Irresistible
I wanna stay up all night and find a girl and tell her she's the one
It's been three days since our first kiss, and as amazing as that day was, it left me feeling vulnerable.
We spent all day together, he told me about his childhood as we ate the amazing soup Niall made, and then we laid in bed till the early hours watching movies.
I always kept my feelings under a tight lock and key, never letting any one get close enough to pull my wall down; I learned that lesson the hard way when I was younger. I thought I was loved and I had found the one, but that turned out to be a lie. I was just another notch in his bedpost; used and abused. Ever since that day, I had no desire to trust any man.
Then Louis walked into my life, now my heart is on my sleeve just waiting to get crushed.
I wrapped the towel around my body tighter as I stood up out of my chair in front of the vanity, pulling the towel that was holding my wet hair up on the top of my head.
Louis had called and asked me to go to dinner with him and I was beyond stressing out.
"This is cute!"
Lenore looked at the outfit I had set out on my freshly made bed.
"You think it's a good first date outfit?"
I stood behind her, looking at the clothes.
"I think it's perfect, just a casual dinner right?"
I turned my back to her and sat back down at my vanity and pulled my blow dyer out of it's holder.
"Yeah, he said it's just a little quite Italian restaurant."
"This is perfect."
She said to me before I turned on the dryer.
She sat on my bed flipping through a magazine as I finished blow drying my hair.
"So, how do I look?"
I stood up and faced her once my hair and makeup were complete.
"You look fabulous."
She grinned at me, putting the magazine back on my nightstand.
"He's not going to be able to keep his hands off of you."
She winked at me, making my anxiety go into overdrive.
Louis was the first person in a very long time that I wanted to like me, I craved his attention and it was unsettling. On top of every issue I was already battling, there was the fact that he was insanely famous and every girl in the world would be watching my every move.
I was use to knowing famous people, not going out in the public eye with them.
"You're shaking."
Lenore pointed out, breaking my staring contest I was having with myself in the mirror.
"You're going to be just fine, he's a incredibly sweet guy and he adores you."
She stood up from the bed and walked out of the room, leaving me alone with my anxious thoughts.
I dressed myself quickly since it was almost time for Louis to arrive.
I slipped my feet into the heels right when there was a knock on the door.
I grabbed my purse off of the bed and gave myself a look in the mirror before walking out of the bedroom.
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"I'll get it babe."
I looked at Lenore who was walking out of the kitchen, the smell of popcorn filling the house.
I pulled open the front door, my heart immediately jumping into my throat.
He was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, a red button down shirt with a nice black jacket pulled over it, the sleeves pushed up his elbows.
"You look beautiful love."
He smiled, stepping closer to me, pulling my body into a hug and kissing each of my cheeks before he pulled away.
"You don't look too bad yourself."
I winked at him as I pulled the door closed once we were out in the hallway.
I tried to keep my voice even. I was afraid of giving away my nerves.
His hand slipped around my waist as we made our way into the elevator, causing sparks to dance under my skin.
"I was going to get you flowers, but I didn't know what your favorite was."
He laughed and pushed the LOBBY button with his free hand.
I peered up at his face through my thick lashes.
I felt foolish for being so shy.
"I don't need flowers, I'm just happy that you wanted to take me to dinner."
The doors slid open and we stepped out and walked to the front doors.
"I'm sorry in advance."
He looked at me, a frown on his lips as he tightened his grasp around my waist.
As soon as the doors opened, the blinding flashes started.
There weren't a ton of camera men but enough to make me see white spots once we were inside the dark Range Rover.
"They always seem to know where I am."
He slid into the drivers seat then shut the door, leaving us in a much appreciated silence.
"I would imagine that it's incredibly hard to leave your house with all of that attention."
He started the car and pulled away from the curb slowly.
"Very, but I couldn't dream of not taking you out."
His voice was full of happiness, it made the butterflies that were already fluttering around in my stomach go insane.
"No need to be nervous love."
He broke the thick silence.
Was it that obvious?
"I'm not nervous."
I shook my head, my voice barely above a whisper.
"Well, if it helps, I'm nervous."
He reached out and put his hand on my leg, giving it a gentle squeeze.
My nerves calmed and my mind stopped racing when he spoke his confession. It was nice to not be the only one nervous of what could happen between us.
He pulled into a parking spot and shut off the engine.
"It shouldn't be so bad here, hardly anyone knows about this place."
He reached over and opened his door.
"Stay there."
He slid out of the car and walked over to my side of the car and opened my door. I felt my face flush as I reached out and took his hand as he helped my slide out of the car.
His hand sat on the small of my back as he walked us down the short sidewalk and into the warm and cozy restaurant.
The pretty blonde hostess sat us down at a booth back in the corner.
"This is a really nice place."
I sat my menu down on the table after I decided on getting the chicken Alfred with a Caesar salad.
"It is, Harry discovered it a few months ago and him and I come like once a week."
He smiled at me and took a drink of his water.
I couldn't take my eyes off of him, and the truth is I never wanted to. He was this amazing man with a heart of gold; his friends and family were his whole entire world.
We ate most of our meal quietly, stopping to talk about random thoughts every now and then.
"You are absolutely amazing, do you know that?"
I put my empty wine glass down and stared at him wide eyed, completely taken back by his sweet words.
"You are."
He smiled at me and reached across the table and put his hand on top of mine..
My entire body burned with a fierce blush. No one has ever said anything so incredibly sweet to me.
"Thank you."
I looked down at our hands, unable to find the right words.
"Hey, don't hide those beautiful eyes."
His hand squeezed mine tightly. I looked up at his face.
"How did I find you?"
My voice came out as a whisper as I stared in his amazing eyes that I seemed to get lost in every time I looked in them.
"I'm so glad you knocked my beer on me."
His lips turned up in a sexy smirk.
"That was so embarrassing, oh my god."
I laughed, my hand that he wasn't holding covered my mouth.
He laughed with me.
"It was the best thing that has ever happened to me."
My breath got caught in my throat, my hand staying over my mouth hiding the fact that it was wide open in shock.
"You know why?"
His face lit up like a star.
"Because it led me to my soul mate."
We spent all day together, he told me about his childhood as we ate the amazing soup Niall made, and then we laid in bed till the early hours watching movies.
I always kept my feelings under a tight lock and key, never letting any one get close enough to pull my wall down; I learned that lesson the hard way when I was younger. I thought I was loved and I had found the one, but that turned out to be a lie. I was just another notch in his bedpost; used and abused. Ever since that day, I had no desire to trust any man.
Then Louis walked into my life, now my heart is on my sleeve just waiting to get crushed.
I wrapped the towel around my body tighter as I stood up out of my chair in front of the vanity, pulling the towel that was holding my wet hair up on the top of my head.
Louis had called and asked me to go to dinner with him and I was beyond stressing out.
"This is cute!"
Lenore looked at the outfit I had set out on my freshly made bed.
"You think it's a good first date outfit?"
I stood behind her, looking at the clothes.
"I think it's perfect, just a casual dinner right?"
I turned my back to her and sat back down at my vanity and pulled my blow dyer out of it's holder.
"Yeah, he said it's just a little quite Italian restaurant."
"This is perfect."
She said to me before I turned on the dryer.
She sat on my bed flipping through a magazine as I finished blow drying my hair.
"So, how do I look?"
I stood up and faced her once my hair and makeup were complete.
"You look fabulous."
She grinned at me, putting the magazine back on my nightstand.
"He's not going to be able to keep his hands off of you."
She winked at me, making my anxiety go into overdrive.
Louis was the first person in a very long time that I wanted to like me, I craved his attention and it was unsettling. On top of every issue I was already battling, there was the fact that he was insanely famous and every girl in the world would be watching my every move.
I was use to knowing famous people, not going out in the public eye with them.
"You're shaking."
Lenore pointed out, breaking my staring contest I was having with myself in the mirror.
"You're going to be just fine, he's a incredibly sweet guy and he adores you."
She stood up from the bed and walked out of the room, leaving me alone with my anxious thoughts.
I dressed myself quickly since it was almost time for Louis to arrive.
I slipped my feet into the heels right when there was a knock on the door.
I grabbed my purse off of the bed and gave myself a look in the mirror before walking out of the bedroom.
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"I'll get it babe."
I looked at Lenore who was walking out of the kitchen, the smell of popcorn filling the house.
I pulled open the front door, my heart immediately jumping into my throat.
He was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, a red button down shirt with a nice black jacket pulled over it, the sleeves pushed up his elbows.
"You look beautiful love."
He smiled, stepping closer to me, pulling my body into a hug and kissing each of my cheeks before he pulled away.
"You don't look too bad yourself."
I winked at him as I pulled the door closed once we were out in the hallway.
I tried to keep my voice even. I was afraid of giving away my nerves.
His hand slipped around my waist as we made our way into the elevator, causing sparks to dance under my skin.
"I was going to get you flowers, but I didn't know what your favorite was."
He laughed and pushed the LOBBY button with his free hand.
I peered up at his face through my thick lashes.
I felt foolish for being so shy.
"I don't need flowers, I'm just happy that you wanted to take me to dinner."
The doors slid open and we stepped out and walked to the front doors.
"I'm sorry in advance."
He looked at me, a frown on his lips as he tightened his grasp around my waist.
As soon as the doors opened, the blinding flashes started.
There weren't a ton of camera men but enough to make me see white spots once we were inside the dark Range Rover.
"They always seem to know where I am."
He slid into the drivers seat then shut the door, leaving us in a much appreciated silence.
"I would imagine that it's incredibly hard to leave your house with all of that attention."
He started the car and pulled away from the curb slowly.
"Very, but I couldn't dream of not taking you out."
His voice was full of happiness, it made the butterflies that were already fluttering around in my stomach go insane.
"No need to be nervous love."
He broke the thick silence.
Was it that obvious?
"I'm not nervous."
I shook my head, my voice barely above a whisper.
"Well, if it helps, I'm nervous."
He reached out and put his hand on my leg, giving it a gentle squeeze.
My nerves calmed and my mind stopped racing when he spoke his confession. It was nice to not be the only one nervous of what could happen between us.
He pulled into a parking spot and shut off the engine.
"It shouldn't be so bad here, hardly anyone knows about this place."
He reached over and opened his door.
"Stay there."
He slid out of the car and walked over to my side of the car and opened my door. I felt my face flush as I reached out and took his hand as he helped my slide out of the car.
His hand sat on the small of my back as he walked us down the short sidewalk and into the warm and cozy restaurant.
The pretty blonde hostess sat us down at a booth back in the corner.
"This is a really nice place."
I sat my menu down on the table after I decided on getting the chicken Alfred with a Caesar salad.
"It is, Harry discovered it a few months ago and him and I come like once a week."
He smiled at me and took a drink of his water.
I couldn't take my eyes off of him, and the truth is I never wanted to. He was this amazing man with a heart of gold; his friends and family were his whole entire world.
We ate most of our meal quietly, stopping to talk about random thoughts every now and then.
"You are absolutely amazing, do you know that?"
I put my empty wine glass down and stared at him wide eyed, completely taken back by his sweet words.
"You are."
He smiled at me and reached across the table and put his hand on top of mine..
My entire body burned with a fierce blush. No one has ever said anything so incredibly sweet to me.
"Thank you."
I looked down at our hands, unable to find the right words.
"Hey, don't hide those beautiful eyes."
His hand squeezed mine tightly. I looked up at his face.
"How did I find you?"
My voice came out as a whisper as I stared in his amazing eyes that I seemed to get lost in every time I looked in them.
"I'm so glad you knocked my beer on me."
His lips turned up in a sexy smirk.
"That was so embarrassing, oh my god."
I laughed, my hand that he wasn't holding covered my mouth.
He laughed with me.
"It was the best thing that has ever happened to me."
My breath got caught in my throat, my hand staying over my mouth hiding the fact that it was wide open in shock.
"You know why?"
His face lit up like a star.
"Because it led me to my soul mate."
Notes
Oh my God, I know that it's been FOREVER!!!I had the worst case of writers block that I've ever had in my entire life, but I'm back(:
Welcome love :)
10/18/13