All Because of You

Zayn's POV

I walked the hallways pacing back and fourth, Jasmine is in urgent care. shes to premature. But luckily Perrie's been pregnant longer then she assumed. the doctor told us that it is rare for women to not know their pregnant. I know Perrie feels at fault. and i want to comfort her, I really do, But I cant i'm too distracted too overwhelmed Know why? Because
1.) i'm a father
2.) my daughter is in urgent care and her LIFE IS ON THE LINE
3.) Kaitlin's in a COMA
4.) My girlfriend was tied up and tortured and I didn't KNOW
and
5.) I was about to go harass the woman who saved my girl and daughter's life, but it doesn't matter because she KILLED HERSELF

Harry's POV

Her breathing is getting better, as in she can breath on her own. they removed some of her tubes and shes getting better. slowly, but it's still something. I haven,t left her side, and I'm never going to, never again. or maybe just the opposite, maybe bad things happen around me. i cant keep living like this, worrying about her, like if i turn my head someone who has it out for me takes her, kidnaps her, and worse, even tries to kill her. It's too much. For me... For her.. For the both of us. I looked at her calm sleeping body and decided it's time to make a decision.

Kaitlins POV

I've been here before. on the verge of death. the white light, the collage of your life flashing behind your eyes. it's come to be a regular thing hasn't it? Last time, i do recall.. I had a choice. to go, or to stay. But this time, there wasn't a choice. The answer was obvious.
I saw the insides of my eyelids flutter, my eyelashes hung low but I could still see the ceiling above me. "GUYS! GET IN HERE!" someone shouted. No, not someone, Louis. It was Louis. i felt his hand grab mine and squeeze it tight. "Easy" I croaked shifting my hand under his. I turned to face him and his eyes lit up like a Christmas tree.
"Kaitlin don't you EVER do something like this again" he said. i gave him the best smile i could manage and moved my head the slightest bit to see the rest of the gang standing there even Ruby and Niall which makes me wonder how long I've been gone. but everyone was here All but Zayn, Perrie, and.... Harry.
I looked around again at all the happy bright faces and looked back at Louis, Who read my mind. "Kaitlin, you need to rest" Ruby said, tears in here eyes.I tried my best to sit up but a million hands ushered me back.
"I've been restingfor god knows how long" I barley managed to escape my lips.i turned back to Louis who hasn't let go of my hand.
"Where is he" I whispered. Louis bit his lip and I looked back at everyone once more.
"We don't know"
it stopped. everything stopped. The world stopped spinning, my heart stopped beating (irony because that's basically happened) and time just stood still, for the smallest fraction of a second, everything just... Stopped.
I pushed myself up regarding the hands restraining me and the monitor attached to me beeping its head off. "Kaitlin, please stop!" Eleanor cried. I looked up at her. How dare she, how dare she tell me to stop, to slow down, to rest. When everything is in check for her, nothing bad ever happens to her, to Louis, to Niall and Ruby and Danielle, none of them know pain, none of them know my pain. I glared at her and leaned my head back against the back board of the stupid ugly hospital bed. this stupid FUCKING hospital bed.
"Kaitlin, just take a moment, breath honey, please" Ruby. she stood at the other side of the FUCKING hospital bed and grabbed my other hand. I had the urge to pull away, from her, from Louis. But I didn't. Not because I didn't want too, but because I didn't have the energy too.

I shut my eyes again.

When I woke up I heard a faint cry and I immediately shot opened my eyes.
Perrie holding a small child was my view. A VERY small child. I actually smiled at the sight. Perrie looked right at me and beamed. "Jasmine Kate Malik , Meet your Aunt Kaitlin" she whispered playfully to the baby but still looking at me. "K-Kate?" I choked. Perrie nodded.
"After the bravest woman I know"
a salty tear made its way to the corner of my mouth I didn't even know was there. I was able to push myself up again, it was hard and painful, but a bit easier then last time.
"Can I hold her?" I cried, I now felt the pool of tears forcing in my eyes. Perrie smiled and gently handed my the small human, and I do mean small. She couldn't have been any bigger then from my wrist to my elbow.
"She's so tiny" I whispered looking at her eyes that looked so much like her mothers.
"Yeah, shes been through a lot these past few weeks" Perrie agreed staying close to the bed. I looked up at her.
"weeks?" I asked. Perries face drained a bit of its color. she nodded.
"How long have I been out?" I asked terrified to know the answer.
she hesitated, looking for the right words.
"You've been in and out of consciousness for the past two and a half weeks hon"

Notes

it's been a while huh?