Not So Little
So Many Memories.
Niall's POV.
"WHY THE FUCK DID SHE THINK I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HER?" I yelled. Gaining attention from the gang. Liam, Louis, Harry, and Zayn were sitting on the couch. "Who?" Lou asked with a stupid look. "EM!" I yelled.
"Who?" He asked again.
"Emma, 13 years ago. Orphan streets. WE. SAVED. HER!"
"Emma! Where is she?" Liam jumped up.
I shrugged. "She left with some guy named Nick... and left a note saying no one loved her. And we didn't care about her." I replied. Looking down. I felt horrible. I was yelling at Louis.
I know I shouldn't being taking my anger out on them; since they did nothing. But I needed something to release it out on. And only them were here.. I was such a bad friend.
"Sorry, its just. The picture, the note. I should have guessed she was upset. Just by how she would avoid me. And run out of the house when I tried to get her to help with Sean's party...every year." I mumbled.
"Well we can make her party bigger. I mean isn't her birthday in March or something?" Harry said. The 4 of us shrugged. No one knew when her birthday was. No one at all. "Would could have made her upset?" He asked. Since no one replied to his first question.
"The day Sean was born. I was making breakfast. Louis called. And she was in the middle of trying to tell me something. I told her to wait. I answered the phone to his short message. And we ran o- I left her. I LEFT HER! I FUCKING LEFT HER!" I yelled tears in my eyes. I left my Em at home...alone. She was 5 or 6. She was tough. Yeah. But it must have broken her. We all promised to never leave her. After a week or so, of spending time together. Then what did we do? Left her. For another child. Louis' first child.
I guess I said that out loud. Because they looked at me with both regret, and sadness. They all remembered that day. Each and everyone one of them. I could tears in Lou's eyes. He was the first to promise.
Louis' POV.
*memory*
I walked into Niall's house and heard screams and little patter's of feet coming down the hall. And a little girl with a black tutu, and a grey shirt and black vans. "Princess!" I smiled. She ran up to me. And of course. I picked her up and kissed her cheek. "How are you?" "Good. Sabby trying to dress me" "Well I think you are just fine." Sabby came into view. "There you are! We need to get you into a vest, and curl your hair!" "No, she is fine! Its only a day in the park, not a vogue model shoot." I said she looked down. "I forgot I was dressing a little girl." She said. "Go home Sab. As much as we love you. Go home." She just nodded and got her things and left. She must have been really tired. She looked half dead. "Okay, now lets go watch some telly while the rest get ready." She just nodded and rested her head on my shoulder as I carried her to the couch. We sat down next to each other and her bright eyes lit up as SpongeBob came on. It was her favorite show. Maybe because it was the first thing she had watched. But she enjoyed it. "Lou Boo, promise me something." She knew I would do anything in her gullible baby voice. "Anything my sweet princess." "Promise you will never leave me." She looked up at me with her big eyes. "I promise. I will never ever, ever leave you." I said kissing her forehead. She smiled a big smile. I knew I did something right, then watched as she ran off towards the door. It shut quietly and I heard Zayn's laugh.
Zayn's POV.
I walked inside to find Em standing there waiting for me. "Zaynie!" She quietly said. I laughed and finally replied. "Yes love?" I said as I picked her up. "Do you love me?" "Yes your my little princess." She gave me her cutest smile. "Then promise me. You will never leave me." "I P.R.O.M.I.S.E!" She giggled and signaled to be put down. Which I did. And she ran up the steps. I went and sat by Louis, eh had the cheesiest grin I had ever saw plastered on his face.
Emma's POV.
I hopped up the steps to Niall's room. And peeked in. "Daddy? Canz I come in?" "Yeah sweetheart." I happily skipped inside and sat on his bed. He came out of his bathroom pulling on his shirt. "Daddy, will you promise me something?"
Niall's POV.
"Yeah sweetheart, anything.' I said sitting down next to her. "Will you always be there for me? And NEVER leave me?" "Of course sweat heart. I promise." I said giving her a big kiss on her forehead. She smiled her huge precious smile. "I love you daddy." "I love you too sweat heart." I said wrapping my arms around her in a tight embrace. She then wiggled out of it and ran back downstairs I followed her. But instead she went to the door. And I sat down next to Lou.
Emma's POV.
Next came Liam. "LEEYUM! Do you love me?" "Yeah sweetie!" "Then promise to never ever leave me!" "I promise!" He gave me the tightest hug. He put me down and went to sit with the rest of them.. Just need harry.
Niall's POV.
We were chatting about if we were spongebob who would be our Patrick?
Harry's POV.
Everyone was already inside. I could tell because of the cars. I opened the door and shut it quietly. And when I turned around Emma's was standing there with an innocent smile. Her hands behind her back. And she was twisting around. Like a little innocent girl. She was so cute! I could just pin- snap out of it HARRY! You aren't suppose to show you like her! "Hazzy! Can I ask you something?" She looked up at me with her big eyes. And hopeful smile. "Sure?" I Shrugged. "Do you promise you will never leave me? Pwease?" I looked at her. "Fine." I mumbled. She smiled and her eyes lit up, she ran to me and hugged my legs. It was so cute.
*memory over still Harry's pov*
Yeah I remember that day. It made me happy to think she was happy. Then I frowned. We had also broken that promise. In less then a year. We were the worst people ever. Breaking that promise was like, telling a hopeful 5 year old that Santa Claus was fake. And their parent's dress up like him so if they get caught. They wont have to explain what they were doing. And that is cold. REAL COLD!
"WHY THE FUCK DID SHE THINK I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HER?" I yelled. Gaining attention from the gang. Liam, Louis, Harry, and Zayn were sitting on the couch. "Who?" Lou asked with a stupid look. "EM!" I yelled.
"Who?" He asked again.
"Emma, 13 years ago. Orphan streets. WE. SAVED. HER!"
"Emma! Where is she?" Liam jumped up.
I shrugged. "She left with some guy named Nick... and left a note saying no one loved her. And we didn't care about her." I replied. Looking down. I felt horrible. I was yelling at Louis.
I know I shouldn't being taking my anger out on them; since they did nothing. But I needed something to release it out on. And only them were here.. I was such a bad friend.
"Sorry, its just. The picture, the note. I should have guessed she was upset. Just by how she would avoid me. And run out of the house when I tried to get her to help with Sean's party...every year." I mumbled.
"Well we can make her party bigger. I mean isn't her birthday in March or something?" Harry said. The 4 of us shrugged. No one knew when her birthday was. No one at all. "Would could have made her upset?" He asked. Since no one replied to his first question.
"The day Sean was born. I was making breakfast. Louis called. And she was in the middle of trying to tell me something. I told her to wait. I answered the phone to his short message. And we ran o- I left her. I LEFT HER! I FUCKING LEFT HER!" I yelled tears in my eyes. I left my Em at home...alone. She was 5 or 6. She was tough. Yeah. But it must have broken her. We all promised to never leave her. After a week or so, of spending time together. Then what did we do? Left her. For another child. Louis' first child.
I guess I said that out loud. Because they looked at me with both regret, and sadness. They all remembered that day. Each and everyone one of them. I could tears in Lou's eyes. He was the first to promise.
Louis' POV.
*memory*
I walked into Niall's house and heard screams and little patter's of feet coming down the hall. And a little girl with a black tutu, and a grey shirt and black vans. "Princess!" I smiled. She ran up to me. And of course. I picked her up and kissed her cheek. "How are you?" "Good. Sabby trying to dress me" "Well I think you are just fine." Sabby came into view. "There you are! We need to get you into a vest, and curl your hair!" "No, she is fine! Its only a day in the park, not a vogue model shoot." I said she looked down. "I forgot I was dressing a little girl." She said. "Go home Sab. As much as we love you. Go home." She just nodded and got her things and left. She must have been really tired. She looked half dead. "Okay, now lets go watch some telly while the rest get ready." She just nodded and rested her head on my shoulder as I carried her to the couch. We sat down next to each other and her bright eyes lit up as SpongeBob came on. It was her favorite show. Maybe because it was the first thing she had watched. But she enjoyed it. "Lou Boo, promise me something." She knew I would do anything in her gullible baby voice. "Anything my sweet princess." "Promise you will never leave me." She looked up at me with her big eyes. "I promise. I will never ever, ever leave you." I said kissing her forehead. She smiled a big smile. I knew I did something right, then watched as she ran off towards the door. It shut quietly and I heard Zayn's laugh.
Zayn's POV.
I walked inside to find Em standing there waiting for me. "Zaynie!" She quietly said. I laughed and finally replied. "Yes love?" I said as I picked her up. "Do you love me?" "Yes your my little princess." She gave me her cutest smile. "Then promise me. You will never leave me." "I P.R.O.M.I.S.E!" She giggled and signaled to be put down. Which I did. And she ran up the steps. I went and sat by Louis, eh had the cheesiest grin I had ever saw plastered on his face.
Emma's POV.
I hopped up the steps to Niall's room. And peeked in. "Daddy? Canz I come in?" "Yeah sweetheart." I happily skipped inside and sat on his bed. He came out of his bathroom pulling on his shirt. "Daddy, will you promise me something?"
Niall's POV.
"Yeah sweetheart, anything.' I said sitting down next to her. "Will you always be there for me? And NEVER leave me?" "Of course sweat heart. I promise." I said giving her a big kiss on her forehead. She smiled her huge precious smile. "I love you daddy." "I love you too sweat heart." I said wrapping my arms around her in a tight embrace. She then wiggled out of it and ran back downstairs I followed her. But instead she went to the door. And I sat down next to Lou.
Emma's POV.
Next came Liam. "LEEYUM! Do you love me?" "Yeah sweetie!" "Then promise to never ever leave me!" "I promise!" He gave me the tightest hug. He put me down and went to sit with the rest of them.. Just need harry.
Niall's POV.
We were chatting about if we were spongebob who would be our Patrick?
Harry's POV.
Everyone was already inside. I could tell because of the cars. I opened the door and shut it quietly. And when I turned around Emma's was standing there with an innocent smile. Her hands behind her back. And she was twisting around. Like a little innocent girl. She was so cute! I could just pin- snap out of it HARRY! You aren't suppose to show you like her! "Hazzy! Can I ask you something?" She looked up at me with her big eyes. And hopeful smile. "Sure?" I Shrugged. "Do you promise you will never leave me? Pwease?" I looked at her. "Fine." I mumbled. She smiled and her eyes lit up, she ran to me and hugged my legs. It was so cute.
*memory over still Harry's pov*
Yeah I remember that day. It made me happy to think she was happy. Then I frowned. We had also broken that promise. In less then a year. We were the worst people ever. Breaking that promise was like, telling a hopeful 5 year old that Santa Claus was fake. And their parent's dress up like him so if they get caught. They wont have to explain what they were doing. And that is cold. REAL COLD!
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