My bully's boyfriend
Does it really matter?
"Look, do you wanna go out tonight?" he asked, casually. I stopped in my tracks at his question and turned to him.
"What?" I said, matter-of-factly.
"Do. You. Wanna. Go. Out. Tonight?" he asked, slowly, with the smirk still plastered on his lips. This question made me ask myself a thousand questions, maybe more.
"Why?" I asked after a while.
"Because." he shrugged his shoulders.
"Because why?" I said. I was getting impatient because I wanted to buy and eat my lunch.
"Does it really matter?" he asked, getting impatient as well. I could tell by his tone of voice. He was shuffling uncomfortably, shoving his hands in the front pocket of his jeans.
"Yes. It does really matter."
"Well, that's for me to know, and for you to find out." he said. He stepped a little closer. "Wear something nice, I'll pick you up at 7"
"You don't even know where I live." I retorted.
"Give me your phone." he said, holding out his hand. I searched my bag until I felt something rectangle and phone-like. I pulled it out and gave it to him. I think he was putting his number in my phone because the next thing he did he held the phone to his ear. His phone suddenly rang and he hung up. He then handed the phone back to me.
"Now that you have my number and I have yours, I'll call you. I'll see you later."
"But, I don't want to g-" I started before he cut me off.
"And don't doubt me!" he said before walking off with a smirk on his face. Don't doubt what? - I thought to myself.
"That was weird" I muttered to myself.
"YOU'RE WEIRD!" someone yelled at me as they walked past. I shook my head slightly and headed to the cafeteria. Today's special was butter chicken. I LOVE BUTTER CHICKEN!! I lined up and checked my phone for any messages. None. So, I decided to call my aunt.
After three rings, she picked up. "Hello?"
"Hey, aunt Louise."
"Hey, Rosie. How ya going? Sorry, I had to leave a note. If I had known earlier, I would've told you yesterday, or before you went to sleep. I got the call at like 3 in the morning, rushed around to find my clothes, shoved them in a suitcase and raced to the car. I didn't want to wake you up. Sorry, darling." I nodded in acception, even though she can't see me."
"I'm okay. Marcel isn't at school, he's got the stomach bug and it's alright, don't worry about it. So, how's grandma doing? Is she okay?"
"Hope he gets better soon. Grandma, yeah, she's just got the flu. It's quite bad for her condition. I just hope she gets better too. She's here in bed, asleep. John's here, helping taking care of her."
"True. I hope she gets better too. Say hi to John for me, please?" I say as I move up in line.
"Sure." I heard her whisper that I said hi. He said hi back. John is my uncle. Louise and John are the only family I have, apart from my grandmother. My grandpa died before I was born. Both Louise and John have no children, but they're both dating. My aunt returned to the phone.
"Sorry, hun, but I gotta go, the nurse said that the visiting hours are over and we need to leave."
"Oh, okay. It's alright. I'm next in line. I'll let you go and have another chat sometime tonight."
"Okay, bye hun. Stay strong and I love you."
"Love you too, bye." I hung up, before walking up to the cash register. The canteen lady was a different one to last week's. This week's canteen lady acts like she hates this job. "Hi, could I get a small tray of butter chicken and a bottle of water, please?" I asked. She nodded and went and got my order. She came back with the same expression on her face. "That's $2.50" I gave her a confused look, "It's half price today." I made an 'O' shape with my mouth with a surprised look and gave her the coins, exact change. I gave her a smile, and her face lit up. It looked like I had brightened someone's day. She smiled back before I looked away and walked off.
I walk out of the cafeteria building and out to the hills. I check the time on my phone, to see if I have enough time to walk up the hill and eat my food. I had 25 minutes left. So I can!
I walk up the hill, slowly, careful not to spill my lunch or drop my bag. I made it and sat down. It felt nice to sit outside. Once I got comfortable, I opened up my container and ate. I was so hungry, I didn't eat much in the first lunch break. The main thoughts that had been circling my head was that Niall and I were 'going out' tonight. I don't know whether he was joking or if he meant it. But I didn't want to go.
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I'm at home, debating with myself on whether I should get ready for this 'going out' tonight with Niall, or just stay in my normal clothes until he comes and say that I don't want to go. Yeah, I think second option is best for me. Plus, I don't even know what to do on a date, even if this was one. It was 5, so two hours before he gets here. I sat on the counter, thinking of what I should do...
I had an idea. I bake when I'm bored, so I'll make some chocolate Crunch. I grab all the ingredients, which was flour, sugar, cocoa, shredded coconut, crushed weetbix and butter. I grabbed a big mixing bowl and added all the ingredients, making sure that I melted the butter before pouring it in. I mixed it all together until there was no flour or anything light coloured, making sure that the mixture was moist, but dry.
I popped it into a small tray and cranked the heat up on the oven. I put the tray in the oven and now I have to wait for it to be cooked!
I jumped the couch and landed swiftly on my backside. I flipped on the television, turning it to some music video channel. It was a short Maroon 5 playlist and Payphone was in the middle of it's video clip. Adam Levine is my celebrity crush. But I'm no good for him because I'm not a model. He'll only go for models. I understand.
I sing along with the verses and the chorus'. But when it comes to the bridge, which is the rap by Wiz Khalifa, I stay quiet and listen because I don't know the rap. Lawl.
I hear the alarm beep, indicating that my chocolate crunch is ready! I ran to the kitchen and take it out, with the oven gloves of course, and place it in the middle of the heatproof mat sitting on the counter. I wait for it to cool down before I start making it's icing. I grab some icing sugar, some milk and some more cocoa. I put the icing in first in another mixing bowl and and then a small amount of cocoa. Then, I add milk, and keep adding it with a bit more cocoa until I'm satisfied with it's thickness. When I'm finished, I wrap the bowl in some cling wrap and leave it on the bench before I use to cover the chocolate crunch.
I walk back to the lounge room and check the clock and saw that it was nearly 6. I don't know whether if I should go with Niall. What if something bad happens, and nobody's around? What if he does something and I'm not home before my curfew? What if he brings his friends and they make fun of me? What if he makes fun of me? What am I going to do? I'm not only going to be known as the nerd, but a gullible person too. I'm so paranoid about this, I shouldn't even go. Yeah, I shouldn't. Then it's settled. I won't go. Simple as that.
"What?" I said, matter-of-factly.
"Do. You. Wanna. Go. Out. Tonight?" he asked, slowly, with the smirk still plastered on his lips. This question made me ask myself a thousand questions, maybe more.
"Why?" I asked after a while.
"Because." he shrugged his shoulders.
"Because why?" I said. I was getting impatient because I wanted to buy and eat my lunch.
"Does it really matter?" he asked, getting impatient as well. I could tell by his tone of voice. He was shuffling uncomfortably, shoving his hands in the front pocket of his jeans.
"Yes. It does really matter."
"Well, that's for me to know, and for you to find out." he said. He stepped a little closer. "Wear something nice, I'll pick you up at 7"
"You don't even know where I live." I retorted.
"Give me your phone." he said, holding out his hand. I searched my bag until I felt something rectangle and phone-like. I pulled it out and gave it to him. I think he was putting his number in my phone because the next thing he did he held the phone to his ear. His phone suddenly rang and he hung up. He then handed the phone back to me.
"Now that you have my number and I have yours, I'll call you. I'll see you later."
"But, I don't want to g-" I started before he cut me off.
"And don't doubt me!" he said before walking off with a smirk on his face. Don't doubt what? - I thought to myself.
"That was weird" I muttered to myself.
"YOU'RE WEIRD!" someone yelled at me as they walked past. I shook my head slightly and headed to the cafeteria. Today's special was butter chicken. I LOVE BUTTER CHICKEN!! I lined up and checked my phone for any messages. None. So, I decided to call my aunt.
After three rings, she picked up. "Hello?"
"Hey, aunt Louise."
"Hey, Rosie. How ya going? Sorry, I had to leave a note. If I had known earlier, I would've told you yesterday, or before you went to sleep. I got the call at like 3 in the morning, rushed around to find my clothes, shoved them in a suitcase and raced to the car. I didn't want to wake you up. Sorry, darling." I nodded in acception, even though she can't see me."
"I'm okay. Marcel isn't at school, he's got the stomach bug and it's alright, don't worry about it. So, how's grandma doing? Is she okay?"
"Hope he gets better soon. Grandma, yeah, she's just got the flu. It's quite bad for her condition. I just hope she gets better too. She's here in bed, asleep. John's here, helping taking care of her."
"True. I hope she gets better too. Say hi to John for me, please?" I say as I move up in line.
"Sure." I heard her whisper that I said hi. He said hi back. John is my uncle. Louise and John are the only family I have, apart from my grandmother. My grandpa died before I was born. Both Louise and John have no children, but they're both dating. My aunt returned to the phone.
"Sorry, hun, but I gotta go, the nurse said that the visiting hours are over and we need to leave."
"Oh, okay. It's alright. I'm next in line. I'll let you go and have another chat sometime tonight."
"Okay, bye hun. Stay strong and I love you."
"Love you too, bye." I hung up, before walking up to the cash register. The canteen lady was a different one to last week's. This week's canteen lady acts like she hates this job. "Hi, could I get a small tray of butter chicken and a bottle of water, please?" I asked. She nodded and went and got my order. She came back with the same expression on her face. "That's $2.50" I gave her a confused look, "It's half price today." I made an 'O' shape with my mouth with a surprised look and gave her the coins, exact change. I gave her a smile, and her face lit up. It looked like I had brightened someone's day. She smiled back before I looked away and walked off.
I walk out of the cafeteria building and out to the hills. I check the time on my phone, to see if I have enough time to walk up the hill and eat my food. I had 25 minutes left. So I can!
I walk up the hill, slowly, careful not to spill my lunch or drop my bag. I made it and sat down. It felt nice to sit outside. Once I got comfortable, I opened up my container and ate. I was so hungry, I didn't eat much in the first lunch break. The main thoughts that had been circling my head was that Niall and I were 'going out' tonight. I don't know whether he was joking or if he meant it. But I didn't want to go.
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I'm at home, debating with myself on whether I should get ready for this 'going out' tonight with Niall, or just stay in my normal clothes until he comes and say that I don't want to go. Yeah, I think second option is best for me. Plus, I don't even know what to do on a date, even if this was one. It was 5, so two hours before he gets here. I sat on the counter, thinking of what I should do...
I had an idea. I bake when I'm bored, so I'll make some chocolate Crunch. I grab all the ingredients, which was flour, sugar, cocoa, shredded coconut, crushed weetbix and butter. I grabbed a big mixing bowl and added all the ingredients, making sure that I melted the butter before pouring it in. I mixed it all together until there was no flour or anything light coloured, making sure that the mixture was moist, but dry.
I popped it into a small tray and cranked the heat up on the oven. I put the tray in the oven and now I have to wait for it to be cooked!
I jumped the couch and landed swiftly on my backside. I flipped on the television, turning it to some music video channel. It was a short Maroon 5 playlist and Payphone was in the middle of it's video clip. Adam Levine is my celebrity crush. But I'm no good for him because I'm not a model. He'll only go for models. I understand.
I sing along with the verses and the chorus'. But when it comes to the bridge, which is the rap by Wiz Khalifa, I stay quiet and listen because I don't know the rap. Lawl.
I hear the alarm beep, indicating that my chocolate crunch is ready! I ran to the kitchen and take it out, with the oven gloves of course, and place it in the middle of the heatproof mat sitting on the counter. I wait for it to cool down before I start making it's icing. I grab some icing sugar, some milk and some more cocoa. I put the icing in first in another mixing bowl and and then a small amount of cocoa. Then, I add milk, and keep adding it with a bit more cocoa until I'm satisfied with it's thickness. When I'm finished, I wrap the bowl in some cling wrap and leave it on the bench before I use to cover the chocolate crunch.
I walk back to the lounge room and check the clock and saw that it was nearly 6. I don't know whether if I should go with Niall. What if something bad happens, and nobody's around? What if he does something and I'm not home before my curfew? What if he brings his friends and they make fun of me? What if he makes fun of me? What am I going to do? I'm not only going to be known as the nerd, but a gullible person too. I'm so paranoid about this, I shouldn't even go. Yeah, I shouldn't. Then it's settled. I won't go. Simple as that.
Notes
woohoo, I updated ;)apparently, niall is in melbourne...what they fuuudgggee!
why couldn't he come to sydney?
why niall, why?
okay, about the blue eyeshadow.
first, i want to thank you for guessing Levybaby,
and Niall's_Princess, I'll explain.
the eyeshadow was from an episode of iCarly.
I was watching the episode and the teacher walked past and the blue eyeshadow was present. :) and i felt like I wanted to put that in there...
thankyou :) anyhoran, i love the votes, comments and subscribers :)
p.s. - tell me what you think so far! :) xx
update please
8/12/14