~KEIRA'S POV

I wanted to scream, but absolutely nothing came out of my mouth. Did I want to go home? No... No I didn't.
'Why does he HATE me so much?!'
I looked back at the note, I crumbled it up and ran to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror, you know what I saw? An ugly slut, this stupid whore you can't tell a difference between her and a hippo. Yes, I went there. I want to die! I don't deserve to live! I cried. Nothing, nothing would stop me this time. 'But what about your date with Niall?' I thought. I cried even more, like yeah right he'd want to go for someone like me.. A tramp, suicidal emo slut.
I can't look in the mirror. I want to break it! SHATTER IT TO PEICES. "Die, you ugly bitch die!" I punched the mirror, my hand started bleeding. It hurt like hell. I tried not to make noise, but doesn't matter. Stephanie sleeps heavily.
I got an ace bandage and wrapped it all around my hand. Good thing I'm right handed... I grabbed a pen and paper and wrote:

' I don't know why everyone wants me dead. My ugly face, my fat body... Bad friend, I'm a Whore, and Slut... Don't know why Stephanie wants to be my best friend. But it's good while it lasts. I've never had a best friend. But I know I'm a burden. Please tell me I spelled that right or is it Burdan.. Oh my gosh!! Why am I so STUPID! My father's right, I should just go jump off a cliff and die. Happy ending, for you all. I don't deserve anything, I've received far too much. I can't look in a mirror right anymore, I end up wanting to punch it. Not see my reflection. I can't take this anymore. Voices always saying 'End It'. I should. Or I shouldn't. I think we all know the answer. Please, someone give me a sign. Is life even worth living, I honestly think it would be a better place without me. Anyways, I guess this paper is the closest I have to a diary. So my thoughts 'Mirror, mirror can't you see what you show is killing me'

I put the pen down. 'What do I do?' I asked myself.
Stephanie grumbled, "Mmm" she murmured. "Go to sleep Stephs" I smiled. She cuddled with her pillow. Now Niall. It broke my hear to know he would never go for me. But what will I do with the note. 'I will make sure you never breathe again' is what it said... Should I go to the police? I should ask Stephanie...

~NIALLS POV

I smiled into my pillow. ~DREAM
~"Niall, Babe C'mere" Keira called. I smiled at her, "Hi"
She wrapped her fragile arms around my neck and kissed me softly. I moaned, I wish I could stay like this forever. I put my arms around her waist and our lips moved perfectly in sync. "Your amazing" I told her. "But your the best, cause your mine" She kissed me again. But hungrily.
Next thing I knew she was coming down the isle with a bouquet of flowers. They were red, white, and blue. She had a white dress that went down to her ankles, the top had lace around the top with gemstones encrusted into the ruffles. There were ruffles on the top, and a little on the bottom. I felt my knees go weak. 'How am I still standing?' I asked myself.
"You are now man and wife, kiss the bride." the priest said. He smiled at us. I kissed her passionately. "Mr. and Mrs. Horan!" ~
I hugged my pillow, but it wasn't her. I'm going crazy. How is she? Is she okay? Can I kiss her now...But Mrs. Horan. It fitted her perfectly, she would be that sooner than she thought I promise you that.

I can't believe I, I Niall Horan, Got a date with Keira!! I'm like a fan-girl right now. I can't help it... What will I say. What will I do? I should bring her chocolate. Yea, girls like that. Don't they? I should ask the guys for help. I walked over to Liam's room, and knocked on the door. "Liiiiam!" I whined. "Whaat" he mimicked my tone. "I need help" I said childishly.
He unlocked the door, "Ehh- what kind of problems?"
"Girl problems." I said in a 'matter of factly' tone.
"Okay, hows the girl?" he asked. I could tell he just woke up, but oh well. I sighed dreamily, "Perfect."
He looked at me, "Umm, a bit more specific this time..." "Perfect hair that flips right, puppy dog eyes that you melt into. Perfect pink lips..." I stopped myself. I sound like such a girl right now. Louis came out from behind a corner "Niall's in L-O-V-E!" He shouted. "No I'm not!" I pouted. "Yea" he scoffed, "Sure your NOT"
I thought for a second, am I in love? No... I can't be. But what if? Is this what love feels like, protective, and won't get out of my freaking mind with her perfectness?! Yeah.. I do, I do love Keira and one way or another she's gonna love me back.

"Well girls like flowers." Liam said. "And walks" Louis added smiling. I smiled too, I couldn't deny my feelings. It felt wrong, and unnatural. She was going to have the time of her life with me later today.

Keira, You are my living Angel.

Notes

I hope you guys liked it and I know this one was BAD. But hey, I have big plans. But you know what really sucks?
Is that I'll never have a guy that will like me. I know that no guy will ever like me, and it's sad to think that. But it's the truth, guys want to barf when they see me, it hurts ya know... I'm never good enough. But hey YOLO. I can forget them and life meh LIFE!