Not So Little
The Start.
Em's POV.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. *Beep beep beep* it was 5:19. I got up and showered then trudged to my room. And put on new pj's. I quietly sung happy birthday to me. And went back to bed. I was only turning 6 when everyone turned their backs to me. And now here I am. About to turn 18. I remember the day when Sean was born. It happened to be the day of my birthday. The day I wish I had died. I was technically the daughter of Niall. But he never talks to me anymore, and is always busy with his real daughters. And even on my birthday he never comes up to me and says "Hey Emma Happy Birthday. I love you." I wish I did. When I was 5, everything started to happened. The band broke up. Everyone was already married. But when I turned 6. I thought I would at least get a good morning hug.
*Memory*
I walked down the stairs to find Ni cooking breakfast. I pulled on his shirtsleeve. "Guess what!' I was really excited, it was going to be my first birthday with them. "What princess?" "Today's my b-" His phone started to ring. "Hold that thought, I need to answer this." He stopped what he was doing and left the room and answered the phone.
Niall's POV.
I left the room and picked up. "Hello?" "Hey, Sarah's water broke. We are at the hospital. Now get your arse here. With the boys!" He yelled and hung up. I sent a quick message.
To: Haz, Li, Z, Per, Az, Syd.
Sarah's Water BROKE! HOSPITAL A.S.A.P!
I shoved my phone into my pocket. And I heard racing down the steps. "Why are you waiting? LETS GO!" Azha yelled. We both bolted out the door. I felt like I forgot something. Nothing popped into mind. So I shrugged it off and we arrived at the hospital.
Em's POV.
I looked around the house. "Niall? NIALL! NIALL!?!?!"I cried out. no one was home. It was that easy to forget about me. I was both hurt, and not surprised. I went to my room and curled up in bed crying my eyes out. After expecting to have a 'family' day. Were we got to hang out together. Instead no one was home.
*Memory Over*
I smiled at the memory of my dog Sparkle jumping onto the bed and cuddling. Then thought of the day she died. I was so devistated. I knew she would die, and leave me. Like everything good does. But soon after I got a new dog her name is Coco. And is now 1 year old. I smiled at the thought. She could have a fulfilled life. With me as her parent. And tons of fun. Mean while my parent is off busy as fuck never wanting to talk to me. "get up off your bed. Today your helping plan Sean's birthday." Niall said. I bursted into tears. He didn't even care about me. I got up out of bed, changed into some clothes and ran out of the house. With Coco In my arms. No one knew this. But I always was wearing 3 necklaces, and one bracelet hidden.... or under my clothes. My N necklace for Ni.... I miss talking to him. An airplane necklace for Haz. Even though he hated me all those years I still miss him. And being his partner of crime. I cried harder. And walked past some stranger he heard me crying and turned to face me. "Are you okay?" I just nodded still walking. And he followed .-. ."Leave me alone!" I sobbed. "No, tell me what's wrong. I don't like seeing people upset." He stated he moved closer. "No one loves me anymore." I cried harder. "They don't even remember*sniff* my birthday." He took his jacket off and wrapped it around me. Gaining looks from a group of boys from my high school. They were acting like I was some contagion. Worse of all. Sean was standing in the middle of it. Looking at me, like he had never seen me. Maybe it was because I ended up being locked into the basement for half my life. Or because Niall never told him about me. But I always caught word of Sean. "Just go away. Like everyone else." "No. I'm not everyone else and your not shoving me out of your life." He took me by the hand and led me to a bench. I talked about what was wrong and he just listened. Ignoring all the weird looks and whispers. I told him everything there was too know about me. After a while of talking about me we switched over. My tear were dry. And I was smiling and laughing at his funny jokes and comments. "So my name is Nick, I'm 19. My family died when I was 14. In a car accident. I was sent to an orphanage. And ran away when I was 16. Then finished high school. And work at Starbucks for minimal wage. I had a twin sister, named Veronica. She died in the crash. I got over it even though I felt like I was torn in half. Which I guess I was. Since we were twins and all, I love dogs. Allergic to cats. Like the color purple. I love ice cream, and pizza. I'm a geek. And I use to play football. But I didn't like it." "Interesting. So your family is dead. And I don't have one." I said looking away. "Hey you have one. Its me, you and Coco!" I smiled, and gave him a hug. He felt warm, and cozy. I thought about the moment Lou first picked me up 13 years ago. Once again I cried and tried to hide the endless tears, but it didn't work.
Sean's POV.
I was hanging out with my mates, and then I saw a random girl crying. She seemed familiar. She had tears racing down her cheeks, and walked past some guy. They chatted and when she spotted me she cried harder. And they kept on chatting. Something is up with that girl and I don't aim to find out on my birthday.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. *Beep beep beep* it was 5:19. I got up and showered then trudged to my room. And put on new pj's. I quietly sung happy birthday to me. And went back to bed. I was only turning 6 when everyone turned their backs to me. And now here I am. About to turn 18. I remember the day when Sean was born. It happened to be the day of my birthday. The day I wish I had died. I was technically the daughter of Niall. But he never talks to me anymore, and is always busy with his real daughters. And even on my birthday he never comes up to me and says "Hey Emma Happy Birthday. I love you." I wish I did. When I was 5, everything started to happened. The band broke up. Everyone was already married. But when I turned 6. I thought I would at least get a good morning hug.
*Memory*
I walked down the stairs to find Ni cooking breakfast. I pulled on his shirtsleeve. "Guess what!' I was really excited, it was going to be my first birthday with them. "What princess?" "Today's my b-" His phone started to ring. "Hold that thought, I need to answer this." He stopped what he was doing and left the room and answered the phone.
Niall's POV.
I left the room and picked up. "Hello?" "Hey, Sarah's water broke. We are at the hospital. Now get your arse here. With the boys!" He yelled and hung up. I sent a quick message.
To: Haz, Li, Z, Per, Az, Syd.
Sarah's Water BROKE! HOSPITAL A.S.A.P!
I shoved my phone into my pocket. And I heard racing down the steps. "Why are you waiting? LETS GO!" Azha yelled. We both bolted out the door. I felt like I forgot something. Nothing popped into mind. So I shrugged it off and we arrived at the hospital.
Em's POV.
I looked around the house. "Niall? NIALL! NIALL!?!?!"I cried out. no one was home. It was that easy to forget about me. I was both hurt, and not surprised. I went to my room and curled up in bed crying my eyes out. After expecting to have a 'family' day. Were we got to hang out together. Instead no one was home.
*Memory Over*
I smiled at the memory of my dog Sparkle jumping onto the bed and cuddling. Then thought of the day she died. I was so devistated. I knew she would die, and leave me. Like everything good does. But soon after I got a new dog her name is Coco. And is now 1 year old. I smiled at the thought. She could have a fulfilled life. With me as her parent. And tons of fun. Mean while my parent is off busy as fuck never wanting to talk to me. "get up off your bed. Today your helping plan Sean's birthday." Niall said. I bursted into tears. He didn't even care about me. I got up out of bed, changed into some clothes and ran out of the house. With Coco In my arms. No one knew this. But I always was wearing 3 necklaces, and one bracelet hidden.... or under my clothes. My N necklace for Ni.... I miss talking to him. An airplane necklace for Haz. Even though he hated me all those years I still miss him. And being his partner of crime. I cried harder. And walked past some stranger he heard me crying and turned to face me. "Are you okay?" I just nodded still walking. And he followed .-. ."Leave me alone!" I sobbed. "No, tell me what's wrong. I don't like seeing people upset." He stated he moved closer. "No one loves me anymore." I cried harder. "They don't even remember*sniff* my birthday." He took his jacket off and wrapped it around me. Gaining looks from a group of boys from my high school. They were acting like I was some contagion. Worse of all. Sean was standing in the middle of it. Looking at me, like he had never seen me. Maybe it was because I ended up being locked into the basement for half my life. Or because Niall never told him about me. But I always caught word of Sean. "Just go away. Like everyone else." "No. I'm not everyone else and your not shoving me out of your life." He took me by the hand and led me to a bench. I talked about what was wrong and he just listened. Ignoring all the weird looks and whispers. I told him everything there was too know about me. After a while of talking about me we switched over. My tear were dry. And I was smiling and laughing at his funny jokes and comments. "So my name is Nick, I'm 19. My family died when I was 14. In a car accident. I was sent to an orphanage. And ran away when I was 16. Then finished high school. And work at Starbucks for minimal wage. I had a twin sister, named Veronica. She died in the crash. I got over it even though I felt like I was torn in half. Which I guess I was. Since we were twins and all, I love dogs. Allergic to cats. Like the color purple. I love ice cream, and pizza. I'm a geek. And I use to play football. But I didn't like it." "Interesting. So your family is dead. And I don't have one." I said looking away. "Hey you have one. Its me, you and Coco!" I smiled, and gave him a hug. He felt warm, and cozy. I thought about the moment Lou first picked me up 13 years ago. Once again I cried and tried to hide the endless tears, but it didn't work.
Sean's POV.
I was hanging out with my mates, and then I saw a random girl crying. She seemed familiar. She had tears racing down her cheeks, and walked past some guy. They chatted and when she spotted me she cried harder. And they kept on chatting. Something is up with that girl and I don't aim to find out on my birthday.
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