Even though the cuts burn, the satisfactory was burning like a joy. I couldn't explain it, it..it was like a weight has been lifted or something like that. No one understands, no one will ever.
I used a cloth from my bag and cleaned my wounds, my fathers words brushing through my mind. "YOUR A SLUT, YOU ARE NOW, AND YOU ALWAYS WILL BE!" I don't understand why I am so hated.. Yes I do, I'm a bad soul, Stephanie shouldn't hang out with terrible people like me, she didn't deserve this. I couldn't ruin her entire time with my fat ass. She would live a happy life, and I would just... Jump off a cliff or something to make everyone happy. The world would be a better place without me.
"Keira?" Stephanie whispered. I panicked and put the razor in my back pocket as she walked in, good thing my jeans were on me now. I put my hands behind my back to hide the razor, then again. Who cared...? She'd just want me to cut deeper and for me to die.
"Yes" I smiled care-less. "What are you doin at this time.. " she was droopy and tired "It's like tree.." I smiled, 'tree'.
"Yes it's 'tree'" she yawned with her hand over her mouth. "You should go back to bed" I told her, she smiled. "Best idea you've had"
I put on my best hurt expression ever, with my hand over my heart. She laughed tiredly and went back to bed. I shut the bathroom door and locked it. 'Why am I so stupid?' I thought. 'Why can't I be cool... Like Austin, or Lexi, or even One Direction'
I Crawled out of the bath-room, I wasn't tired or anything, the sensation had proven me to be awake. The potted plants vases shimmered lightly in the darkness, the tree's leaves and branches creating a musical. 'Da, da da, do, do, do, da, da ,da' the beat just went on forever like that. Hmm. I heard a noise outside, I instantly got scared...
'I..I..I...' I.
What do I do? I didn't want poor Stephanie to get hurt if it was who I think it was. 'Is it dad.. or Mr. B.. Poker buddies of theirs People from school...' "Stephanie.." I whispered, she was asleep so she didn't hear me. Good. I put a blanket over my head and started for the window, then the sound was there again, I went back down scared.
I couldn't stop shaking, I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I should wake up Stephanie. What...What would I do...
I am going to be killed, maybe. Maybe I'm being silly, maybe it's just another tree branch. 'Yeah, it probably is...' I thought to myself. I could never be sure, my life is always full of surprises. I am so stupid, why can't I think of something, 'JUST LOOK OUT THE WINDOW!'
What- what if it was them and they saw me. I put a blanket over my head so they couldn't see me, all they could see was 'One Direction' big surprise. I looked outside, no one was there. I was panicking for nothing.
I hit my head, then there was a noise, I looked outside again nothing. Noise, I looked once more to be sure and BOOM!
A cat jumps up to the window giving me a freaking heart-attack. Stephanie jumps up after hearing me scream, funny didn't even notice I did till now. "What happened?!" she demanded. "I kept hearing noises..." I told her what happened, she was laughing. "How could you be laughing?" I asked her. "Why shouldn't I?"
"touché" I said. Pretending to have a fake beard.
"Your so funny" she said. "Umm.. Not too bad yourself?"
Then we drifted off to sleep.


IN THE MORNING~


"So.. You want some Breakfast?" she asked. "No thank you" I said. "Wow.. Your all manners aren't you?" she said. I laughed.
"You excited to go to London?" I asked her. She started jumping up and down, "I'm going to meet ONE DIRCTION there and one of them will fall madly in love with me" I laughed, "Yeah.. Yeah sure, you and three point five million other girls"
"Anythings possible.." she smiled. "Yeah.. You never know"
"Okay, so you are going to be using my clothes, or we can get you stuff at the store" she smiled. I didn't want her wasting money. "I'll just stick to what I got." I smiled.
~STEPHANIE'S POV~

'Why can't she let me let her borrow some clothes' I asked myself. I don't really understand her, I mean... I think she has a bit of a problem. Don't you? What would anyone do in my situation.
"Hey.. If it makes you help or anything when you get a job you can pay me back with letting me borrow some of your clothes" I smiled. She thought for a minute, "Will you really still want to be my friend in the future"
"No" I said sternly. She frowned, "I will be your best-friend" I smiled. She did too.
Within a matter of time I curled her hair, done her make-up, but she wouldn't let me take off her layer from the day before so I had to put it over, and given her a cute out-fit to wear.
"Thank you!" she hugged me, I hugged her back. "No problem Bestie" I smiled at the word, she really seemed like she could be my best friend, we just seemed, so perfect to be bff's with each other.
"No ones ever been that nice to me" she said looking down. Really..? No one has ever, they had to be. No.. I'm just overthinking this. "Well there's a first time for everything. Am I right?"
She smiled, We head off to London.





~A WEEK LATER~
~STEPHANIE'S POV STILL
It was late at night, we had stopped to rest. I had to pee, so I went up to go to the bath-room. Keira was laying on the floor with blood surrounding her thighs. I screamed, she stirred, I got a cloth and started cleaning her up. "OMG!" I shrieked. I saw all her other cuts on her arms, and her thighs, legs... Why? WHY!
"Please be OKAY!" I hugged her.
She had a lot of explaining to do. I picked her up ad put her in her hotel bed.
In the morning I asked her, "Why.. why would you cut yourself.. Why do you want to leave me! WHY! WHY!" I cried out at her.
Keira looked at me wide eyed, "Umm..." She looked at the wall, like it was this incredible movie she loved or something. "How do you know..?"

Notes

Hey guys ;P

Well I'm sorry for the long wait for getting one direction to meet them I promise they will be in this story really soon so don't worry.