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Behind the Glasses

Chapter 21: I Failed You...

Harry's POV

*Smash*

"Fuck you!"

*Crash*

"I fucking hate you!"

*Shattering glass*

I paced back and forth to find the nearest thing I could break. My mind was going crazy. And so was I. I fucking trusted her. I sat down on the bed and looked at her ring in my hand. I closed my eyes to stop the tears

"She'll come back... I know... I hope.." I whispered to myself

"Don't you fucking cry. Harry. Don't fucking cry. You're better than this" I said to myself

I slid down the side of the bed. I was rocking back and forth. My hands trembling. My heart was beating really fast. As if about to burst out of my chest. I looked up at the ceiling and closed my eyes...

"Why AMELIA...why.. I loved you.."

Amelia's POV

I sat on the corner of the street counting the cars go by. I could hear Harry breaking and yelling things.. With every scream I winced. And with every crash... A tear fell down my face. I don't know where to go... Harry broke my phone. I'm 2 hours away or so from my house. If I go back up there... I'm sure he would kill me.

"I can't just sit here and drown in my tears and Harry's screams."

I got up and took my heels off.

"Happy Birthday Amelia..." I said to myself as I started to walk

I have no idea where I'm going. All i know is that I'm in some park Things have to change. I have money still. About 170.00 dollars. That will last me sometime for now. I walked down the street and saw some guy who looked about 21. Time to put my A game on. I put my heels back on, messed my hair a little bit, and pulled my shirt down on my shoulder a little bit and walked over to him.


"Yo." I said a little to confident

"Haha, Why hello there. Are you lost" He said turning to me

"Ha yeah right. I was out looking for trouble. Ya know. Getting drunk and fucking high!"

"You? You look a little to young for that.." He said laughing

"Oh yeah? I am 18. Just turned it..-"


"Ohhh. I'll be right back." He said winking to me.

I sat there on the side walk and waited for him. I looked down at my boobs and they were a little to small.. I looked around for things to stuff my bra with... Leaves!! Perfect!! I got up and took a hand full off the ground and put it in my bra. Better.

"Here ya go little lady" He said handing me vodka

"Thank you" I said seductively

"Alright. Lets go." He said grabbing my arm

"What? No!" I said pulling my arm back

"What...? I thought you wanted to have sex?"

"No!? What gave you that impression?"

"Uh.. I thought you were a prostitute... and the whole I'm 18 thing was part of your act.."

"Fuck you." I said standing up walking away

Me? A prostitute? Fuck him. I reached into my bra and took out the leaves. Damn. They were poking at me this whole time!! I just have 170.00... What can I do with this...? I felt someone watching me. Like the hairs on the back of my neck just rose. I turned around and no one was there. I kept walking trying to shake it off. But I couldn't. I finally walked about 10 more minutes, and I turned back around to see if anyone was there. No one was. It just my nervous getting to me.

"Sorry little lady" some guy said pumping into me

'Oh uh.. its okay" I said shyly

This was a stupid idea. I have no idea where I'm going. I need to go bac-

"Niall?"

"Oh... AMELIA!!!... Hi!" He said stumbling over

"My god. Your drunk"

"Sh..." He said putting his finger to my lips

"Amelia. Come with me. We are going to go to this wickkeed crazy club. It's right up this road!" He said pulling my arm

"Uh.. okay.."

We arrived at the club and it was amazing. We snuck in through the back though. We weren't old enough to get in. Niall looked soo sexy tonight. Even though he was drunk... Hopefully Harry doesn't come here.

"HERE!!! HAVE A DRINK!" Niall handed me a vodka gimlet
"THANKS!" I said yelling back

We had about 17 shots. And 10 drinks. We started to get.... a little frisky...



"Lets dance!!"

Niall grabbed my hand and we ran to the dance floor together. He turned me around and started to dance slowly to the music. I was so lost in it. I let my body take over and it was doing the talking. Niall put his hands on my waist and squeezed them.


"You're so sexy" He whispered into my ear

I can't believe THE Niall Horan just called me sexy. Oh my god. I was drunk with the most popular boy in school. The music started to go faster. And so did we. All of the sudden the song had a sick bass drop and that turned me on. I dropped it down low and I came back up slowly. Niall put his hands on my thighs and felt them up while I came up. His hands roamed to my ass and he started to feel it. He smacked my ass.. And I fell to the ground. We both started to laugh and I got back up...


" Whoops... Sorry little lady." Some guy said interrupting me and Niall making out

We just kept going. The lights were beaming down and the music was loud. I was so drunk..

"Watch it bitch!" Some girl slurred

"Hey!!!... You.. You.. You can't just bump into me. And say that." I said pulling her in


Niall got jealous and pushed the girl away

"You're a bad girl" Niall said grabbing me in closer

"Mmm.. i know"

Harry's POV

I threw the last thing in the house. Everything was broken. Glass was everywhere.

"I can't do this."

I grabbed the keys and, put on my jacket and put Amelia's ring in my pocket. I drove all over town looking for her.

Ring Ring Ring

"Hey, is Amelia with you?"

"No..."

"Alright thanks Zayn."

"Wait why?"


I hung up.

Ring Ring Ring

"Hey Bryson. Is Amelia with you?"

"No mate. Sorry"

I hung up.

I drove to her house. I swung open the door and ran inside her house.

"Amelia??"

"AMELIA" No answer

I got back into my car. I sat there for a moment. Where could she be? I hit the steering wheel and punched the window.

"FUCKKKK!!!"

I started the car and started to head home.. Wait.. I didn't look up town...

Amelia's POV

"Bye!!! I love you NIALL!!!" I said stumbling out of the club holding onto him.

"Okay. Ok.. Bye Amelia!!! I LOVE YOU TOO!!!"



I was so drunk. My vision was so blurry... my mind felt so cloudy.. what am i doing right now. I shouldn't of left.. Shit. Here comes the tears and regret... Why did i do this? I just cheated on Harry.. But I was drunk.. so. It's nit my fault. Yeah. It's not. he kicked me out.

"Sorry little lady." Some guy said pushing me down

"huh... Hey. wait. Haven't... haven't i seen you before..?"

"Maybe. Are you walking home.. alone?"

"Yes. I am." I said getting up and stumbling

I could barley walk. I turned around and i saw a figure behind me. It's okay... it's just someone. Not like its a evil demon. My mind was playing games with me. I could hear Harry saying he hates me. That he 'fucking' hates me.

"Well. I fucking hate you too... The only difference is... i love you." i slurred

"Get down bitch" As some guy pushed me down

"Owww.." I started to laugh

"Stop laughing."

I looked up as he stood over me. He looked so evil... All i the sudden i felt hsi hands holding my throat.

"Sto-HEL-AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!" I started to fuss

"Whats wrong you whore? First i buy to vodka, you get crazy at the club with some guy. And girl... But you deny me when i tried to bring you home to have sex? Now. I'll force it."

I could barley breath... i could feel my life slipping away... Harry... Zayn.. help...

I kicked him in the stomach and tried to crawl away. but i fell over because i was too drunk

"Big mistake you pitiful slut."

I got dragged into the beginning of an alley way. I could feel my back getting cut up form being dragged on concrete. I suddenly felt cold. I tried to open my eyes. I could see... I was now naked.

"HELP!!!! HARRY!! ZAYN!! SOMEON-"

"SHUT UP!!! SHUT YOUR DIRTY MOUTH! LET ME FUCKING FINISH WITH YOU"


I closed my eyes. It hurt so bad. I could feel everything. Even though i'm drunk. I could feel everything. It was a pinching feeling in me. This is not how i wanted to loose my virginity. I felt him jerk out of me.

"AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled in agony

My mind went blank. All i could see was white. My body felt numb now. I was cold. No longer crying. I could hear him yelling. Screaming... I tried my best to open my eyes...


"Harry....?"



"DON'T YOU FUCKING TOUCH MY FIANCE!!!"

I closed my eyes. I could feel myself slipping away... I felt my cold naked body getting picked up. I got put into a car and a jacket was placed on top of me.

Harry's POV


I picked Amelia up and walked up the stairs to our room. I placed her on the bed. And watched her sleep. I put my hand on her...


"..Harry... I"

"Sh. It's okay."

"But... I"

"No baby. I don't need to know. Rest."

She turned her head and i watched her trying not to cry. This is all my fault. I kicked her out. I touched her.... I looked at her arm... there. There was a bruise... I left that there... I'm a horrible person. Why was she so drunk? How? I don't care. She is safe now... But she was raped... I am so angry. But... my sorrow is over taken me...

"Harry..."

"Yes.... Amelia..?" I said putting my hand on hers

"Thank you... for being my hero..."

"That's all i ever wanted to be..."

"Your my hero... Harry" as she dozed off

I looked at her while she slept. I thought of everything we've been through. I sat there and and remembered the very first time she laughed at my joke. We were in history doing our project... and i said how i can sing... but she laughed at me because i don't look like the type..


And when we went out to lunch..




I couldn't help but replay what she said to me... How can i be.. Your my hero Harry.. Your my hero Harry.. I slipped her engagement ring on her finger

"I love you Amelia... But i failed you."






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