The Heart Of UK, Or The Crown Of USA?
Toxic Truth
****The Next Day (At the Airport) ****
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Kimberly's POV:
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(http://www.polyvore.com/airport_blues/set?id=98679367), indeed I was at the airport at this moment; shockingly I didn’t even cry anymore. I think I reached to a phase were I just stayed quiet and lost my spirit of enthusiasm. What kills more than anything, is that the one person I thought would care if I left, didn’t even bother saying goodbye to me. I’m not going to ask for any reasoning from his side, I guess he really doesn’t bother if I left or not. God this is so frustrating and suffocating at the same time. Regularly I as a person wouldn’t care if I lost a boyfriend, but this time I did; and that is what is burning me with no flames. How could he just set me free? I was happy in our love cage, but it seems I’ll just be a number on the Harry Styles hump and dump list.
DON’T SAY THAT! HARRY CARED ABOUT YOU AND LOVED YOU! HE DID THIS JUST SO HE WON’T FEEL GUILTY IN STOPPING YOU FROM GETTING WHAT YOU WANT! NO HE DOESN’T LOVE ME! IF HE DID THEN HE WOULD TELL ME TO CHOOSE HIM AND AT LEAST BE SELFISH ABOUT THIS! I AM GOING CRAZY NOW; I HAVE TWO PEOPLE TALKING TO ME IN MY MIND! HARRY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME KILL MYSELF EMOTIONALLY! WHY DID YOU EVER COME IN MY LIFE!? YOU CAN’T JUST WALK IN AND LEAVE LIKE THIS! “They just announced we need to board, Kim?” Trevor shook me so I could snap from my brain war; I stood up and marched with him to the gated area. Goodbye UK, goodbye One Direction, goodbye to the best days of romance, goodbye Harry… Harry?! He’s here!? No way am I hallucinating!? HE IS HERE!! WHY ISN’T HE WALKING PROPERLY! OH DEAR GOD HE’S DRUNK … PERFECT JUST WHAT I DIDN’T WANT… OUCH MY HEART! DON’T CRY KIMBERLY, DON’T CRY…
Security guards roamed around him as he was walking light headed towards me, smiling foolishly and waving as if he was invisible. I crossed my arms around my chest as Trevor rubbed my back to sooth in the tension that was vibrating all over me. “I maaaddeee (he hiccups) itttt!! You don’t l-looovee mee that’s why your leavingggg…” Oh dear god everyone is looking at me right now; this is so embracing… He hugged me but I didn’t hug back, I was stiff as a wall towards his toxic affection. “(He cooed) Kim? (He hiccups again) H-hug meee-h…” I didn’t hug him; I just stood there frolicking my tear down in silence. “(I tried my best to speak, but they came out with a cold tone.) You made me choose this. Go back home and sleep Harry you’re drunk and you’re embarrassing yourself. Look everyone is watching you right now…” I didn’t want to say that, I wanted to hug him and kiss him and take him home and help him sober up; but I guess it’s too late now. “NOOO! I’M N-NOT DRUNK (His hiccup comes back to life.) Don’t l-leave mee-h (He slid down on his knees and held my waist tightly, as his face rested on my stomach.)” I sobbed in silence, and just waited for him to let go; but he didn’t.
“Go back home Harry. I don’t like seeing you like this. Please you’re causing a scene… I need to go.” I heard him cry in my stomach, and it made me devastated; he stood up and made us both see the tears in each other’s faces. He cupped my face in his hands and spoke: “You love m-me. (His right hand left my face, and touched the cross necklace on my neck.) See you l-looove me! (He then left my cheek from the other hand and showed me the bracelet I gave him; which he never took off.) We love each (hiccup encounters again) o-otherrrr…” I cried like a little kid, but the guards pulled him away from me, as he fought them to stay.
I put on my shades, and I walked inside the gate. WHY HARRY… WHY DO YOU HAVE TO REMIND ME OF THE PAIN I AM TRYING TO FORGET! I LOVE YOU ARE YOU HAPPY! I DON’T WANT SOMEONE WHO GIVES ME UP THIS EASILY… THIS IS IT, THIS IS THE LAST TIME I SEE HIM, AND WHAT A GREAT MEMORY TO KEEP OF MY TRUE LOVE BEING DRUNK AND DEVASTATED. L.A. HERE I COME …
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Kimberly's POV:
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(http://www.polyvore.com/airport_blues/set?id=98679367), indeed I was at the airport at this moment; shockingly I didn’t even cry anymore. I think I reached to a phase were I just stayed quiet and lost my spirit of enthusiasm. What kills more than anything, is that the one person I thought would care if I left, didn’t even bother saying goodbye to me. I’m not going to ask for any reasoning from his side, I guess he really doesn’t bother if I left or not. God this is so frustrating and suffocating at the same time. Regularly I as a person wouldn’t care if I lost a boyfriend, but this time I did; and that is what is burning me with no flames. How could he just set me free? I was happy in our love cage, but it seems I’ll just be a number on the Harry Styles hump and dump list.
DON’T SAY THAT! HARRY CARED ABOUT YOU AND LOVED YOU! HE DID THIS JUST SO HE WON’T FEEL GUILTY IN STOPPING YOU FROM GETTING WHAT YOU WANT! NO HE DOESN’T LOVE ME! IF HE DID THEN HE WOULD TELL ME TO CHOOSE HIM AND AT LEAST BE SELFISH ABOUT THIS! I AM GOING CRAZY NOW; I HAVE TWO PEOPLE TALKING TO ME IN MY MIND! HARRY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME KILL MYSELF EMOTIONALLY! WHY DID YOU EVER COME IN MY LIFE!? YOU CAN’T JUST WALK IN AND LEAVE LIKE THIS! “They just announced we need to board, Kim?” Trevor shook me so I could snap from my brain war; I stood up and marched with him to the gated area. Goodbye UK, goodbye One Direction, goodbye to the best days of romance, goodbye Harry… Harry?! He’s here!? No way am I hallucinating!? HE IS HERE!! WHY ISN’T HE WALKING PROPERLY! OH DEAR GOD HE’S DRUNK … PERFECT JUST WHAT I DIDN’T WANT… OUCH MY HEART! DON’T CRY KIMBERLY, DON’T CRY…
Security guards roamed around him as he was walking light headed towards me, smiling foolishly and waving as if he was invisible. I crossed my arms around my chest as Trevor rubbed my back to sooth in the tension that was vibrating all over me. “I maaaddeee (he hiccups) itttt!! You don’t l-looovee mee that’s why your leavingggg…” Oh dear god everyone is looking at me right now; this is so embracing… He hugged me but I didn’t hug back, I was stiff as a wall towards his toxic affection. “(He cooed) Kim? (He hiccups again) H-hug meee-h…” I didn’t hug him; I just stood there frolicking my tear down in silence. “(I tried my best to speak, but they came out with a cold tone.) You made me choose this. Go back home and sleep Harry you’re drunk and you’re embarrassing yourself. Look everyone is watching you right now…” I didn’t want to say that, I wanted to hug him and kiss him and take him home and help him sober up; but I guess it’s too late now. “NOOO! I’M N-NOT DRUNK (His hiccup comes back to life.) Don’t l-leave mee-h (He slid down on his knees and held my waist tightly, as his face rested on my stomach.)” I sobbed in silence, and just waited for him to let go; but he didn’t.
“Go back home Harry. I don’t like seeing you like this. Please you’re causing a scene… I need to go.” I heard him cry in my stomach, and it made me devastated; he stood up and made us both see the tears in each other’s faces. He cupped my face in his hands and spoke: “You love m-me. (His right hand left my face, and touched the cross necklace on my neck.) See you l-looove me! (He then left my cheek from the other hand and showed me the bracelet I gave him; which he never took off.) We love each (hiccup encounters again) o-otherrrr…” I cried like a little kid, but the guards pulled him away from me, as he fought them to stay.
I put on my shades, and I walked inside the gate. WHY HARRY… WHY DO YOU HAVE TO REMIND ME OF THE PAIN I AM TRYING TO FORGET! I LOVE YOU ARE YOU HAPPY! I DON’T WANT SOMEONE WHO GIVES ME UP THIS EASILY… THIS IS IT, THIS IS THE LAST TIME I SEE HIM, AND WHAT A GREAT MEMORY TO KEEP OF MY TRUE LOVE BEING DRUNK AND DEVASTATED. L.A. HERE I COME …
Notes
Well, I know that we all got pretty emotional and we had our heartache shared with our two lovers. Don't over judge our lovely Kimberly, she was acting upon the stress she contained from what Harry told her to choose. I know what you all are thinking right now, poor Harry.... He broke my heart as well I can't deny; but still I don't think that such life changing factor could be resolved simply like the first time <3 :'( Let's catch up a flight with Kimberly to LA shall we:KEEP READING MY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! :D x
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10/5/13