Not So Little
Still hating Muscle Memory
Emma's Pov.
He got the message, and instantly let me go. "I'm sorry you feel that way." He looked down fresh tears spilling on to his damp cheeks. "Dammit! Liam you can't do that to me! making me feel bad for what happened. For what ALL of you did to me!!! Leaving me in the dust to dissolve away in my own time." He just nodded.
Now I really feel bad. I mean they didn't kick me out. So they knew I was still around. And they have talked to me... a few times in the years. At least. Anyways, I give up. "I'm sorry its just.. I'm sorry Leeyum!!!!!" I hugged him. "No your right. Its not okay for a family too leave behind another family member!" He replied. "Please don't say that." He pushed me off and sat back on the couch. Letting those once silent tears, become heard. I should have never came into their lives. It would have been easy. They could just have normal lives. Normal children. And the bitchy daughter. "You know what. Fine I will go back to Nick. You guys have fucking fun at Sean's party!" I yelled at them. I have mixed feelings. I kinda feel like one of those girls just starting out on their period. Too much hormones to handle in one time. I mean it. From I hate you too I didn't mean it, back to I hate you. Those are my feelings. I was cut out of my thoughts by loud sobs. I looked down at the guys faces. Zayn had his silent tears. Harry and Louis hugging eachother. "Look what I've done. I should have never been so stupid. You would have gone into Nando's and ate. And I would have gone to live my life on the streets. Like a street rat should." I muttered. I walked out the door, knocking into someone. I looked up. "Dammit, Niall! WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU!?!" I yelled. Yup my down fall. Here it comes. "WHY THE HELL WERE YOU IN MY HOUSE AND YET PISSED OFF AT ME?" He yelled back. "Because. I FUCKING HATE MUSCLE MEMORY! After 13 dam years I still am use to walking threw the door. And to my basement. Were I locked my self away. Since Valeria is such a fucking bitch. And hates my guts for no reason! And my only friends are Coco, and Nick! And I only met one today. So you know what. You have nothing to say to me. Since all you do, is ignore me. So good fucking day!" I yelled storming down the road, and towards my new found home.
He got the message, and instantly let me go. "I'm sorry you feel that way." He looked down fresh tears spilling on to his damp cheeks. "Dammit! Liam you can't do that to me! making me feel bad for what happened. For what ALL of you did to me!!! Leaving me in the dust to dissolve away in my own time." He just nodded.
Now I really feel bad. I mean they didn't kick me out. So they knew I was still around. And they have talked to me... a few times in the years. At least. Anyways, I give up. "I'm sorry its just.. I'm sorry Leeyum!!!!!" I hugged him. "No your right. Its not okay for a family too leave behind another family member!" He replied. "Please don't say that." He pushed me off and sat back on the couch. Letting those once silent tears, become heard. I should have never came into their lives. It would have been easy. They could just have normal lives. Normal children. And the bitchy daughter. "You know what. Fine I will go back to Nick. You guys have fucking fun at Sean's party!" I yelled at them. I have mixed feelings. I kinda feel like one of those girls just starting out on their period. Too much hormones to handle in one time. I mean it. From I hate you too I didn't mean it, back to I hate you. Those are my feelings. I was cut out of my thoughts by loud sobs. I looked down at the guys faces. Zayn had his silent tears. Harry and Louis hugging eachother. "Look what I've done. I should have never been so stupid. You would have gone into Nando's and ate. And I would have gone to live my life on the streets. Like a street rat should." I muttered. I walked out the door, knocking into someone. I looked up. "Dammit, Niall! WHY THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU!?!" I yelled. Yup my down fall. Here it comes. "WHY THE HELL WERE YOU IN MY HOUSE AND YET PISSED OFF AT ME?" He yelled back. "Because. I FUCKING HATE MUSCLE MEMORY! After 13 dam years I still am use to walking threw the door. And to my basement. Were I locked my self away. Since Valeria is such a fucking bitch. And hates my guts for no reason! And my only friends are Coco, and Nick! And I only met one today. So you know what. You have nothing to say to me. Since all you do, is ignore me. So good fucking day!" I yelled storming down the road, and towards my new found home.
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