
When I ran to London
2 -the hospital
My eye-lids were so heavy, I don't think I was able to open them anyways...I fell into a deep sleep.
Dream~ I was sitting in the corner, my mother was hugging me, I hugged her back. She kissed the top of my head. Then she disappears, "MOM?!" I screamed. But no-one heard me.. Then I saw Tesa, she was running out the window, and she fell to her death. She left. My dad came and screamed "WHERE'YA AT BITCH!" I ran away, but the ground moved and I fell. I couldn't move. Then all of a sudden my dad was there, he took a knife and killed m-
~ENDED~
I woke up crying... My mum left me... IT WAS MY FAULT! 'no it wasn't' my head told me. 'YES IT WAS' I didn't have anyone to talk to.. I was forever alone, even my very own sister did suicide... She was gone FOREVER! I cried. I opened my eyes, I was in a hospital.. "She's awake!" A nurse smiled sweetly at me. She had red hair, green eyes, and just had an angel-like face. She seemed so nice. "Hi! I'm Emma, your Nurse/Doctor!" She said with a worried expression. I tried to say hi, but I couldn't, something was off.. I pointed to my throat, ignoring the shrieking pain.. But lets just say I was used to it.
She handed me a glass of water. I talked.. It was hoarse, but I talked. "Hello..." My voice trailed off. "Are you feeling okay?" she smiled. "I am fine.." If I said anything that might give me away my dad would hurt me even more than he usually does.
"Umm--" Emma thought for a second "Who's Tesa?"
I swallowed hard.. I didn't like to talk about her, she was my best friend, still is in my head. "Just a friend who moved away" I said. I smiled, my back-tooth was no longer there. Well, at least no one would notice it. "Oh I see" she said. She's a bad liar. I could tell she was thinking hard, trying to think. I looked to the side, a mirror was there. Now I know why she was so worried: My hair was un-brushed, my face had no make-up so you could see the scars and bruises, my arms had band-aids and stitches all over them, and I couldn't lift my foot because it was in a cast. In her mind 'A little girl screaming for a 'Tesa' and is so ugly even a cow would run away'
"I'm sorry, but..." I whispered. I was about to say when can I go home, but I didn't want to go home. "But what?' she asked. "When can I get back to school!" I said excitedly. Hope-fully I covered that up. "You can go back in two days" She said, then her phone beeped. Her eyes glistened. "Aww!!" She said. "Hmm?" I asked. I knew it was probably her boyfriend but it doesn't hurt to check. "Oh.. It's just One-Direction!! I'm a big fan" I thought for a second, 'who's one direction??' Then again, I hadn't been on the computer in quite a long time I wouldn't know.
TWO DAYS LATER~
"I'm 'glad' your fine" my dad said. He was acting in front of Emma. "Yeah..."I looked at Emma with pleading eyes, she looked back but... She didn't care, who would though? Back to school..
Dream~ I was sitting in the corner, my mother was hugging me, I hugged her back. She kissed the top of my head. Then she disappears, "MOM?!" I screamed. But no-one heard me.. Then I saw Tesa, she was running out the window, and she fell to her death. She left. My dad came and screamed "WHERE'YA AT BITCH!" I ran away, but the ground moved and I fell. I couldn't move. Then all of a sudden my dad was there, he took a knife and killed m-
~ENDED~
I woke up crying... My mum left me... IT WAS MY FAULT! 'no it wasn't' my head told me. 'YES IT WAS' I didn't have anyone to talk to.. I was forever alone, even my very own sister did suicide... She was gone FOREVER! I cried. I opened my eyes, I was in a hospital.. "She's awake!" A nurse smiled sweetly at me. She had red hair, green eyes, and just had an angel-like face. She seemed so nice. "Hi! I'm Emma, your Nurse/Doctor!" She said with a worried expression. I tried to say hi, but I couldn't, something was off.. I pointed to my throat, ignoring the shrieking pain.. But lets just say I was used to it.
She handed me a glass of water. I talked.. It was hoarse, but I talked. "Hello..." My voice trailed off. "Are you feeling okay?" she smiled. "I am fine.." If I said anything that might give me away my dad would hurt me even more than he usually does.
"Umm--" Emma thought for a second "Who's Tesa?"
I swallowed hard.. I didn't like to talk about her, she was my best friend, still is in my head. "Just a friend who moved away" I said. I smiled, my back-tooth was no longer there. Well, at least no one would notice it. "Oh I see" she said. She's a bad liar. I could tell she was thinking hard, trying to think. I looked to the side, a mirror was there. Now I know why she was so worried: My hair was un-brushed, my face had no make-up so you could see the scars and bruises, my arms had band-aids and stitches all over them, and I couldn't lift my foot because it was in a cast. In her mind 'A little girl screaming for a 'Tesa' and is so ugly even a cow would run away'
"I'm sorry, but..." I whispered. I was about to say when can I go home, but I didn't want to go home. "But what?' she asked. "When can I get back to school!" I said excitedly. Hope-fully I covered that up. "You can go back in two days" She said, then her phone beeped. Her eyes glistened. "Aww!!" She said. "Hmm?" I asked. I knew it was probably her boyfriend but it doesn't hurt to check. "Oh.. It's just One-Direction!! I'm a big fan" I thought for a second, 'who's one direction??' Then again, I hadn't been on the computer in quite a long time I wouldn't know.
TWO DAYS LATER~
"I'm 'glad' your fine" my dad said. He was acting in front of Emma. "Yeah..."I looked at Emma with pleading eyes, she looked back but... She didn't care, who would though? Back to school..
Name: Nicole
Personality: bubbly,cute smart
and if you do choose me pick a prety pic for me
10/5/13