Behind the Glasses
Chapter 18: But... I love you...
Harry's POV
The door opened and Amelia looked confused.
"Here we are sir."
"Thank you officer. Amelia. I am very disappointed in you. I am a very busy man. I have no time to have a child delinquent. Get up" I said
"Yes sir... Sorry sir. I wont do it again...daddy" Amelia said trying not to laugh
"Good, Now come. When we get home you better be ready to be punished." I said winking and grabbing her arm
We walked out of the police station and i led Amelia to wear the car was. I opened the door for her and got in. I sat there for a moment...
"Thank you Harry-"
"Shut-up. Don't talk. I don't want to hear it." Started to drive
The ride was long and awkward. I had so much to say. But i didn't want to talk.
"Harry... What did you mean by being punished?" Amelia said seductively
"Stop talking." Its all i could say
We got back to her place... i feel like i was being a dick... I just really am disappointed in her..
Amelia's POV
Hmmm i wonder how Harry will punish me... I'm kind of excited. I know i should apologize. Shit... Will Zayn talk to me? Shit... oh my god... Are my parents home...
"Get out." Harry said not even looking at me
"Are you coming in... To meet my parents?" I said opening the door
"Umm.. I dont meet parents. Thanks. Now go." Harry said to me
"Okay..-"
"Ugh fine. Lets go" He got out
The walk to the door was horrible... It felt like a dream when your running but the hall way doesn't end... We got to the door and i looked at Harry with a worried face... He opened the door for me and i walked in
My parents were standing right there with there at the kitchen table drinking vodka. And saw me and wobbled over to me
"You... little.. bitch. You.. got arrested." My father slurred.
"Hi daddy... Yes i did... Dad this is Harry"
"Hello Harry... Drink?" my father stumbling over
"No sir.." Harry said confused
"Amelia... Can i talk to you... in private?" Harry asked
We walked outside and stood there on the porch. Harry was pacing back in forth with his arms crossed
"Are you parents... drunks?"
"....."
"Amelia. Answer me"
"Yes Harry.."
"Why did you lie to me..."
"Harry I was embarrassed... "
"WHY? WHY WOULD YOU LIE AMELIA? I fucking... Ugh"
"Harry please... I was embarrassed. No one wants to say their parents are drunks."
"Why are they gone all the time then?"
"They are gambling and going to Vegas." I swear
He just stared at me. His eyes looked so sinister. Like he wanted to kill me...
"Alright... Come on" He said grabbing my hand
"Nice meeting you Mr and Mrs Sterwood. Amelia and I are leaving" He said opening the front door
"Okay kids... have fun!" My sorry excuse of a mother said
Zayn's POV
It's 5 in the morning and I hope Amelia is okay. I slept over Heather's last night, and it was actually really fun. A car pulled into Amelia's house at 3 A.M. HOLY SHIT ITS HER PARENTS!! I looked out the window thinking of Amelia's fight. Wait... is that Amelia?... and... Harry...
"AMELIA!!" I said running out
"Zayn!" Amelia said walking faster to me
"Oh my god are you okay?" pulling her into a hug
"Yeah... I'm fine. Harry came and got me. My parents are home.."
"Oh... sorry. Ha they come back sober?"
"No drunk as i walked in the door."
"Oh. That sti-"
"Wait... why are you at Heather's house.. ZAYN WHAT THE FUCK! YOU SLEPT OVER?"
Heather came out with a silk bath robe on bringing out candy with her.
"Zayn? What the hell!.... Oh my god. Amelia! Sweetheart. You like like complete shit! Haha"
"Shut it Heather" Harry said coming over
"Zayn slept over last night.... It was a lot of fun." She said smiling at me
"Zayn...? Did you have fun?" I said holding back my tears
"Your such a pitiful slut. Haha poor baby. Do you think Zayn wants to even be associated with you? Your funny. God I wish we were still friends." Eating her candy saying sarcastically
"Heather please.... Yes Amelia. I did have fun." Zayn said putting his hand on Heather
I don't want it to end like this. God i want to beat the shit out of Heather. I stood there just staring at Zayn as him and Harry were talking to each other. I couldn't them. Well i didn't want to.
"Oh Heather. I totally forgot to tell you. Fuck you." I grabbed Harry's hand and walked towards the car
"Very clever. Oh Amelia dear wait one moment" Heather clapped and walked over to Zayn
"Can i see you phone" Heather asked Zayn
"Uh.. no..?" Zayn said
"Now."
Heather grabbed his phone and walked towards me. Harry put his hand on my shoulder. I think he felt my pain.
"Look."
She showed me his calling list?
"What...?" I said with my eyes watering
I moved down the screen. And there it was... Called at 12:00 last night.. 911.
Harry's POV
I looked at the screen and saw he was the one called 911. i took his phone out of Heather's hand. I was pissed the fuck off. He was my mate. I looked over at Amelia and i saw a tear run down her face. That hit some type of spot on me. I walked over to Zayn
"You made Amelia cry."
"I... I didn't mean too."
"No. You did. You called the cops."
"Harry back off."
Zayn's POV
I pushed Harry off of me. It was a little ballsy to do. But i had to. I walked over to Amelia
"Amelia. Forgive me. You were out of control. You have changed."
"You... you kissed Heather..."
"Amelia. Who gives a fuck about Heather"
"I do."
"No you dont... Amelia I love you.."
"I.. I lo-."
Harry grabbed Amelia by the arm before she could say anything... He put her in his car and drove away. I looked at Heather and left. I decided to walk home. What did i do? God... Maybe Harry and Amelia deserve to be together. Maybe i'm in over my head. Maybe she was just a thing... I looked at my phone and went to contacts. I clicked on her name and looked at the picture of us together
I sat down on the sidewalk and looked at it. First day of school freshman year... I tapped on the settings and erased it... I looked at a videos of her
I sat there... And i erased those too. I never thought it would come to a time like this. The summer before school started was the moment i realized i loved her.. I couldn't help but replay that moment over in my mind... We were driving back from the beach on a Friday afternoon. Her hair was down and natural. She was laughing. And snorted every time I cracked a joke... why must she leave me now. I sang her a song.. oh what was it... oh right. 'I wont give up' by Jason Mraz... She smiled at me while i sang it to her. And she started to cry.... But she kept it together and gave me a kiss on the cheek...
My nose started to tingle. And i started to sing to myself...
I wont give up.. on.. us..
Even if the skies get rough...
Im giving you all my love.
I'm still looking up..
And when your needing your space..
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting...
A tear fell down my face. I tried my best but i failed. I loved someone and lost them.. it went to waste... I'm to in-love to let it go... if she is lost i will guide her home. And i will try to fix her heart.
I looked at my phone and pressed compose message and typed in Amelia's name...
Amelia Rose Sterwood... You are my life. Would you feel guilty if i said i forgive you for doing everything you have done? I don't know about you.. but when we kissed i felt something... When i watched you cry... my heart broke and fell. When i saw you hold Harry's hand and walked away.. my legs felt numb. When you got rushed into the emergency room i cried. I have never left you. I was always here for you. Even when you left me. I guess what I'm trying to say is... Im inlove with You. With Amelia Rose Sterwood. My Amelia. Even though you didn't keep your promise and have moved. Just promise me you wont forget about us... And when you are crying over Harry just remember... i am crying over you. I am not leaving you.. But for now... Goodbye Amelia...
Forever... And ever...
It was fun while it lasted...
Goodbye Amelia
The door opened and Amelia looked confused.
"Here we are sir."
"Thank you officer. Amelia. I am very disappointed in you. I am a very busy man. I have no time to have a child delinquent. Get up" I said
"Yes sir... Sorry sir. I wont do it again...daddy" Amelia said trying not to laugh
"Good, Now come. When we get home you better be ready to be punished." I said winking and grabbing her arm
We walked out of the police station and i led Amelia to wear the car was. I opened the door for her and got in. I sat there for a moment...
"Thank you Harry-"
"Shut-up. Don't talk. I don't want to hear it." Started to drive
The ride was long and awkward. I had so much to say. But i didn't want to talk.
"Harry... What did you mean by being punished?" Amelia said seductively
"Stop talking." Its all i could say
We got back to her place... i feel like i was being a dick... I just really am disappointed in her..
Amelia's POV
Hmmm i wonder how Harry will punish me... I'm kind of excited. I know i should apologize. Shit... Will Zayn talk to me? Shit... oh my god... Are my parents home...
"Get out." Harry said not even looking at me
"Are you coming in... To meet my parents?" I said opening the door
"Umm.. I dont meet parents. Thanks. Now go." Harry said to me
"Okay..-"
"Ugh fine. Lets go" He got out
The walk to the door was horrible... It felt like a dream when your running but the hall way doesn't end... We got to the door and i looked at Harry with a worried face... He opened the door for me and i walked in
My parents were standing right there with there at the kitchen table drinking vodka. And saw me and wobbled over to me
"You... little.. bitch. You.. got arrested." My father slurred.
"Hi daddy... Yes i did... Dad this is Harry"
"Hello Harry... Drink?" my father stumbling over
"No sir.." Harry said confused
"Amelia... Can i talk to you... in private?" Harry asked
We walked outside and stood there on the porch. Harry was pacing back in forth with his arms crossed
"Are you parents... drunks?"
"....."
"Amelia. Answer me"
"Yes Harry.."
"Why did you lie to me..."
"Harry I was embarrassed... "
"WHY? WHY WOULD YOU LIE AMELIA? I fucking... Ugh"
"Harry please... I was embarrassed. No one wants to say their parents are drunks."
"Why are they gone all the time then?"
"They are gambling and going to Vegas." I swear
He just stared at me. His eyes looked so sinister. Like he wanted to kill me...
"Alright... Come on" He said grabbing my hand
"Nice meeting you Mr and Mrs Sterwood. Amelia and I are leaving" He said opening the front door
"Okay kids... have fun!" My sorry excuse of a mother said
Zayn's POV
It's 5 in the morning and I hope Amelia is okay. I slept over Heather's last night, and it was actually really fun. A car pulled into Amelia's house at 3 A.M. HOLY SHIT ITS HER PARENTS!! I looked out the window thinking of Amelia's fight. Wait... is that Amelia?... and... Harry...
"AMELIA!!" I said running out
"Zayn!" Amelia said walking faster to me
"Oh my god are you okay?" pulling her into a hug
"Yeah... I'm fine. Harry came and got me. My parents are home.."
"Oh... sorry. Ha they come back sober?"
"No drunk as i walked in the door."
"Oh. That sti-"
"Wait... why are you at Heather's house.. ZAYN WHAT THE FUCK! YOU SLEPT OVER?"
Heather came out with a silk bath robe on bringing out candy with her.
"Zayn? What the hell!.... Oh my god. Amelia! Sweetheart. You like like complete shit! Haha"
"Shut it Heather" Harry said coming over
"Zayn slept over last night.... It was a lot of fun." She said smiling at me
"Zayn...? Did you have fun?" I said holding back my tears
"Your such a pitiful slut. Haha poor baby. Do you think Zayn wants to even be associated with you? Your funny. God I wish we were still friends." Eating her candy saying sarcastically
"Heather please.... Yes Amelia. I did have fun." Zayn said putting his hand on Heather
I don't want it to end like this. God i want to beat the shit out of Heather. I stood there just staring at Zayn as him and Harry were talking to each other. I couldn't them. Well i didn't want to.
"Oh Heather. I totally forgot to tell you. Fuck you." I grabbed Harry's hand and walked towards the car
"Very clever. Oh Amelia dear wait one moment" Heather clapped and walked over to Zayn
"Can i see you phone" Heather asked Zayn
"Uh.. no..?" Zayn said
"Now."
Heather grabbed his phone and walked towards me. Harry put his hand on my shoulder. I think he felt my pain.
"Look."
She showed me his calling list?
"What...?" I said with my eyes watering
I moved down the screen. And there it was... Called at 12:00 last night.. 911.
Harry's POV
I looked at the screen and saw he was the one called 911. i took his phone out of Heather's hand. I was pissed the fuck off. He was my mate. I looked over at Amelia and i saw a tear run down her face. That hit some type of spot on me. I walked over to Zayn
"You made Amelia cry."
"I... I didn't mean too."
"No. You did. You called the cops."
"Harry back off."
Zayn's POV
I pushed Harry off of me. It was a little ballsy to do. But i had to. I walked over to Amelia
"Amelia. Forgive me. You were out of control. You have changed."
"You... you kissed Heather..."
"Amelia. Who gives a fuck about Heather"
"I do."
"No you dont... Amelia I love you.."
"I.. I lo-."
Harry grabbed Amelia by the arm before she could say anything... He put her in his car and drove away. I looked at Heather and left. I decided to walk home. What did i do? God... Maybe Harry and Amelia deserve to be together. Maybe i'm in over my head. Maybe she was just a thing... I looked at my phone and went to contacts. I clicked on her name and looked at the picture of us together
I sat down on the sidewalk and looked at it. First day of school freshman year... I tapped on the settings and erased it... I looked at a videos of her
I sat there... And i erased those too. I never thought it would come to a time like this. The summer before school started was the moment i realized i loved her.. I couldn't help but replay that moment over in my mind... We were driving back from the beach on a Friday afternoon. Her hair was down and natural. She was laughing. And snorted every time I cracked a joke... why must she leave me now. I sang her a song.. oh what was it... oh right. 'I wont give up' by Jason Mraz... She smiled at me while i sang it to her. And she started to cry.... But she kept it together and gave me a kiss on the cheek...
My nose started to tingle. And i started to sing to myself...
I wont give up.. on.. us..
Even if the skies get rough...
Im giving you all my love.
I'm still looking up..
And when your needing your space..
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting...
A tear fell down my face. I tried my best but i failed. I loved someone and lost them.. it went to waste... I'm to in-love to let it go... if she is lost i will guide her home. And i will try to fix her heart.
I looked at my phone and pressed compose message and typed in Amelia's name...
Amelia Rose Sterwood... You are my life. Would you feel guilty if i said i forgive you for doing everything you have done? I don't know about you.. but when we kissed i felt something... When i watched you cry... my heart broke and fell. When i saw you hold Harry's hand and walked away.. my legs felt numb. When you got rushed into the emergency room i cried. I have never left you. I was always here for you. Even when you left me. I guess what I'm trying to say is... Im inlove with You. With Amelia Rose Sterwood. My Amelia. Even though you didn't keep your promise and have moved. Just promise me you wont forget about us... And when you are crying over Harry just remember... i am crying over you. I am not leaving you.. But for now... Goodbye Amelia...
Forever... And ever...
It was fun while it lasted...
Goodbye Amelia
OMG O.O
1/19/14