Zayn's POV

I walked to my car. I need to go to Louis house. I can't stand Amelia right now. I'm so depressed. I took the keys out of my pocket and unlocked the car door. I was re-playing that moment in my mind 'How many times do I have to say I love you until you believe me'

"Zayn! Wait!"

I looked up and saw Amelia running over to me. She ran right into my arms and gave me a hug. I didn't hug her back though. I pushed her off gently.

"What?"

"Please don't go..."

"I'm not leaving you... I never would..."

"Well, where are you going?"

"Does it matter?"

"Yes..."

"Ugh fine, I'm going to Lou's."

"Can I go? I haven't hung out with Brianna in such a long time."

"I don't know if she is there." Obviously lying

"She is always there Zayn... If you don't want me there..-"

"....Don't be silly. Get in."

She jumped in my arms and put her finger up telling me to hold on. She ran into the house. Probably to get something on. I sat in the car waiting for her. She ran out with a back pack on. Wait what?

"Okay, lets go." She said out of breath

"Gee ya moving in with Brianna?" I said laughing

"No, haha I want to sleep over!"

I backed out of the drive way and started to drive away from the house. She looked pretty today. she just threw down her hair and had leggings and a low-cut shirt... I looked over and Amelia was on the phone.... who could she be on with?

"Hello? Amelia??"

"BRIANNAAA!!! HI!!"

"Oh my god!!! LOUIS!! AMELIA IS ALIVE!"

"I don't care." you could hear in the distance

"Yes I'm alive! And gee thanks Lou" She said laughing

"Oh my god! SO what are you doing?"

"Well.... me and Zayn wanted to know if you guys wanted to hangout? Like old times?"

"YES YES YES!"

"Okay! See you in like.... 10 minutes!"

Amelia smiled and turned up the radio and started to sing.. yikes. I started to laugh at her and she turned herself to me and started to sing to me. Kill me. Haha, God she is so beautiful.

"Zayn, can we stop to pick up some things?" She said turning down the radio

"Like what?"

"I don't know... Just stuff?"

"Okay...?"

We pulled into the nearest convenience store. Amelia threw her bag in the back but pulled out a purse, since when does she use a purse?

"You stay. I got this" She smiled

"Um, okay...? Why is your purse so big? It looks stupid."

"You look stupid" She said smiling at me

"Amelia wait! Here take my sweatshirt, your boobs are hanging out" I said hanging her my sweatshirt

"I'm fine Zayn."

"No, I don't want people looking at you like that."

"Fine. Thank you."

Amelia's POV

Okay, lets go... I walked by some lady who had a child waving at me. Fuck you. I smiled and as soon as she looked away I flipped off the child. I pulled off Zayn's sweatshirt and pulled down my shirt to show off my boobs. I hiked my leggings up my butt to show that off too. I went into my purse and got big hoop earing and put them on. I put my hair on my shoulders and walked in. I looked over at the cash register clerk and winked at him. I know he is looking at me so I swayed my body a little bit.

"Excuse me ma'am." Some old hag said stopping my flow

"What? I mean yes?"

"Do you need any help with anything?"

"No, I'm just looking around thanks." I said walking away

I looked back and smiled at the clerk as he smiled back at me. I walked into the alcohol isle and started to look around. I looked over the shelf and saw that the boy was helping some other girl. Fuck that.

"Excuse me." I said moving In front of the girl

"Uh yes?" The boy said smiling

"I need some help when your done with... her." I said looking back

"Okay, I'll be right over." He said winking

I walked away smiling and bumping on purpose into the girl.

"I can help you." The old hag said

"No. I don't need you. I need him."

I started to walk away but I heard the hag whisper slut. Whatever. She doesn't know me. Im not a slut. Shit my phone

"Hello."

"Come on! You said 10 minutes to Bri. You've been in there for a while."

"Don't get your panies in a bunch. I'm getting chips."

"Do you need money?"

"No... I borrowed some from my dad"

"Okay. 5 minutes. Or I'm coming in there to hurry things up."

I closed the call and turned around to just walk out

"Hey there."

"Oh... why hello there" I said very flirty

"You a... needed assistance?" He said smiling

"Yes."

I took his hand and walked over to the alcohol and pointing to the one on the top.

"Can you reach up there to get it?" I said

"Of course I can" He said winking

As soon as reached up I put hands on his abs feeling them. He looked down at me as I smiled at him. He giggled a little bit.

"Here." He said handing me the bottle

"Thanks!" I started to walk away

"That's it?"

"....ugh."

I walked over and plated a kiss on his lips. He put his arms around my waist and pinned me up against the shelf's making some shot glasses fall to the ground.

"HEY! Get back to work!" The hag yelled

"Yes ma'am sorry."

He put me down and blushed.

"Your really hot." He said smiling


Awh oh my gosh.

"What's your name?"

"James. James Blook." He said giving me a handshake

I smiled at him and walked away

"Wait. What's your name?"

"Amelia."

"I walked over to the counter and handed the clerk the bottle's and chips"

"Are you 21 or over?"

"Um, no.."

"Well. Then im sorry. James!"

"Yes sir?"

"Please put these back. She is not 21."

"uh yes sir." He said looking at me

"Fine. Just the chips please."

I grabbed the bag and walked over to James with a disappointed face.

"Bye James. It was nice... meeting you." I said smirking

"Here." He handed me the alcohol

I smiled at him and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I walked out of the store and got into the car.

"Damn finally.... AMELIA? What the fuck are you wearing?"

"Oh, I took off the sweatshirt because I got hot." I said pulling my shirt up a little bit.

"Well, why do you have those huge ghetto earing's???"

"There mine. I forgot I had them. So I put them on.."

"Well... I really don't like your outfit. You look like a slut."

Fuck yourself. He doesn't mean that anyways. I turned up the music and a song came on that Zayn started to sing to. Ugh.. He is such a good singer. He should try out for something. We got to Louis house and I ran out the car and as soon as I did, Brianna ran out also.

"BRI!"

"AMELIA!"

We hugged each other and she started to cry. I wiped her tears laughing.

"Hi Louis!!" I said as he came out

"Slut." he said walking right past me

Bri and I shrugged our shoulders and ran inside with my stuff.

Zayn's POV

"Hey mate" I said smiling

"Hey, still Amelia's bitch?"

"No... She is changing. I know she is. I mean, she might still dress like that. But she is alright."

"Alright. Well what do you want to do tonight?"

"I don't know man. Maybe just chill."

"Alright cool I'm not in the mood to do anything... Maybe we can finally get Amelia and Brianna to kiss!"

"That's sick minded dude." I said laughing walking into the house

The girls sat on the couch laughing while me and Lou entertained them..



We sat down on the couch as the girls got up and started to dance with each other

"So Harry is in jail huh?" Louis said to me quietly

"Ah... He is in for questioning. Hopefully Amelia will loose all feeling for him before he gets back."

"That's if he gets back mate... scumbag"

Louis tapped my shoulder and pointed to the kitchen

Amelia's POV

"So... Lets get crazy tonight!"

"Haha what do you mean? We are crazy right now!"

"Oh Brianna! We are both 18! We all are. Lets go to a club tonight!"

"Oh... I uh... I don't know.."

Brianna has never been to a club or drank. She was that bitch that would go to parties but wont drink because she is scared to get caught. Looser.

"Come on. We don't have to drink. We can just dance!"

"We can do that here..."

"Ugh. But it's more fun there. I promise"

I got up and picked her off the ground like a baby. I carried her into the kitchen where Louis and Zayn were.


"Boys."

"Creatures." Louis said looking right at me

"We creatures want to ask you a question."

"Yes Amelia?" Zayn said laughing

"We want to go to club tonight"

"No."

"Louis why not!" I said putting Brianna down

"Because, Bri doesn't belong there."

"And why the fuck not?" Brianna said slamming the counter

Me and Zayn looked at each other with a 'oh shit' look. Here we go with he fighting
"Because Brianna. Your like a child. Your fun is sitting on the couch reading stupid fake stories about real people. Or listening to some stupid boy band. You like to stay on the internet for hours. And once in a while we watch movies together."

"Not fucking true you dick. I go to parties when you ask me. And what's wrong with reading them? Their fun. It brings you out of reality and into a better mind set. Boy bands aren't stupid. They make you feel amazing and sometimes they make me horny! But your so busy watching soccer on the tv to notice."

"Hey guys! Lets just stay in tonight. It's no bi-"

"No Zayn. Brianna what the fuck are you talking about when you say I'm to busy? Every time I try to touch you, you make me wash my hands with soap then put on hand sanitizer. And by the time I'm done. Your off reading those stupid fiction things... Listen we will go to this club. And when we do. We have fun. We aren't dating when we are there. So we can have fun. Then later. You are mine. No reading, no internet, no stupid boy bands, no soccer."

"Fine. We'll go get ready."



I looked back at Zayn trying not to laugh. He stuck his tongue out at me and smiled. Geez their fights are so stupid. Always have been. We looked through her closet for something for her to wear. Ugh, she is so nerdy... it's killing me. I reached into my bag and pulled out a dress for her.

"Here."

"This? This is slutty!"

"It's a club, not a school event."

"Oh I don't know... it's more your type."

Bitch. Did you just call me a slut?

"Um, okay.... Here wear this one. This one is less... slutty."

"Oh, cute. Okay."

She put it on and came out awkwardly. She looks so pretty The prettiest I've ever seen her.

"Are you sure I look okay..."

"Yes! Oh my god yes!"

"Can you do my hair....?"

I nodded my head and got her hair curler. I wish I had her hair. It's so pretty. It's long, brown and... hey.. what if I said she killed that ma-... never mind. I could never do that to my best friend....

"Wow I love this! It's so pretty! Lets go show Louis!"

We walked down the hall and Zayn and Lou were watching TV waiting for us
.
"Gentlemen. I am proud to announce... The new.... Brianna... TA-DA!!" I said moving

"Amelia, I swear to God if she looks like a slu.....wow. Bribri baby, you look amazing!" He said going over to her giving her a kiss.

Wow, I am so good. I walked over to Zayn and smiled. They look so happy. I miss Harry..

"Aren't you going to go get ready?" Zayn said putting his arm around my waist

"Oh, yeah, give me 15." I said grabbing Bri's hand

Hopefully Brianna changes tonight, that's why I got the alcohol tonight to bring to the club. I want to show her a good time.... Hmm.. okay. Red lips, black dress with red heels? Or Pink lips, champagne short dress and light pink dress... Yeah I like that.

"How do I look?"

"Woah! So pretty!!"

That wasn't what I was going for. Whatever

"Thanks... I didn't want pretty.."

"Sexy. Zayn will find it sexy. I know he will" She smiled

"Zayn.. who said I was doing this for him?" I said blushing

"Oh come on! It's obvious he loves you!" she said fixing her hair, putting on her ear rings and high heels "Haha he has ever since you guys met! You were blind about his love, but honey... we were not blind when he showed his love for you. He showed it so much, I mean come on Amelia you guys have a song already! AND not to mention after all the shit you pulled, he is still holding your hand. The day he tells you he loves you... will be like the day of your life foreve-"

"I don't know what your talking about." I said walking towards the door

Before I could reach for the handle Brianna grabbed my arm and pulled me back very harshly and looked me in the eyes

"Amelia! Your in love with him! He's in love with you!! By the time you realize it he won't love you anymore..."

Zayn's POV


"And yeah..."

"So, you got drunk. And that's it? No touching, no kissing, no sex? Damn, I thought she was a slut and would of made a move at least.."

"No... Amelia.... isn't like that... I mean, she is a aggressive person... But, she isn't a slut..."

"Well, good... I'm sorry man. I thought since she was with Harry, that she would be somewhat a slut... I'm sorry mate. I didn't mean to mention him. I know it makes you mad. Hopefully he owns up to what he did. But in all realness, she is a slut... But out of the times you've said you loved her.. how many times has she said it back..."

"It's okay mate. And why do you hate her so much? I don't understand why you think she is such a slut? And well.... I don't really remember the last time she said it but deep down. I know she doe-"

I looked up from my phone and saw Amelia. Her Blonde hair, pink lips, her amazing legs... she looked so.. so... gorgeous. I can't say it enough... I love her. I stood up and smiled,

Amelia did a spin

"So?"

"Gorgeous" I said giving her a hug.

Amelia smirked, grabbed her purse and walked out the door with Brianna, she doesn't look happy. What did I say?

"Dude.. what did I say?"

"I told you. She is a slut. Call her sexy. As soon as you do, I promise she will be all over you. She wants a bad boy. Not a good one. Sorry man, your the good one."


We got in the car and headed there. Louis said he would drive so me and Amelia can talk. We sat there. But she was looking out the window and was texting. I don't know who though. Brianna smiled at Louis and turned the song up, it was our song. Me and Amelia's song. I looked at her and she didn't look at me... I touched her leg as soon as I did she looked up from her phone, good we can connect now-

"Can you turn it off please. Or put on a different station. Thanks."

Ouch... Louis looked back at me and gave me a face... and changed the channel. Good we are here. I got out to walk to the other side to open the door. Amelia came out looking very nice, she handed me her bag and connected arms with Briana laughing ready to party. Lou looked at me and put his arm on my back and we started to walk. Damn her bag is heavy.... Are you kidding me...

Amelia's POV


"HEYYYY!!!!" I said coming in

The music was blaring, and everyone was sweaty but ready to party. I looked over at Brianna and she looked a little scared, but her eyes were lit up! I walked over to a table and sat down with her waiting for the waiter and the boys.

"Oh my god! This is going to be so fun!" I said yelling into her ear

"Yeah I can't wait to turn up!"

"Hahahaha!! Oh yeah. Turn up? You have to be drunk babe"

"Fine!"

Really? Did she just really say she wants to get drunk? YESS!!! The boys came in and I yelled to them. They look like they're ready to party...



"Hey Lou! Brianna said she wants to drink tonight!!"

"No. No. No she isn't."

"Yes I am! You said we 'aren't dating' tonight. So I am getting drunk with my best friend!" She said giving me a hug

I stuck my tongue out at Lou and walked away with her to go dance, my favorite song was on! I started to swing my hips and get into the song. All the sudden a man came behind Brianna and started to feel her up. Her face turned red and I laughed. I looked at her and grabbed a guy to show her what to do. She copied everything I did. She dropped it low. Shit.. I didn't teach her that one. Haha

"YAYYY!!! Get it BRI!!!"

I looked up and I saw Lou watching. He looked kind of pissed off. Ya know what. He is a dick to her. I moved over to her, Motivation came on by Kelly Rowland and I started dancing with her. I grinding my ass right into her. She grabbed my hips and went with it, she put her hand on my back and pushed me down to drop it low. My hands were down on the ground while I danced with her. All the sudden she pulled my hair making me rise back to her. I started to twerk on her and looked over at Louis. He looked pissed the fuck off. He stared and tapped Zayn's shoulder pointing to us. Zayn looked over and shook his head and put his hands on his face in frustration.


I shrugged it off and turned around to face her. She put her hands around my shoulder and I put mine on her hips. She came close and started to grind on me. Wow...

"Amelia! Lets go get a drink!"

"Okay!" I yelled back



We walked over to the table and I took out my bottles from my purse. The boys were gone? Oh well. I don't care. I gave her a shot. Her face was hilarious. I gave her more and more. I sure she is good now. I looked over and saw Zayn. Dancing with some.. some... slut!! He looked over at me and smiled and waved. Little shit. Whatever. I turned around to take another shot but then Lou came over... fuck off...

"Amelia! How many did you give her??"

"Only 3 shots. Chill."

He looked at me as Brianna took another shot. He got closer to me. We were body to body. He put his hand on the back of my head and whispered into my ear.

"I fucking hate you. Anything happens tonight, I'll tell Zayn about that one time..."

"Fuckk off! No you wont!"

"Yeah I will."

Lou turned around and Brianna was right there looking at us. Her face turned red and smiled at us.

"Amelia. Come here. Now."

I moved over to her kind of scared. I hope she doesn't think me and Lou did anything....

"Ye-"



She kissed me.... Holy shit. I looked over at Lou and his face turned red with rage. He turned around and walked away. I turned back to her and sat her down
"Now Brianna. You can't do that. You have a boyfriend." said like talking to a baby
"Oh come on Amelia Belia! We've had our fun!"

"Bri. That was a long time ago."

"It was every year until this summer because I was at summer camp! We are like... dating!"
"No. My first kiss and everything was with Harry"

"Oh come on. You had your first's boy stuff with Harry. And you had your first girl stuff with me." she slurred

"Ugh... Does Lou know?"

"God no!!.... I love you.."

Alright. She is totally gone. I really hope she never told anyone that. It's true. My first everything was with Harry... for a boy. And a girl was Brianna. What ever. Some guy came up to me and grabbed me and Brianna's hands to follow him to the dance floor. Okay what ever.

"Remember me?" The guy whispered

I got real creeped out and turned around...

"NIALL!!! Oh my god! Hey!!" I yelled into his ear

"Hi. Im Niall's date." Some bitch said behind me

"Fuck of- oh... my god..."

"Yeah. Hi. Come on Niall."


I watched Niall and.... Riley Briggs walk away... shit... I turned around and Brianna was gone. She's fine. At least I can just dance by myself

Louis's POV

I sat down tired as shit from dancing. Zayn walked over with some girl in his arm

"Mate this is Candy"

"Nice to meet you. Are you a stripper?"

"Um...? No? Im not?"

"Ah, un lucky name then."

Zayn gave me a look and walked away with her, Haha whoops. Sas in progress. I looked over and saw Brianna on top of some guy... god. I should really go over. But this is her first time with this experiences. She will regret it in the morning. I looked over to the dance floor and saw Amelia dancing by herself. I need to talk to her

"We need to talk." I whispered into her ear

She turned around to face me so we could talk. No. That looks stupid. I turned her around and grinded my crotch right into her ass. I placed my hands on her hips and looked around for Zayn. Good he is making out with Candy the stripper. I leaned her up so her head was tilted on my shoulder and I had access to her ear so I can talk to her

"I fucking hate you"

"Oh you only hate me from that one time."

"Yeah. And your a slut."

"That's not what you said when we were-"

"Shut up. Lets finish what we started shall we?"

I took her hand and walked over to a couch and sat down

"Well. Go."

"What if Zayn see's?"

"Your drunk then. You can do that. Can't you?"

"Fine."

Amelia climbed on top of me and started to rock her hips back and forth. She put her arms around my neck and started to slowly grind on me. Just like last time. Ah I can remember it like it was yesterday. During the summer, I came over to pick Brianna and I guess her father picked her up. Me and Amelia use to be good friends too. She bent over to grab Brianna's jacket and I walked over to her and as I went for the jacket she gave me a hug and I thought she was giving me a friendly hug. But I was wrong. She kissed my neck and I pushed her off of me. She said sorry it was more of a friendly thing. And I was like oh okay then and gave her a kiss on her neck to but when I did she placed her hands on my abs and felt them She asked if I wanted to stay for a little bit. And I said I got a better idea. And I mean for a girl who hasn't had her first kiss she could move and she gave a lap dance. We were lip to lip and everything was hot. Our pants were off. I was about to give Amelia her first kiss. As soon as our lips touched, her phone rang and who was it? Zayn. She got off of me. And left me there at her house alone to go see Zayn...

"Are we done?"


I looked at her she was still saying her hips. She licked her lips, thirsty bitch. I felt her up and down her back and touched my forehead to hers

"You know, I have to thank you. Maybe this night will wake Brianna up and actually suck my dick instead of just touching it..." I said seductively laughing

"Well.... She's drunk. Maybe she will." She said laughing

I smiled, We met eyes. Wow. She has such beautiful eyes. I smiled and bit my lip. I felt her hot breath down my neck. She kissed my neck


"For old time spike" She whispered into the kiss

I grabbed her hips and grabbed her ass. It felt so good. The last time I did this stuff was.... 2 months ago. She sucked harder and harder leaving obvious hickeys.. damn

"Amelia. Lets finish this the way it was supposed to be... together."

She looked at me in the eyes and had a scared face. I took her hand and intertwined them with mine, I took my other hand and placed it under her chin. I moved her head closer to mine... and... we met lips.

"Slut..."

Amelia's POV

"Zayn! Listen to me!" I said running out of the club after him

"Amelia let me do it!" Louis yelled dragging Brianna out of the club

"NO!! I've fucked up!"

Zayn stopped in his place and turned around with a smile and laughed. He threw his hands in the air and yelled

"FINALLY! Finally you own up to your mistakes! You are so caught up in your own world making sure you are pleased! HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF ME? NO! YOU DIDN'T! I took you in when your parents abused you. I walked to school with you every morning. I did your hair when you broke your arm. I took care of you. I drove you to the hospital when I was 13. I drove you there again. I took you out to dinners. I took you in again. I loved you through all of that. Now. I don't know anymore."

" Zayn! Please! Listen to me! You want the truth? Here it is.. Me and loui-"

"Zayn mate. It was me. Not Amelia. I gave her drinks and got her drunk enough to give in to me. I'm sorry mate. I didn't mean this. Brianna was over there with some guy. You were making out with Candy feeling her up and Amelia was just dancing by herself. It was me. Not her. Please mate. You know you love he-"

"No. You were right. She is a slut. I'm done. forever."

I looked at him and he didn't even look at me. Like I wasn't there... I need to save us
"Please Zayn! What about all the things we went through together? I always ran back to you! Doesn't that mean anything? I know where home is!"

"Yeah! It means your a well trained dog! Know what a female dog is called? A bitch. That's what you are. . All I've ever asked for was some truth... that would be awesome. You always drove me away and made sure you made me cry. It's your pleasure to make me cry. And its mine to say Goodbye...."

Zayn turned around and started to walk away

"ZAYN!!! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO PROVE I AM SORRY!?"

He kept going he didn't turn around not even look over his shoulder.

"ZAYN!!! Aren't you forgetting something??" I yelled hoping he would come back to grab me in his arms

"Ah. That's what I forgot. LOUIS! FUCK YOU! Come on. We have to go home. Grab Brianna. Lets go!"

Louis grabbed Brianna and picked her up. He turned to me and looked down at the ground

"I'm sorry.. I know I lied to him about this but I didn't want him to hate you.."

"No. I deserve this. This was supposed to happe-"

"COME ON LOU!"


"Sorry." He walked away

No... Everything is ending right in front of my eyes. Please God.. Was this supposed to happen? Was it supposed to end like this? Me looking like a pretty stripper, Brianna goes home drunk, Louis feels sorry for me.... And Zayn hates me? Brianna was right... Lou caught up to Zayn and put Bri in the car. Zayn stood there looking at Louis. Louis looked right at him kind of timid. Zayn walked over right into his arms and gave him a hug. They held each other for a long time. Zayn looked like he was crying... Lou picked Zayn's head up



smiled at him and got into the car. Zayn walked over to the driver's side and stood there. He had one arm on the car and leaned against it. He looked back at me. Now Amelia... he wants the truth....

"ZAYN!! I LOVE YOU!" I yelled

Zayn opened the door to the car and took a step in

"ZAYN! DID YOU HEAR ME? I LOVE YOU!"

Zayn closed the door and started it up

"ZYAN... IM INLOVE WITH YOU!"

He drove away

"....I love you Zayn... But I'm to late..."

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