All Because of You

Rubys POV

Eleanor was sitting on the couch beside herself. But I knew what we where doing was for the best. I knew it.
The doorbell rang multiple times making me jump. "Just like high school" I muttered to Perrie, who's stood beside me. "Just like high school" she agreed. And I scurried to open the door. "Where is she?" He'd demanded looking behind us. "On the couch" I said stepping aside so he could make his way in. His face fell and he turned to us. "You've got to be kidding me." "Common Harry, take her home, have some fun" I pleaded. "Are you serious? She's wasted and engaged" he almost yelled. I cowered backwards. "Look Harry, it worked last time we did it didn't it?" Perrie spit at him. But his face became hard. "She ended up leaving" he muttered thought gritted teeth, "that wasn't our fault! That was Melissa's!" I defended. He gave Kaitlin one last glance, "I'm outta here" and just like that he left.
"That didn't go as planned"

Harry's POV

I drove home furious, I gripped the wheel tightly. I can't believe I fell for that! I'm such an idiot!

-days later-

Kaitlin's POV

We where at the church, and by we I mean the ENTIRE gang. It was a practice run for the wedding. Which was TOMORROW! Eleanor told me what happened the the bachelorette party. And I honestly wasn't mad. And some piece of me actually respected harry for what he did, but I wonder what would have happened if he had brought me home. I don't know, maybe it would actually have changed something. Anthony comes later tonight anyway. I stood behind my beautiful best friend in an angle facing Harry. The best man. I know they set this up. I just know it. The end of the rehearsal I went to set up my photography equipment in the back hall when someone grabbed my arm,
And by someone I mean Mr. Styles . "I just want to make sure you know what happened that night..."
"Eleanor explained" I muttered turning from him. But that didn't stop him.
"You don't know how badly I wanted to bring you home with me that night" he whispered in my ear. A shiver went done my back. "To feel you again. To be with you again. Just you and me.... Ever wish things could go..back to how they were?" He continued. My back still faced him I but I could imagine those green eyes, my mouth was dry and y head was clothed with faded memories. And I convinced myself in wasn't thinking when I said. "You can have me now. Right here, right now" and I almost choked on the words. He turned me around, "you don't mean that" he said gripping my shoulders. But I stared blankly at him. "Kaitlin tell me you don't mean that" he said again. "But I do" he looked around and grabbed my hand and led me down a hall and up a flight of stairs,

There was a storage room filled with boxes that he led me to and shut the door.
"You realize Anthony comes later tonight right?" He asked with disbelieve in his eyes. Not disbelieve in Anthony coming tonight, but disbelieve in me, and him, in a storage room pressed together. Hungry to rip the others clothes off. I nodded. "But I want you now"
I put his hands behind my back and unzipped my dress. "And you know, once we do this. You won't be able to keep me away form you any longer then you already have" his breath was hot, and inches from my mouth. And I craved him, and I nodded taking off his deep blue tie. "Then what are we waiting for" he grumbled as we attacked each others body in an entwined mess in a crammed storage room.

"Kaitlin, Harry!" We both jumped as we heard a small female voice calling our names.
Eleanor.
Thats when I noticed we've been "missing" from the rest of a group about thirty minutes
"Quick get changed" I mumbled jumping into my dress as he pulled his pants up.
"You go out first, she's probably down the hall by now. I'll be out in a bit" Harry whispered pushing me out the door as I put my shoes on . He was right. She was down the hall and facing the opposite direction.
"Yes Eleanor?" I called scurrying toward her as fast as I could in These god for saken heels. She turned around and looked at me wide eyed. "Where have you been!" She yelled gripping my shoulders. "And why are you walking weird?"
"I tripped and fell so I was.... Sitting in one of the rooms to......"
" Your a horrible liar" she said putting a hand on her hip. I gave a sheepish smile and heard a creaking sound and looked behind me as Harry appeared from the storage room. And looked at us wide eyed as if he expected us to be gone by now. I glanced back at Eleanor who looked shocked.
"You didn't!" She half whispered half yelled at me hitting my arm. I bit my lip nervously and hung my head low
. " Anthony will probably be at Ruby's when we get home!
You know your fiancé!" She yelled. I covered her mouth it's my hand.
"Eleanor I need you to keep quiet. I NEED you to" I pleaded. I felt Harry's large body shadow over me. "We need you to" he corrected me. She looked at Harry then back at me again and nodded. So I released her mouth. "You better get your shit together, the both of you!" She scolded. Like a mother yelling at a child, but I knew that ment she'd keep quiet so I hugged her. "Lets go back before everyone gets worried that were gone" she said rolling her eyes. I gave Harry a look saying "she's on our side" and he shot one back saying "thank god" we walked back down where the entire group was waiting. "The bloody hell where you guys?!" Louis yelled.
"Harry was taking a smoke and Kaitlin was having heel problems" Eleanor quickly summed up. It took a second before everyone nodded and started talking among themselves. I let out a sigh feeling relieved.

"Ready for tomorrow?" I asked Ruby who look so jittery she nodded. And smiled. This is gonna be perfect. We all headed out to the parking lot. Harry was gonna drive me back to Ruby's so the soon to be married couple can have some time by themselves.
He opened the door for me then got in himself. And we started our drive back to the house.
"So photography huh?" He said eyes locked on the road. "Yep" I said letting out a sigh. I don't know where to go from here in our "relationship" "what's so important about it to you? What makes it special?".
"What do you mean?"
"I mean a "bad girl" like you having a career like photography, just doesn't seem right" I glared at him
“I already told you, It is a cruel, art form.Capturing moments that should be released, free into the universe "
There were a few moments of silence.
"What happened to you Kaitlin" he said. At first I didn't think I heard him right.
"What?"
"What happened to you, Kaitlin. What did you become and how? You where so innocent, so fresh, so different, I just wanna know how you changed"
......
"You know how" I managed
"True. But I'd like to hear the words come from you"
i inhaled a deep breath and decided to let it all out
" I was hurt, multiple times. And I realized the next hurt is always coming, always close by... The only way the only way though is to bury it deep in your gut and it hurts. And sometimes it hurts so much that you forget what pains you. And you just don't even feel it anymore. But you know it's still there"

My voice cracked. Was I really spilling my guys to him? All of it? Was I even sure about this?

"Is that way you always look so sad?" He asked

. "I always tell myself I don't have many feelings, even when something dose affect me I am only a tiny bit moved, I almost never let myself cry, it's not that i think I'm stronger then those who do. They have...courage. Feelings are a brave thing...They make you stronger"
My voice trailed off,

As we approached the house I noticed a familiar car in Ruby's drive way. "He's here" I muttered. Harry parked next to the curb and I noticed Anthony waiting outside, waiting for me.
"What are you gonna do?" He asked. Instead of answering I step out of the car into Anthony's embrace.
"I've missed you Kate" he whispered into my neck. But I kept thinking of Harry in the he car behind me. He kissed my lips. "What's wrong?" He asked looking into my eyes
. "Nothing I'm so happy your here" I said smiling kissing him again. I no longer worried about Harry watching. I heard his care start and he drove off. "Who drove you home?" He asked looking at the leaving car.
"Harry" I said silently. And he shot me a glare. "Just to give the almost newly weds some time alone on there drive home before you and I got here, the ride was completely silent" I said in one breath before he could say anything. His face softened and hi wrapped his arms around me and led me into the house.

Ruby and Niall were in there room. It was loud and clear what they were doing.
"Ready to go to bed?" Anthony said leaning his chin on the top of my head. I nodded hesitantly and we headed to the guest room. Once we both changed and got into bed he asked
"How's it been here without your beloved fiance you missed so much" he said in a joking matter.
I smiled nervously.
"It was good, I'm really excited for Ruby. I'm actually her maid of honor" I smiled at the last part. "Have you been thinking about our wedding that is a few months away?" He asked smiling, my heart slowed.
"Yeah"
I said in the moth enthused voice I could.
"Ruby is definitely the maid of honor and.... Danielle and Perrie and Eleanor and my cousin Martha for brides maids and....."
"I mean are you excited about you know us... Starting a family and being....married" he said grabbing my hand.
"Oh.. Yeah. I'm really excited, this is going to be perfect... Just you..and me.... Together.." "forever" he finished. He turned off the lamp making it completely dark in the room. We both got under the covers and I'm assuming he went right to sleep.
I faced the wall eyes open thinking on how the hell am I supposed to do this..

Notes

I am soo So so so so so sorry. You have all right to hate me. But I'm back into writing!!
Love you:********************
what do you think? huh? Like? Don't like?
Answer me!!!!!!!!!
Make predictions! lol I sound like my reading teacher. (Kill me now)
so mah amigos....... Rubys getting married and so is Kaitlin? Do you think she's gonna got brought with is? What bout Harry? Drama lurkes in every corner.....
Kaitlin you slut