The Heart Of UK, Or The Crown Of USA?
You Belong to Me!
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Kimberly's POV:
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“We are securing the room Miss Blake, and don’t worry; Mr. Styles will be prohibited from getting in I assure you.” One of the bodyguards, spoke to me as I was now giving them instructions. “If he keeps trying we will have to use violence on him Miss.” I shook my head in surprise and denial to what the other bodyguard spoke. I DON’T WANT TO PHYSICALLY HURT HARRY!! I DON’T WANT TO DO ANYTHING HURTFUL I JUST WANT HIM TO STAY AWAY!! MY GOD, IT’S LIKE TALKING TO TWO ROBOCOPS! UGH! “No physical / verbal violence and I mean it. All I need from you is just to make sure no one enters my room except my manager and me; got it?” They nodded as they stood up and left to secure my door from the outside (http://www.megmosley.co.uk/blog/assets/bodyguards1.jpg).
I sat there, texting my dad as I just tried to pass the negative energy off of my mind (http://www.polyvore.com/keeping_it_french_elegant/set?id=97386875), and that was when I heard some furious yelling from both of my bodyguards from the outside. “KIMBERLY OPEN UP!! COME ON!!” Harry’s yelling echoed in my ears, he sounded broken; which made me go back to my depression phase again. “BABY PLEASE LET ME IN! I NEED TO SEE YOU!!” He kept banging the door like he was going to break it, but I felt that every time he did; the guards would take his hand off and block his way. “DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG BABY?! TELL ME WHAT I DID PLEASE!! OPEN UP KIM I BEG YOU!!” That was when I broke down in endless tears. “(I spoke weakly like I was bleeding tears instead of blood) Go away Harry, leave me alone...” I guess he heard me, that's why he replied with anger, which frightened me: “I’M NOT GOING AWAY TILL I SEE YOU!! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!! BABY PLEASE LET ME IN!” I think his yelling was addicting because I started to yell back at him while my tears drew different pathways on my cheeks. “I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE DON’T YOU GET IT!? LEAVE ME ALONE HARRY I MEAN IT!!” My lungs ached from the high pitch that I threw away in the atmosphere; I curled my knees up to my chest and dug my face down in my crossed hands. “OPEN THIS DOOR AT THIS MOMENT KIMBERLY!! I MEAN IT!!” He wasn’t frustrated anymore, he was now yelling at me like an angry parent! “AND WHAT IF I DON’T WANT TO?! WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO HARRY! WHAT TELL ME!??!” I screamed harder as my lungs felt like they were damaged. “THEN I’LL OPEN IT MYSELF AND YOU KNOW THAT I WILL IF I WANT TO!!” This is the first time Harry scares me with his behavior I never expected him to have such rage stored in him; what is this monster I am seeing for the first time!?
I stood up slowly and walked little footsteps to the door: “Let him in. “ One guard directly said: “But Miss Blake you strictly sai-...” I cut him off and spoke in a tortured demand: “I said...! Let him in.” The two bodyguards moved away like curtains from each side, as they made way for Harry to enter. His face was pale white, his nose nostrils were wider than ever, and his hands where white because he was squeezing on them so hard. I walked back to where I was sitting, and stood there waiting for him to close the door and walk towards me. I’M SO SCARED RIGHT NOW... THIS ISN’T HARRY ANYMORE... THIS IS AN UNLEASHED MONSTER... As soon as I thought that while looking at him, his face softened and his eyes where twinkly, just like mine were, but instead I already was crying in silence. KIMBERLY DON’T BE WEAK, PULL YOURSELF UP, IT’S TIME.
”Kim?” His voice cooed, cutting in between letters from the pain that was filling him emotionally. He tried to hug me, but I shooed his hands away. He tried grabbing my waist, but I slapped his touch with my hand. “YOU BELONG TO ME!” He yelled, but this time he didn’t sound or look scary, it was more like a vulnerable look of fear on his face; it was like he was trying to convince himself that he can touch me like he used to. SORRY HARRY, YOU BREAK MY HEART; I’LL BREAK YOUR TOUCH. “(I sniffled my nose from crying as I spoke) It’s better if you go...” He shook his head as his green emeralds threatened to drop a tear in any further second.”I’m sorry for anything that I did, I’m sorry because I made you cry, I’m sorry baby I swear I am...” He stood in front of me as I crossed my arms and held myself in protection from my weakness. “Harry, you and I are not good for each other...” A bigger number of tears fell down my cheeks; I never thought this day will come. YOU DID THIS HARRY; YOU MADE US DIE AWAY...
“Kim, you’re upset and you just need to calm down I know you honey, come on let me hug you and everything will be fine like it was.” Harry was speaking to himself more than he was to me, maybe because he still was trying to convince himself that this isn’t’ happening. “We need to leave each other Harry...” I whispered as I cried and tightened my arms around my chest. “That’s not going to happen. (He sounded raspier than ever) No, you’ll be feeling better tomorrow, and I will take you out and we will be happy together like we alwa-...” I cut him off with a sudden burst of a squeaky-teary yell: “WE WON’T HARRY! YOU AND I ARE FINISHED!” That made me shocked by what I said and Harry’s face looked like he just got plunged by a knife in his heart. A tear drop fell down his left cheek, but he quickly wiped it away and brushed his hair to the back; while he looked up to the top. I couldn’t believe that I said this, but it was going to come sooner or later. “(I heard his voice crack as he sniffled and cried more, while his face landed down to my level) But I love you... Baby please you promised you wouldn’t leave me... (His voice cracked as he cried more) You promised...”
I started crying like my little sister when she is feeling scared at night; I guess this will make us have similar evenings from now on. “(I rubbed my nose and cried as I managed to speak hardly) I think you should go... (I pointed to the door as my head was down and my sobbing was harder now.)” He wiped his cheeks and gave me one last look that burned me like I was a prisoner of my own hell (http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3q0e3Pjho1rv82mzo1_500.gif); that was when he walked out slowly and left. I found myself on the floor crying like I never did in my entire life, except when my mother died. GREAT ANOTHER REASON TO KILL MYSELF WITH CRYING!!!
Kimberly's POV:
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“We are securing the room Miss Blake, and don’t worry; Mr. Styles will be prohibited from getting in I assure you.” One of the bodyguards, spoke to me as I was now giving them instructions. “If he keeps trying we will have to use violence on him Miss.” I shook my head in surprise and denial to what the other bodyguard spoke. I DON’T WANT TO PHYSICALLY HURT HARRY!! I DON’T WANT TO DO ANYTHING HURTFUL I JUST WANT HIM TO STAY AWAY!! MY GOD, IT’S LIKE TALKING TO TWO ROBOCOPS! UGH! “No physical / verbal violence and I mean it. All I need from you is just to make sure no one enters my room except my manager and me; got it?” They nodded as they stood up and left to secure my door from the outside (http://www.megmosley.co.uk/blog/assets/bodyguards1.jpg).
I sat there, texting my dad as I just tried to pass the negative energy off of my mind (http://www.polyvore.com/keeping_it_french_elegant/set?id=97386875), and that was when I heard some furious yelling from both of my bodyguards from the outside. “KIMBERLY OPEN UP!! COME ON!!” Harry’s yelling echoed in my ears, he sounded broken; which made me go back to my depression phase again. “BABY PLEASE LET ME IN! I NEED TO SEE YOU!!” He kept banging the door like he was going to break it, but I felt that every time he did; the guards would take his hand off and block his way. “DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG BABY?! TELL ME WHAT I DID PLEASE!! OPEN UP KIM I BEG YOU!!” That was when I broke down in endless tears. “(I spoke weakly like I was bleeding tears instead of blood) Go away Harry, leave me alone...” I guess he heard me, that's why he replied with anger, which frightened me: “I’M NOT GOING AWAY TILL I SEE YOU!! WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!! BABY PLEASE LET ME IN!” I think his yelling was addicting because I started to yell back at him while my tears drew different pathways on my cheeks. “I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE DON’T YOU GET IT!? LEAVE ME ALONE HARRY I MEAN IT!!” My lungs ached from the high pitch that I threw away in the atmosphere; I curled my knees up to my chest and dug my face down in my crossed hands. “OPEN THIS DOOR AT THIS MOMENT KIMBERLY!! I MEAN IT!!” He wasn’t frustrated anymore, he was now yelling at me like an angry parent! “AND WHAT IF I DON’T WANT TO?! WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO HARRY! WHAT TELL ME!??!” I screamed harder as my lungs felt like they were damaged. “THEN I’LL OPEN IT MYSELF AND YOU KNOW THAT I WILL IF I WANT TO!!” This is the first time Harry scares me with his behavior I never expected him to have such rage stored in him; what is this monster I am seeing for the first time!?
I stood up slowly and walked little footsteps to the door: “Let him in. “ One guard directly said: “But Miss Blake you strictly sai-...” I cut him off and spoke in a tortured demand: “I said...! Let him in.” The two bodyguards moved away like curtains from each side, as they made way for Harry to enter. His face was pale white, his nose nostrils were wider than ever, and his hands where white because he was squeezing on them so hard. I walked back to where I was sitting, and stood there waiting for him to close the door and walk towards me. I’M SO SCARED RIGHT NOW... THIS ISN’T HARRY ANYMORE... THIS IS AN UNLEASHED MONSTER... As soon as I thought that while looking at him, his face softened and his eyes where twinkly, just like mine were, but instead I already was crying in silence. KIMBERLY DON’T BE WEAK, PULL YOURSELF UP, IT’S TIME.
”Kim?” His voice cooed, cutting in between letters from the pain that was filling him emotionally. He tried to hug me, but I shooed his hands away. He tried grabbing my waist, but I slapped his touch with my hand. “YOU BELONG TO ME!” He yelled, but this time he didn’t sound or look scary, it was more like a vulnerable look of fear on his face; it was like he was trying to convince himself that he can touch me like he used to. SORRY HARRY, YOU BREAK MY HEART; I’LL BREAK YOUR TOUCH. “(I sniffled my nose from crying as I spoke) It’s better if you go...” He shook his head as his green emeralds threatened to drop a tear in any further second.”I’m sorry for anything that I did, I’m sorry because I made you cry, I’m sorry baby I swear I am...” He stood in front of me as I crossed my arms and held myself in protection from my weakness. “Harry, you and I are not good for each other...” A bigger number of tears fell down my cheeks; I never thought this day will come. YOU DID THIS HARRY; YOU MADE US DIE AWAY...
“Kim, you’re upset and you just need to calm down I know you honey, come on let me hug you and everything will be fine like it was.” Harry was speaking to himself more than he was to me, maybe because he still was trying to convince himself that this isn’t’ happening. “We need to leave each other Harry...” I whispered as I cried and tightened my arms around my chest. “That’s not going to happen. (He sounded raspier than ever) No, you’ll be feeling better tomorrow, and I will take you out and we will be happy together like we alwa-...” I cut him off with a sudden burst of a squeaky-teary yell: “WE WON’T HARRY! YOU AND I ARE FINISHED!” That made me shocked by what I said and Harry’s face looked like he just got plunged by a knife in his heart. A tear drop fell down his left cheek, but he quickly wiped it away and brushed his hair to the back; while he looked up to the top. I couldn’t believe that I said this, but it was going to come sooner or later. “(I heard his voice crack as he sniffled and cried more, while his face landed down to my level) But I love you... Baby please you promised you wouldn’t leave me... (His voice cracked as he cried more) You promised...”
I started crying like my little sister when she is feeling scared at night; I guess this will make us have similar evenings from now on. “(I rubbed my nose and cried as I managed to speak hardly) I think you should go... (I pointed to the door as my head was down and my sobbing was harder now.)” He wiped his cheeks and gave me one last look that burned me like I was a prisoner of my own hell (http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3q0e3Pjho1rv82mzo1_500.gif); that was when he walked out slowly and left. I found myself on the floor crying like I never did in my entire life, except when my mother died. GREAT ANOTHER REASON TO KILL MYSELF WITH CRYING!!!
Notes
Oh no, no, no, nooo!!!! I cried so much and I hope you felt the scenes carefully guys... Kimberly and Harry are no more together </3 </3 </3 :'( ...KEEP READING ANGELS! <3 xx
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