**Niall POV**
I left Mels' house, taking with me anything that she could use to hurt herself with me, and walked home.
What could have caused this? I can't help but think it's my fault. Why? Wait, wait..... let me think.

Okay, Okay. There was one day, when she didn't seem herself. But that's not enough of a reason to self harm is it? No... what is it she said? Oh. I almost forgot. Of course that's what happened. Liam. They broke up that day. But really? She's a strong, independent, beautiful, smart, flawless.... wait what? She's my best friend. Here I am acting like were dating. No! Niall, you can't be in love with your best friend. Can I? That girl has got enough on her plate for now. Her beautiful, beautiful plate.... Stop! i picked up my phone and dialed Mels' number. My finger hovered over the call button. Shoud I call? I sighed and my finger hit the hang up button. Not yet Niall. Not yet.

Notes

hey guys.....

sorry for the short shitty chapter. sill not feeling like my self. The next one will be a long one i promise... maybe.

Hey guys I might get a friend of mine to co-author.