The Heart Of UK, Or The Crown Of USA?
Kimberly's Thoughts; & A Side Dish Of Plans
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Kimberly's POV:
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“I arranged a meeting for us tomorrow at 10:15 am. They are wondering though, why do you want to meet them in person?” Trevor asked me as my complete attention was on my phone; it was that message I received that was previewing nonstop. OH HARRY, IF ONLY YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. HOW MUCH I NEED YOU BACK, YOU NEVER USED TO MAKE ME SAD, NEVER. YOU ALWAYS BEGGED FOR MY HAPPINESS, I CANT BELIEVE MYSELF WITH MY ACTIONS EITHER. IT’S NOT ONLY YOUR FAULT, ITS MINE EQUALLY. YOU LET ME GO BUT I NEVER FOUGHT BACK EXCEPT ONCE, I NEVER RAN AFTER YOU. I WANTED TO HOLD YOU AND MAKE YOU REALIZE THAT NO NE ON THIS EARTH TOUCHED MY HEART AND SOUL LIKE YOU DID, PLEASE DON’T GIVE UP ON ME. I NEVER WILL GIVE UP ON YOU. MY HEART IS MORE DOMINANT THAN ANY THOUGHT THAT IS OPPOSING THESE IDEAS OF US HAVING EACH OTHER. YOU WANT LOVE? I WILL GIVE YOU LOVE AS SOON AS I HAVE THE CHANCE TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I DON’T CARE HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE ME TO SEE YOU, AND NO MATTER IF YOU’RE STILL SINGLE OR TAKEN,; I WILL NOT STEP AWAY BEFORE I HEAR YOU SAY I LOVE YOU TO ME AGAIN. YOU KNOW HOW MANY DAYS I THANKED GOD FOR BLESSING ME WITH YOU? YOU ALWAYS SWIFT MY PAIN AWAY AND MAKE ME BETTER IN NO TIME, YOU READ MY THOUGHTS AND COMFORT MY LIFE WITH YOUR EXISTENCE I HOPE THAT YOU’LL UNDERSTAND ONE DAY, THAT ALL I NEEDED FROM THIS EARTH IS TO BE LOVED FOR MYSELF, AND NOT FOR SOMEONE WHO APPEARS WITH A CROWN AND IS FILLED WITH A PUBLIC SERVING SMILE. YOU WERE THE ONLY PERSON BRAVE ENOUGH TO MAKE ME STOP FEARING THE IDEA OF FALLING IN LOVE, YOU MADE IT ALL EASIER AND AS MUCH AS I CARE ABOUT YOU; I HOPE THAT YOU’LL DEEPLY KNOW ABOUT THAT SOON. I PRETEND THAT I AM TOUGH AND FIERCE, BUT ONLY TO HIDE MY INSECURITY AND PAIN OF THE PAST. I NEED TO DO THIS FOR YOU, FOR ME, FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO MAKE IT UP TO THE SOMEONE THAT HE/SHE LOVES.
“They’ll know tomorrow. Sorry I dozed off in my thoughts Trev; I just need to be alone for sometime if you don’t mind.” He nodded and left me in the dining room with my little sister. I picked her up and took her outside to breathe with me the fresh air, near by the pool. I wonder what will Cindy grow up like? Will she become like me? Will she ever encounter a Harry Styles of her generation? Will she do the same mistakes like I did? It’s moments like these that I fear the growth of my sister, I want her to maintain her innocence; because when you grow up there is no way you can come back to being a carefree child. What hurts the most is imagining my sister to be heart broken in the future when she falls in love. WHAT AM I BLABBING ABOUT! SHE’S STILL SO YOUNG TO EVEN THINK LIKE THAT! I GUESS MY EMOTIONAL STRESS IS PLAYING A ROLE ON MY FEELINGS; TOMORROW IS REALLY GOING TO BE THE ONE DAY THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET. “Miss Blake, your dad is on the phone for you.” One of the female housekeepers spoke, as I gave her Cindy and went inside to answer my dad:
*Phone Conversation*
Me: “Hey daddy.”
Dad: “Hello muffin. I just wanted to check on you; are you ok today?”
Me: “Let’s just say that after tomorrow’s morning passes; I’ll be a different person.”
Dad: “I hope you do, even though I don’t know what you have planned, but I want you to be happy. I want my princess to glow soon, just like before.”
Me: “I think I will daddy, just give me till tomorrow morning.”
Dad: “As long as your happiness is on the plan of getting back, then I’m ready to wait all the years left for me to live to see that.”
Me: “Daddy tomorrow you’ll know. I have to go and take care of some stuff. I’ll see you soon.”
Dad: “Alright sugar puff.”
*Phone Call Ended*
Notes
I guess I had to mention Kimberly's thoughts, just to be fair with the whole situation you know? She really loves Harry, and look how devoted she is to the love she contains for him, but wait; what is she planning? Does anyone have any idea what she is thinking for tomorrow's meeting? :O Let's all pray that her actions wouldn't be affected negatively from her feelings and emotions; because as we all know that Kimberly is on a tensioned phase now... :'( <3What will happen in the meeting tomorrow with Kimberly? Will Harry Arrive on time and Perhaps be a bigger motive on something? Will Kimberly even talk to him? Sandra and Niall are sent somewhere quick? Shiny stuff becoming dimmer? Will this be the end of the heartache? Trevor is sensing something negative?! :O
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10/5/13