents on what she wants to eat. Zayn’s fist is now placed on his cheek, resting it there as he rolls his eyes; annoyed and ready to give in. Instead I do it for him
“Stop to McDonald’s and I’ll get them something to eat” I say politely, letting him know that I will pay for them. He keeps his eyes on the road shaking his head no “There’s food where we’re going” I look behind me, the two of them looking upset and even a little angry; I shrug, letting them know that I tried. Sorry kids, Zayn is being a poop head. I sit straight, watching where we are going; I decide not to start a feud with Zayn because I’m sure he knows what he is doing and he’s also their older brother and I have no right to fight.

We go down roads through the town before we leave the area, the traffic lessens and fields start to come into view. Where are we going? My mind wanders but shortly brought back to reality. The radio being turned on; looking over, Zayn tunes the channel until he finds something he likes. “105.2?” I ask, unaware that Zayn even listened to this. “Do you not like this station?” He exclaims, embarrassment flushing through his face “No, I love Ed Sheeran” I lighten up, letting him know that I do listen to him, the radio interrupts us and starts talking “It’s Ed Sheeran Here, the carnival’s in town tonight. $10 dollars for adults and $5 for kids, the weather will be quite warm so don’t wear too many layers. Well here is my latest ‘Autumn Leaves’ enjoy!” As his voice fades out the song comes in. I love Ed, this is his own personal station. He creates his own music and he has his own fans. I want to meet him someday.

As I sit back in my seat the music plays quietly in the speakers, admiring my daisy crop top I pick off some lint that I had not seen before. The girls finally settle down and take out there Ds’, headphones in as they play their games. I try to occupy myself the best I can and finally rest my eyes on the one and only Zayn. His eyes stay on the road as he smiles widely. The boy I have come so accustomed too, making me feel quite special about myself and.. Unique. I guess Zayn could be considered my first serious relationship. I mean, I’ve had other boyfriends (Even though we’re not even really dating) but with him it feels… Real, like I was meant for him. It is strange to be thinking like this but its how I feel. My mind continues to wander with thoughts of Zayn and I. Reviewing the other night in images; I start to smile. He’s made me feel.. Different about myself. Remembering when he had me lying on the bed with his body above me as he touched me.

I lay my head back on my seat; closing my eyes and smirking to myself as I continue to reminisce. His fingers lingered while his kisses were soft and gentle. His mouth on my breasts as his fingers did their naughty work. Who knew that such an innocent Bad Boy could do such bad things. The image of his perfectly shaped member comes into view. My body becomes tingly and my under belly ignites. I’m turning myself on just thinking of the one experience we’ve had. Oh how I would just love for it to happen again, His length hard and long. Just how perfectly delicious he is makes me sweat. I want him to “What are you smiling about?” I’m knocked back to reality, Zayn looking at me as he gives off a light chuckle. I sit up straight, clearing my throat and pushing some hair out of my face. I instantly become embarrassed, my face burning as I try to cover it, It’s not like he heard you Aubrey you’re fine. “Nothing” I look away from him smiling. I feel warmth come to my thigh as his hand slides onto my leg, Squeezing gently and smiling once more. I let out a shaky breath.

He opens his mouth to say something before I quickly interrupt him “I’m going to see my mother tomorrow, I would love for you to come. If you’d like” My cheeks pinken once more, trying to hide my face in my hair. I want you to meet her, but if you don’t want too I understand. “I’d love too” He gives me a quick side smirk before watching the road as he continues to drive. “You can bring the girls too, my mom will absolutely adore them” I look behind me to see them with their noses in their Ds’ still, paying no attention to us. “Alright” He replies, rubbing my thigh gently. I nod; happy he will be coming along with me tomorrow. I slither my hand atop his, giving it a few light pats as we become silent for the rest of the ride.

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“Zayn are we there yet?” Alexis says out of nowhere once more. We drove pretty far to get where we’re going, I really hope we do get there soon because I really need to pee. As if our prayers have been answered, we take a left down a dirt path before we see a huge field. Upon the field is a carnival. Oh how didn’t I know? The rides towering high, games sit to the sides along with places that sell food. A small fence sits in the front as Zayn parks the vehicle in a little grass spot closest to the entrance. Many people enter and exit the entrance as we get out of the car. The girls squeal with delight as they slam their doors, running to catch up next to me as I stand next to the entrance, awaiting all of their arrivals. I stand laughing a bit, the girls acting so silly as they rush by me. Zayn shakes his head as he approaches me, his head looking to the ground; even blushing a bit as he reaches for my hand. We connect automatically, a spark enticing through my body as we collide.

When I’m around him I can just be myself, and I really like this feeling I have with him; like it’s a special connection. The girls stay a comfortable distance from Zayn and me, pointing to all the rides they want to go on and all the games they want to play. We walk hand in hand, swaying our arms slowly. The hot air feels nice in the outfit I had decided to change into earlier “So what do you want to do first?” He asks shyly, giving me a sly smirk. I give him a shrug “Whatever you wanna do” I smile shyly back. I could do anything with you and I would be having the time of my life. My bladder reminding me that I need to use the bathroom I decide that should be the first thing I should do “Where is the rest room?” I ask shyly, knowing my cheeks turn a pink color.

He looks around curiously until he spots the bathroom“Right there” He points, a short line starts to form in front of it; I need to hurry up and get there before it gets TOO long.Letting go of his hand I usher myself over to it until I hear “I need to go too” suddenly the two younger girls run up next to me, grabbing onto my hands. “I need to go too Aubrey” Alexis says to me on my right. Katie wiggles my arm a bit so I look at her instead “Me too” I chuckle a bit. “Alright, well you two can go first” I smile to the both of them. They give a straight nod, paying no more attention to me as they look straight. We wait patiently in line as I hold their hands, the line moves slowly but we finally get there.

*Zayn’s P.O.V*

Music plays genuinely throughout the park, I stand near a wooden taco stand with three bracelets in my hands. I just got back from buying them as the girls went to use the bathroom. Mine sticks securely on my wrist, they’re so we can go on as many rides as we want without having to pay for it. I decide that a quick smoke won’t do any harm. I pull out the box; pulling out a slim cigarette. I fiddle the three small bracelets in my hand as I pull out my liter, instantly flicking the flame as the end burns into ashes. I lean against the wall as families come in with small children some teens and even a few old couples walking in. I avert my attention back to the small line to the bathroom, the girls finally being able to get inside. I am now on my third drag as I inhale it through my mouth, a park ranger comes out of nowhere a shy but serious look on his face “I’m sorry sir, but this is a smoking free area. Please put your cigarette out before I have to ask you to leave” Just do as he asks Zayn, you don’t want to be kicked out after only being here for a mere 10 minutes.

I quickly oblige, shrugging sadly as if apologizing to the man “I’m sorry” I quickly blow the smoke out through my nose. Waving my hand in the air to get it to disappear faster as I scrape the end of the burning embers against the wall; going out almost instantly. I pull out the cigarette box as I shove it back in the pack. The ranger’s expression changes instantly, nodding and smiling as he walks away. See, I’m a good guy. I shouldn’t even be smoking these anyways. I think to myself about the box as I set it back in my jean pocket.Before I know it I hear the girls running back, squealing a bit as they ask Aubrey to go on a few rides with her. “Of course I will” She smiles, giving a small giggle at the end. They all run to me, well the other two dragging Aubrey along. I watch as they jog with joy, stopping in front of me they huff out of breath.“Are you excited?” I ask, bending down to their level, they nod their heads excitedly. I smile widely, leaning down and clipping the blue bracelets on their smaller wrists.

Once clipped on them they let go of Aubrey to give them a quick look over, Aubrey glistens with delight before changing to being completely shy. She knows I’m coming for her next. She begins to stand awkwardly, her feet shuffling a bit as she moves some hair out of her eyes. Her cheeks rosy with delight the carnival lights illuminate on her beautiful face; showing off her eyes and lips. God she’s breathtaking. I step up to her cautiously, my tallness taking advantage of her as I tower over her. Her green eyes look at me through her lashes, affection and warmth coming from them. I grab her hand gently, holding it up as I give her my best puppy dog eyes. Giving her knuckle a light kiss she smiles, her cheeks turning a brighter red. Clipping the bracelet around her wrist I take ahold of her chin, leaning down and planting a sincere kiss to her lips; showing her that I care for her. Tonight is going to be fun, I’ll pop that question I’ve been meaning to ask and it’s going to be perfect.

She smiles into my lips, she smells sweet of raspberries and chocolate. A smell I could definitely get used too. She is just too perfect. As I kiss her gently I hear some familiar voices, turning around I see that the whole gang has arrived. Harry, Liam, Niall, Louis and even Allison start to walk through the entrance. “Allison!?” Aubrey calls as she runs towards them. Allison squeals with delight as she runs too, embracing eachother in a big hug they giggle. I had asked for them to come so we all could have a good time tonight. I’m glad they finally showed. “Uncle Harry!” Alexis squeals as she picks up her little legs. Harry leans down holding out his arms for her; she jumps into them as he picks her up giving her a big bear hug. ”Hey there cupcake” He swings her around, smiling happily. The boys love the girls; they’re like my brothers so they are uncles to them. Even though I’m not there father, merely there brother I let them be. “Uncle Louis!” Katie and Louis do the same thing as Harry and Alexis but only Louis and Katie do a ‘secret handshake’ they came up with. Doing high fives and low fives with hand claps etc. “Good job buttercup” Louis praises as they finish.

“I didn’t know you guys were coming” Aubrey chimes in as her and Allison continue to hold eachother. Liam pats Alexis’ head as he helps her out “Zayn asked us to come” He smiles cheekily, pointing me out as I stand by myself near the taco stand. The Carnival is actually something we do each year, kind of a traditional thing. It’s good I decided to have Aubrey tag along. Aubrey glistens giving me the most precious smile, she finally lets go of Allison; Running towards me as fast as she can, with her arms out wide. I laugh as she jumps into my arms, her legs wrapping around my waist and her arms firmly around my neck she kisses me; I spin us around as we laugh like two idiots. Finishing our childish ways she releases herself and I let her down, giving me a chaste kiss she gives me one more hug. Her small body stands in her cute crop top and little daisy dukes. I would watch her all day if I could. Tonight is going to be perfect.

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Going on loads of rides with the guys, and playing some games I decide that it’s time for me to actually get Aubrey something so she can remember tonight. Allison and her start to make their way back to us from playing a game as the boys and I hang around on some benches. Instantly grabbing her hand I guide her away from them, she follows a bit shocked but smiles anyways. The boys’ will watch the girls, they always do when I’m away, they’re pretty much family. “Where are we going?” Aubrey asks. I stop in front of my destination quickly. A game I’ve wanted to play because of the prizes they have. I want to win one for Aubrey. A much older man stands inside the stand, watching us with a happy smile. Aubrey waves to him shyly only to receive a wider smile. “$5 bucks to play” The man announces, giving off that friendly vibe. I nod, pulling out my wallet and handing him a five dollar bill. Aubrey leans herself against the post as she watches me. “Just make 3 balls into the basket and you win a prize” he says it as if it was the easiest thing in the world.

Handing me the four small basketballs, I grab one. Aiming for my shot I throw it in without a problem, I continue to do so before I’m on my third ball. I miss the shot, and I only have one ball left. You can do it Zayn, aim and shoot it. Do it for Aubrey. Before I know it, I let go of the ball. It bounces off the rim, falling over and bouncing away. Shit! Fuck! Asscock! I mentally swear at myself as I try to control my emotions. I wanted to do it for Aubrey.. You suck Zayn. Now stumped and feeling like a complete loser, I flush with embarrassment. I begin to pull out my wallet for another $5 before the man stops me “Hey, since you were close. And I know you’re doing it for your girl, I’ll let you pick whatever you want”

The man smiles with delight as he points to all the prizes behind him. Yay! I smile shyly “Thank you” I say to him barely audible. Turning to Aubrey she watches appreciatively, I grab her hand gently; pulling her closer to me I whisper into her ear “What do you want?” I look up at all the stuffed animals and plastic kid toys. She looks away blushing; before looking at all the prizes again. My hands are placed on her smooth skin, caressing her gently as I watch her with patience. “Mmm, can I have the monkey?.. Please..” She quickly adds a please to her question, like a mother would scold her child for forgetting there manners.

The man nods, reaching up as he unhooks the monkey. Leaning down he hands it to me, happily I give it to Aubrey. She looks at it appreciatively, smiling she hugs it lovingly as if it were a new pet that she would be bringing home. We start to walk away before I turn my head to the man giving him a nod as I walk with Aubrey, my hand around her waist and her new friend. Pulling out my phone I check the time. It’s getting late and I still need to ask her my question. Think of something quick Zayn. Approaching the boys and girls, who still stayed where we left them, they chuckle and talk about anything. Noticing we have arrived Allison calls to us “Did Zayn win you that?” She points as she holds a crocodile and a duck in her hands. Aubrey doesn’t say anything but smiles, holding her monkey like it were a baby. She must really like it. Good. “Aww” the boys call trying to bust my balls. I roll my eyes at them because it’s what guys do for their girls.

As they all start to sit and chat I walk away for a moment. To collect my thoughts for what I’m about to do and to buy some sparklers. Walking up to the stand I buy the blue ones (Aubrey’s favorite color) after buying them I head back. “You guys ready?” I call. They avert their attention towards me, watching me with interest as I hold up the sparklers. “Yeah, let’s do this” Louis and Niall call hopping off the benches. The rest follow as they all take one from my hand, even Katie and Alexis take one. We all head out into the open field area where no one else is located. We pull out our liters, getting ready to light them up.

Harry lights his, then Alexis’. “Don’t burn yourself” He warns, beginning to light it. She squeals with fear before it’s replaced with happiness. She starts to run around with the bright light in her hand. Everyone starts to light theirs off, Liam does Allison’s and Louis does Katie’s. Aubrey holds hers out to me, implying she wants me to light it. I do as she pleads, quickly lighting it as she giggles. She holds her monkey firmly to her body as the sparkler ignites, spurting with the blue light.

She squeals, dashing away for the others that run around with there’s, laughing and having a good time. Alexis and Katie start to write their names with the smoke. Harry and Niall pretend their guns as they pretend to shoot each other. All the girls happily squeal with each other as they run around, writing names and making funky shapes. I watch as Aubrey runs with joy, stopping as she begins to write something in the air with the smoke. The words ‘Iloveyou’ are formed and I stop. I Begin to think to myself. Are those words for me? Surely not, Aubrey could not love me already; Could she? I mean, I may possibly have that feeling for her. But for me? No. How could someone so innocent love a person like me? I’m so.. bad. Not tooting my own horn but what I do is completely opposite of what she does. Aubrey notices my fixed gaze upon her, either it’s me or she begins to blush.. Profusely. Running through the smoky words, she squeals again; running towards everyone else.

Well Zaynie boy, this is it. Ask that question, it’s something you’ve been dying to do all day. Do it. You know you want to. It’s the right thing to do. It’s what you’ve wanted to do; she’s what you’ve wanted. You’re so happy with her Zayn, you make her happy. You just know it. Today, you are a man. Ask her.. Finally agreeing with myself and very little time left everyone’s sparklers begin to go out one by one. Harry’s first, then Louis’, Niall’s etc. I never lit mine, for it still sits in my pocket untouched. I just wanted to see everyone else have fun.

Aubrey begins to walk around as hers fizzles out, a cute frown growing on her lips as she walks towards me, dropping the end of her stick to the ground. The silence is heard between the 9 of us before Liam calls out “It’s 10:55, we have 5 minutes before the fireworks start!” Everyone starts to shout happily as we walk out of the field, Harry picking Alexis up and being put on his shoulders. Louis does the same with Katie. Liam and Allison hold hands as they walk out, Aubrey unexpectantly grabs mine. I wasn’t suspecting this, hehe. I usually grab for your hand. She smiles into my eyes, giving my hand a light squeeze. We all head out rather quickly to see the fireworks in time, exiting the area we decide to get on our cars.

I slide up on the hood of Aubrey’s, holding out my hand to her she takes it. Sliding up next to me, we lie next to eachother. She looks up, watching the sky as she hugs her monkey tightly. Harry and Louis still have the girls on their shoulders as they all watch the sky with anticipation. Before you knew it the first firework went off, flying into the air it blasted apart, sprinkling into little light as they drifted downwards. Aubrey scoots closer to my body, I wrap my arm around her; holding her close to me as we watch the next firework go off. Do it Zayn. Now is the perfect time. My heart beat quickens as I think of what I’m about to do next. This is it Zayn. Do it. Reminiscing to the first time we met, she was like a spark that ignited through my heart. I sit and watch her; she was always the one I wanted, always the one for me. My body tingled with anticipation as I became more and more desperate to ask my question.

Turning I smile to her, she doesn’t notice me until a second later; Smiling back to me. I cup her chin, tilting her head up as I give her a heartwarming kiss. My body tingling with that familiar feeling of her skin touching mine; my heart beat quickened much faster than before. Do it! My body tells me. Her soft lips still connected to mine, my eyes closed and this is all I can think about. Dream of for eternity. This is what I’ve been searching for, without even knowing it! And I have finally found her, this girl that I would give my life for. She’s the one. I cherish this moment, and every moment I’ve had with her, and now is the PERFECT time to ask her. She is beautiful, truly magnificent in her own way. Now Zayn! Ask her now!

Our lips detach with each other as we breathe with satisfaction, I move my hand to her shoulder; rubbing her smooth skin lightly. The fireworks continue to ‘Bang and Boom’ and disperse into pretty shapes and colors. I take my final breath before I turn to her, getting her attention she stares at me with content and care in her eyes. “Aubrey?..” I ask. “Yes?” She smiles, gleaming with delight; she waits patiently for me to continue. I smile, not letting my fears get to me “Will you be my girl?”

Notes

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