Zayn’s POV

“So that’s what happened since the last time we hung out.”

“I am so coming over.”

“Not a good idea.”

“She made a big mistake. You want to show her tough love? Let me do it”



Harry’s POV

“So… Gemma hates me...”

“Gemma’s hot as fuck.”

“Dude. Fuck off. I’m serious. I told her I hurt Amelia. And now she hates me”

“Well dude. You already killed Becca. I’m sure she doesn’t want you to kill Amelia."

“I told you never to speak of Becca.”

“Sorry mate. Listen. Come over. Niall is such a pussy. After that night, He won’t even touch a drink. Let’s go and get fucked up man.”

“Alright. See ya in half an hour.”

I got off the phone and I got up to get ready. Shit. When Bryson spoke of Becca… I could only remember the good times with her.

We never fought. Bryson, me and her would have threesome’s all the time. She drank. Smoke, had sexy tattoos, Went on drug rides with me, use to beat the shit out of people and killed them. She was perfect. But… of course, the bitch made a big mistake of sleeping with the enemy. Cole Briggs. Ugh fuck him. He was gross. Glasses, smart, insecure, slicked back hair, nerd. So, Bryson followed her there. And told me. I walked in and watched from a distance. While she was about to reach orgasm. I shot her cold blood.

Fuck! Forget her, she was a slut. I got in my car, and headed to Bryson’s house to get him... Should I go find Amelia..? Nah. We gunna get so fucked up tonight. I better get laid.

Amelia’s POV


I laid in bed and stared at Zayn as he slept. The doorbell rang. I got up. I was so weak. Nothing was going through my mind. Like I just woke from a horrible hang over. I reached down to touch my ring… Where is it?! I turned back around and fast walked back into Zayn’s room. Phew. It’s on the bed side.

“Oh… My god. I thought you died!!!”

Shit….

“Hi Heather…” I said as I turned around to see the bitch blonde

“Gee. Isn’t weird? Girl with dead beat parents, goes off with a crazy teen. Gets engaged, turns down the one who loves her… even her pathetic self. Even though he came to her house and she almost had sex with him. And got caught. Is now. A dead beat teenager. Who was laying on the side of the road. And got picked up. Like she was dead. I’m sorry you’re a pathetic, slutty, good for nothing, skank. And now she crying in front of me because I’m telling her who she really is.”

“That’s enough Heather”

I turned around to see Zayn standing there looking at her. Heather pushed right through me and walked over to Zayn.

“Zaynie!!! Goodmorning!” She said hugging him


“Morning to you to you royal bitch”

Heather laughed as I stood there awkwardly. Zayn offered her some breakfast as he took her arm and mine and walked into the kitchen. Heather stayed at the house for a long time. It was about 6 at night now. Her and Zayn are laughing and smiling. They look at me sometimes and talk to me. But I kind of just sit there and not talk…

“Amelia. I’m happy you’re alive, The thought of you being gone would of really made me depressed. I’m really glad you are safe though. If you died… I don’t know what I would do...”

Um…. Random act of kindness… Wow. She really means it. She looks like she is going to cry. I smiled at her. Maybe Heather isn’t all that bad. Maybe. We can be friends again!!


“Well. Thanks Heather! It’s good to see you too. You know, all these years I thought you hated m-“

“I mean… I really don’t know who else I could fuck around with and get away with it.”


And there goes that.

Harry’s POV

We got to the club and there were fine ass bitches everywhere. There was one that had a dress on that looked like the one Amelia wore to her first party. Shit. No Amelia. I walked over to the bar and saw the sexiest women ever. She had a short black dress on. With red heels. Her hair was brown and curled and she had a sexy smirk on her face when I sat down.

“Hey pretty lady. Can I have a vodka. Straight.” I said to the bar tender

“Oh. Hello there. Sure thing babe.” She said winking at me

I turned back to Bryson and he already had a girl dancing on him. She looked pretty wasted.

“So uh… wanna dance?”


I grabbed her hand before she could even answer. I turned her around so she could grind on me. She was defiantly horny. She was swaying back and forth. When i grabbed her hips, she laid her head back on my shoulder and rocked back and forth. I slid my hands under her dress and grabbed her thighs. I kissed her neck. But as soon as i did that. She stepped away from me. She grabbed my hand and walked over to the couches. She sat on my lap and started kissing my neck.

"So babe. Where you from?"

"I'm about an hour or so away from here."

"Oh really? So like... Manchester?"

"Yes, haha how do you know?"

"I use to live there. But i moved here with my friend Bryso.. where is he?"

I looked around and there he was totally wasted. He was slurring his words, could barley walk. What ever. The red head got up and got me another vodka. I was pretty wasted my self. I was slurring my words and this was the best feeling ever...

“Whats your name sweetheart” I whispered in her ear feeling up her legs

“Riley. Riley Briggs.” she said kissing my neck

“Briggs. As in… Cole Briggs…?” I said moving away

“Yeah… how do you know my brother?”

“No reason. I have to go. Yo Bryson lets go.”I pushed Riley off my lap and took the last sip of my drink and started to walk away

“Oh. Tell Cole. Harry Styles says hello.”

Amelia's POV

Heather just left and it was only me and Zayn. Finally. As Zayn was cleaning for dinner i went into the bathroom to fix myself up. I walked into the living room and sat on the couch next to him. I put my head on his shoulder and put my feet up on the couch.
"Uh.. Amelia, what are you doing?"

"Relaxing with my best friend silly."

"Yeah.."

He moved his shoulder and my head hit the couch... Why did he do that...

"I'll be right back. I have to make a call."

I followed after him... i didn't trust him for some reason.

"Hey heather. Thanks for coming over today. I stopped the awkwardness from happening. I mean, she just put her head on my shoulder. I could of cried. But i held it in."

"Welcome Zaynie. Anytime you need me. I'm here."

"Your my bestfriend. Thanks again. I have to go. I'm going to try to put her into bed."

"Yay. without her trying to grab your dick to suck it. Hahahaa"

"Heather. That.. haha.... wasn't funny.. haha! I don't think she will try to put my dick in her mouth... I mean. If she tried. Maybe i'll stop her."

"Hahaha maybe? Is somebody a horn dog?"

"Haha no. Im just kidding. Goodbye heather"

Did... did he really just say that... wow. I started to walk away into the living room. I grabbed a blanket and laid down.

"Hey Amelia beila! Come on. Lets get in bed."

"I'm fine here."

"What. Come on."

"No sorry. I dont want to accidentally suck your dick." I said turning around so i wasn't facing him


"You heard that? hmm... Amelia. I don't really think that. Heather said it. And i just played along."

"Oh so you played along to put down your best friend? What type of friend does that?"

"Last time i checked. You said we weren't friends anymore."


I held my breath. Maybe if i hold it i can just die right now. I sat up with tears and looked at him, but before i could say something, he grabbed my shoulders, and kissed me.


He took my hand and walked towards the bedroom. He pushed me onto the bed.

"You've... been a bad girl Amelia."

"Oh have I?"

"Time to be punished."

Zayn crawled onto the bed and started to kiss my neck. he whispered in my ear

"I'm sorry i ever left you."



I smiled and gave him a big hug. I grabbed his head and gave him a kiss. We started to make out. I was so happy. I couldn't stop smiling. Not because this is the first time in almost two months i have got action, but because its Zayn.

"Get on top of me."


I got on top of Zayn and started to dance on Zayn. He closed his eyes and out his hands on my hips. He had the biggest smile on his face. I looked over and my ring was just sitting there on his burrow. I had a moment of regret. I looked down at Zayn and he opened his eyes and looked right into mine. I couldn't look into his...

"Amelia. Why didn't you call me?"

"Oh. Harry broke my phone."

"Of course he did."

Zayn took of my hands in one single try. He rolled me over and started to kiss down my neck, and on to my stomach. He licked my thighs and kissed them. Woah. He came back up and kissed my lips. I flipped him over and was laying on top of him. We were making out, biting each other lips, and using tongue. All the sudden his hand was on my shoulder and he started to push down very lightly but forcefully...


"Zayn?!" I said popping up

"Please... give me a blowjob."

I got off of Zayn and sat on the edge of the bed

"So.. that conversation on the phone with Heather..."

"Yeah.."

I got up and started to walk away. I turned back around to see Zayn sitting up in bed with his hands over his head. I grabbed my ring off the burrow. And started for the door.

*Boom. Smash. Crash*

Zayn shot up and put his shirt on.

"Amelia. Stay here."

"No. Let me go with you."

"Amelia. No. Stay here. Its for your safety."

Zayn walked towards the kitchen. I heard a big crash and my heart jumped.

"Zayn?" I whispered

"Zayn? Are you okay" I whispered again

I walked out to the kitchen and i saw Zayn laying there knocked out with blood on his head. My stomach dropped and i knelt down beside him nudging his shoulder.

"Zayn? Answer me! Zayn?" I started to cry.

"Amelia." A deep scary voice said behind me making me have goose bumps.

I turned around very slowly. My heart was pounding. I wasn't ready to die...

"Harry..."

"C..come.. on.. lets go. Home.."

"Your drunk. Get away from me."

"Amelia. Don't get me mad. Just come on."

I backed up so he couldn't get me. He fell to the ground because he was so drunk. I turned around while he was down.

"Where do you think your going... Little pal" Bryson slurred

Bryson kissed my neck and grabbed both my arms. Harry stood up and looked at me like i had 4 heads.

"Why did you leave me Amelia? That was.. a.. big mistake..." Harry said walking towards me

"I uh.. I dont know.. Im sorry Harry!!"


"Bryson. Put her in the car." As he stumbled out the door.

Harry's POV

We got home and Bryson brought Amelia in the apartment.

"Welcome home baby!" I yelled

"Bryson. Leave us. Now."

"Yes sir." Bryson said letting go of Amelia.

I stumbled over to Amelia and looked her in the eyes.

"Why did you leave me? Do you understand what i can do to you? Silly... silly Amelia."


"Im sorry!! Im sorry!!" She said putting her hands in front of her

I took her hands and held them. She flinched. I looked into her fear filled eyes

"Amelia... do you think i would really hurt you...? I love you Amelia. You are the only person i have ever really loved... Are you.. scared of me?"

"I.. I... uh.. yes.."

"No... My Amelia. Don't be scared of me. Look. We are going to get married right? See the ring on your finger. That means you said yes. That means we will be saying 'I do'. Listen, don't be scared. I will never try to hurt you"

I gave her a hug and she came out of it. She looked down at her ring and took it off. She took my hand and put it in mine.

"What?"

"I'm sorry. I left. and you didn't even come after me. I almost died. i pretty much did. But Zayn saved me. He came to my rescue."

"yes. But look. Your here with me no-"

"Are those hickey's on your neck...?"

"Yes. But i was drunk"

"And.. so you cheated on me."

"Well. you did twice."

"Three... three times actually.."

"Three... Well. I don't care. I forgive you. Because I love you"


"I fucked up to many times. I'm sorry. I'm calling the wedding off" Amelia started to walk away
I didn't know what to do. I can't loose her. My drunken mind is to blocked to think. I watched her as she put her hand on the door knob. I did the only thing i could do.

"Amelia."

Amelia's POV

Harry called my name and i froze in my spot. Why wont Harry just give it a rest. I've cheated on him three times. twice with Zayn and once with Niall. I mean. I didn't have sex. But i did make out with him... I ran away. what could he possibly want from me now? I turned around.... and there... was Harry. Kneeling

"Amelia. Will you Marry me?"




"Yes Harry."
"I love you Amelia."
"....Lets take it slow."



I miss us....
I want the old Amelia.


The one that loved us...




Because i love us... I love you.

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