When I ran to London
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~STEPHANIE'S POV~
Why would she cut her self doesn't she see anything.. Is she blind or, something.. Everyone LOVES her! She is AMAZAYN! For crying out loud.. How could she cut herself?! I knew it! I KNEW SOMETHING WASNT RIGHT! She is my freaking best friend how could she even think of doing this?! Why.. WHY! I know I've only known her for two weeks but there's... She's like my sister! She already means so much to me, I've always wanted siblings and she is mine! She is my sister! How could she do this?! I would NEVER let her do this again...
'Maybe your over reacting' 'shut-up!'
She could've... died... Why, did she want to die or something.. You know what? I wouldn't let her, she wasn't allowed to.
"Why!" I screamed. "Why would you cut yourself!" Maybe I was being harsh.
She looked over at the wall, nothing interesting over there just a -base red wall with some fake flowers. "Please tell me!"
"Please, I would never leave you for telling me something.. It could be ANYTHING!" I cried, "But please. Just.. Tell me!"
~KEIRA'S POV~
Why did she care so much, why did she care for a slut like me. No body liked me, let alone love. I'm so ugly.. I made my family die, my mum, sister, everyone, even people at the store told me to die! Didn't she see, maybe I wanted to die, maybe I wanted to go to heaven with my sister, my sister.. She was so beautiful, so talented, she was incredible, didn't she see that? Her talent was WASTED! Because of me.. This stupid slut sitting right here, I shouldn't be here, I should be the one who died, it would have been better for everyone! MY mum would still be here and so would my sister.. And I'd be.. Gone.
It's not like any one would care, I wouldn't, I don't even want to look in mirrors anymore, I want to punch it till my hand bleeds, that's how I feel about my reflection, I wish I was a vampire, then I couldn't be able to see it.
"Please" Stephanie cried. "I haven't been honest with you about my past..." I said. I should tell her... She's my only friend, and I didn't want to lose her honestly, she was so incredible it would be like losing Tesa all over again!
"What do you mean?" she asked. She looked so concerned, I had to tell her, the truth. Or else this would haunt me forever.
"Look... I'll tell you"
"My mom and dad had just gotten married, they had my sister then me. I am so pathetic.. By the way... My dad would always rape my mom and my sister Tesa... I was only one at the time so I couldn't do anything or understand. My mom would always scream no for her and Tesa but he'd do it anyways. He would always slap me and burn me with his cigars. Then he got into alcohol... He became alcoholic, he... he hates me. One day, my mum packed her bags.. She left out the door without even saying a simple 'good-bye' to us."
I hate myself for making mum leave, I do... I wish I wasn't this pathetic and worthless to make her leave, I really didn't want her too...
'Stop being so conceded, people have had it worse, stop complaining' It was my fault anyways.
"Anyways, she was only up the street but this giant truck came up and hit her... she died that day. And... Oh! She was so beautiful, I wish I didn't make her leave, why am I so WORTHLESS! That night my dad called me murderer and slut all the time, then he started raping me. He threw everything he could find at me, and stabbed me with knifes. He threw T.V's, book cases, glass window's, lamps.. anything at all.. Even a brick, it put me in the hospital, I clung to the nurse, held on to her even... I didn't want to go back... They made me... When I was seven, my sister Tesa was thirteen, she tried to run away but commited suicide... All because of me! SHE WAS ALL I HAD! I loved her! SHE WAS MY ONLY FRIEND! All she left was a note.. saying... 'see you in heaven sis, xoxo'"
I didn't really want to say anything else, but I just cried. Stephanie came over and held me, "I'm so sorry!" she said...
I continued talking, "There's more" I looked down. "At school people jumped me, kicked me punched me, they all told me I should go die like my sister and that I was fat. I couldn't eat anything without someone screaming at me for being fat... I was so hungry and dad wouldn't let me eat! I was his maid! Guys there at my school raped me... The prinibul even... When I was nine my dad started selling me to his poker buddies for extra money... I always screamed for them to stop but they always raped me...They didn't care or anything!"
I didn't say anything else...
"Oh MY GOD!" Stephanie was crying along with me, she hugged me. "I'm so sorry! I'll never do that to you! Your my best friend! I'll NEVER hurt you, I promise! I absolutely promise!"
I hugged her back, I had found my very, very best friend.
I guess things were going to finally be okay for me, this is going to be a first, I hope she knows that.. She's putting on an impact on me, and it's nice to be needed.
"Don't ever leave" she told me. "I won't" I smiled. "I understand, why you cut now, but if you ever do again, I have no limits, I'm ruthless" she said seriously. I laughed, "I'm serious" she said. "Yeah, Yeah" I said.
"Yeah I bet"
The next morning we checked out and head out to her Ferrari. I'd prefer a Motorcycle but, oh well. This was going to be so fun... 'Hopefully she won't leave like Tesa' I thought... I don't think she would though, she's had the perfect life.
~WHEN THEY REACHED LONDON!!
"Were here!" Stephanie screamed. "Oh my Gosh! It's everything I've ever dreamed of!" I screamed.
I was starving... "I'm hungry!" I said. We had both agreed to not talk about my past.. This was like a new chapter in my life, and I never wanted to talk about anything from my past ever again anyways. "Actually.. You're always hungry! Your gonna make me go broke!"
We both laughed. We found this place called 'Nando's'. It looked good. "Oh My God!" Steph screamed. "You scream a lot" I said.
"I know, sorry. But..." she trailed off looking in the door "This is Niall's favorite food place, they come here all the time, One direction ticket right there!"
I wouldn't be surprised if one direction fell in love with her, she's a great girl any guy would be lucky to have her. I already know that no one would ever love me...I am so stupid to think any one would any ways, I'm just so pathetic. You have to admit it, you HAVE to! I swear.
We walked into the shop, it smelled amazing in there. We sat down in a booth and ordered.
After an hour of just talking I had to use the rest room.
Then I ran into this guy. We came tumbling down, "Oh my god!" I screamed. "I'm so sorry sir.. I didn't mean to!"
He came up, his eyes were the most adoring blue, they sparkled, they were just calling my name, he had blonde hair but you could tell by the roots that he was a natural brunette. Funny, he was so gorgeous. I already sorta loved him. 'He would never like you back so stop bitch! He would like Stephanie.. I should introduce them if he was nice, they'd be a cute couple. Wait a second, I looked at his face again... Nevermind, yeah they'd be perfect for each other.
"It's alright love" he said, he had an irish accent. It was HOT! Stop thinking this way... He's never like you. "I'm really sorry though....Sir?" He laughed, "Sir.. Wow.. You don't recognize me..?" he asked surprised.
"Sorry.. But no" I said. He just stood there awe-struck. "Does One Direction sound familiar?" he asked. "Oh.. yeah absolutely, my best friend-" I turned around and pointed to her, " is a really big fan"
"I can tell" he looked straight at me. "How?" I asked. "She looks like she's about to die.." I looked back over there, she was staring at him like he was a god. I laughed, "Yeah don't see that everyday" I smiled, "Well nice meeting you.." I said. "Niall, my names Niall" He smiled, I put out my hand, and we shook hands, this tingling feeling went through me, but I ignored it. He looked at me, I looked down... Awkward, "Really nice meeting you too.."
"Keira, but hey I gotta go make sure my friend over there doesn't... Die so bye" I smiled at him, he didn't say anything, he just stood there with his hand still out. Weird but cute.
Stephanie looked at me wide eyed. "You met Niall!" she looked like she was gonna pass out. "Yeah.. Pretty cute-- I mean.. Cool guy" I smiled. "You like him!" she smiled. "No.." I said blushing.
"Plus he'd never go for an ugly slut like me anyways so.." She put her hand over my mouth. She looked at something behind me. "No way!" she smiled.
She wasn't moving her hand so I bit it. "Oww!" she pulled her hand back, acting all hurt. Her face for that stuff was hilarious.
After awhile I was still not full and she was there rubbing her stomache, "Are you full yet?" she said, "Nope"
Why would she cut her self doesn't she see anything.. Is she blind or, something.. Everyone LOVES her! She is AMAZAYN! For crying out loud.. How could she cut herself?! I knew it! I KNEW SOMETHING WASNT RIGHT! She is my freaking best friend how could she even think of doing this?! Why.. WHY! I know I've only known her for two weeks but there's... She's like my sister! She already means so much to me, I've always wanted siblings and she is mine! She is my sister! How could she do this?! I would NEVER let her do this again...
'Maybe your over reacting' 'shut-up!'
She could've... died... Why, did she want to die or something.. You know what? I wouldn't let her, she wasn't allowed to.
"Why!" I screamed. "Why would you cut yourself!" Maybe I was being harsh.
She looked over at the wall, nothing interesting over there just a -base red wall with some fake flowers. "Please tell me!"
"Please, I would never leave you for telling me something.. It could be ANYTHING!" I cried, "But please. Just.. Tell me!"
~KEIRA'S POV~
Why did she care so much, why did she care for a slut like me. No body liked me, let alone love. I'm so ugly.. I made my family die, my mum, sister, everyone, even people at the store told me to die! Didn't she see, maybe I wanted to die, maybe I wanted to go to heaven with my sister, my sister.. She was so beautiful, so talented, she was incredible, didn't she see that? Her talent was WASTED! Because of me.. This stupid slut sitting right here, I shouldn't be here, I should be the one who died, it would have been better for everyone! MY mum would still be here and so would my sister.. And I'd be.. Gone.
It's not like any one would care, I wouldn't, I don't even want to look in mirrors anymore, I want to punch it till my hand bleeds, that's how I feel about my reflection, I wish I was a vampire, then I couldn't be able to see it.
"Please" Stephanie cried. "I haven't been honest with you about my past..." I said. I should tell her... She's my only friend, and I didn't want to lose her honestly, she was so incredible it would be like losing Tesa all over again!
"What do you mean?" she asked. She looked so concerned, I had to tell her, the truth. Or else this would haunt me forever.
"Look... I'll tell you"
"My mom and dad had just gotten married, they had my sister then me. I am so pathetic.. By the way... My dad would always rape my mom and my sister Tesa... I was only one at the time so I couldn't do anything or understand. My mom would always scream no for her and Tesa but he'd do it anyways. He would always slap me and burn me with his cigars. Then he got into alcohol... He became alcoholic, he... he hates me. One day, my mum packed her bags.. She left out the door without even saying a simple 'good-bye' to us."
I hate myself for making mum leave, I do... I wish I wasn't this pathetic and worthless to make her leave, I really didn't want her too...
'Stop being so conceded, people have had it worse, stop complaining' It was my fault anyways.
"Anyways, she was only up the street but this giant truck came up and hit her... she died that day. And... Oh! She was so beautiful, I wish I didn't make her leave, why am I so WORTHLESS! That night my dad called me murderer and slut all the time, then he started raping me. He threw everything he could find at me, and stabbed me with knifes. He threw T.V's, book cases, glass window's, lamps.. anything at all.. Even a brick, it put me in the hospital, I clung to the nurse, held on to her even... I didn't want to go back... They made me... When I was seven, my sister Tesa was thirteen, she tried to run away but commited suicide... All because of me! SHE WAS ALL I HAD! I loved her! SHE WAS MY ONLY FRIEND! All she left was a note.. saying... 'see you in heaven sis, xoxo'"
I didn't really want to say anything else, but I just cried. Stephanie came over and held me, "I'm so sorry!" she said...
I continued talking, "There's more" I looked down. "At school people jumped me, kicked me punched me, they all told me I should go die like my sister and that I was fat. I couldn't eat anything without someone screaming at me for being fat... I was so hungry and dad wouldn't let me eat! I was his maid! Guys there at my school raped me... The prinibul even... When I was nine my dad started selling me to his poker buddies for extra money... I always screamed for them to stop but they always raped me...They didn't care or anything!"
I didn't say anything else...
"Oh MY GOD!" Stephanie was crying along with me, she hugged me. "I'm so sorry! I'll never do that to you! Your my best friend! I'll NEVER hurt you, I promise! I absolutely promise!"
I hugged her back, I had found my very, very best friend.
I guess things were going to finally be okay for me, this is going to be a first, I hope she knows that.. She's putting on an impact on me, and it's nice to be needed.
"Don't ever leave" she told me. "I won't" I smiled. "I understand, why you cut now, but if you ever do again, I have no limits, I'm ruthless" she said seriously. I laughed, "I'm serious" she said. "Yeah, Yeah" I said.
"Yeah I bet"
The next morning we checked out and head out to her Ferrari. I'd prefer a Motorcycle but, oh well. This was going to be so fun... 'Hopefully she won't leave like Tesa' I thought... I don't think she would though, she's had the perfect life.
~WHEN THEY REACHED LONDON!!
"Were here!" Stephanie screamed. "Oh my Gosh! It's everything I've ever dreamed of!" I screamed.
I was starving... "I'm hungry!" I said. We had both agreed to not talk about my past.. This was like a new chapter in my life, and I never wanted to talk about anything from my past ever again anyways. "Actually.. You're always hungry! Your gonna make me go broke!"
We both laughed. We found this place called 'Nando's'. It looked good. "Oh My God!" Steph screamed. "You scream a lot" I said.
"I know, sorry. But..." she trailed off looking in the door "This is Niall's favorite food place, they come here all the time, One direction ticket right there!"
I wouldn't be surprised if one direction fell in love with her, she's a great girl any guy would be lucky to have her. I already know that no one would ever love me...I am so stupid to think any one would any ways, I'm just so pathetic. You have to admit it, you HAVE to! I swear.
We walked into the shop, it smelled amazing in there. We sat down in a booth and ordered.
After an hour of just talking I had to use the rest room.
Then I ran into this guy. We came tumbling down, "Oh my god!" I screamed. "I'm so sorry sir.. I didn't mean to!"
He came up, his eyes were the most adoring blue, they sparkled, they were just calling my name, he had blonde hair but you could tell by the roots that he was a natural brunette. Funny, he was so gorgeous. I already sorta loved him. 'He would never like you back so stop bitch! He would like Stephanie.. I should introduce them if he was nice, they'd be a cute couple. Wait a second, I looked at his face again... Nevermind, yeah they'd be perfect for each other.
"It's alright love" he said, he had an irish accent. It was HOT! Stop thinking this way... He's never like you. "I'm really sorry though....Sir?" He laughed, "Sir.. Wow.. You don't recognize me..?" he asked surprised.
"Sorry.. But no" I said. He just stood there awe-struck. "Does One Direction sound familiar?" he asked. "Oh.. yeah absolutely, my best friend-" I turned around and pointed to her, " is a really big fan"
"I can tell" he looked straight at me. "How?" I asked. "She looks like she's about to die.." I looked back over there, she was staring at him like he was a god. I laughed, "Yeah don't see that everyday" I smiled, "Well nice meeting you.." I said. "Niall, my names Niall" He smiled, I put out my hand, and we shook hands, this tingling feeling went through me, but I ignored it. He looked at me, I looked down... Awkward, "Really nice meeting you too.."
"Keira, but hey I gotta go make sure my friend over there doesn't... Die so bye" I smiled at him, he didn't say anything, he just stood there with his hand still out. Weird but cute.
Stephanie looked at me wide eyed. "You met Niall!" she looked like she was gonna pass out. "Yeah.. Pretty cute-- I mean.. Cool guy" I smiled. "You like him!" she smiled. "No.." I said blushing.
"Plus he'd never go for an ugly slut like me anyways so.." She put her hand over my mouth. She looked at something behind me. "No way!" she smiled.
She wasn't moving her hand so I bit it. "Oww!" she pulled her hand back, acting all hurt. Her face for that stuff was hilarious.
After awhile I was still not full and she was there rubbing her stomache, "Are you full yet?" she said, "Nope"
Name: Nicole
Personality: bubbly,cute smart
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