What has my Life become?
Chapter 6
*NIALLS POV*
"Hello Mr.Horan? Are you the father?" Why would he think Im the father.
"No im just a friend why? Is everything alright?"
"Yes everything is alright she gave birth to a perfectly healthy little girl..you may go see her now..both of you!" He looked at Lindsay then back at me
"Okay thank you so much! Can Jake and Liam come too?"
"Um sir its only two at a time"
"Um okay Jake come with me since you are her best friend"
"Umm okay " Jake said as he nervously walked to me.
We went to Jess's room to see her weak.
Well she did just give birth. So of course she was weak.
"Hey guys" she gave us a weak smile.
"Hey jess how you doing?" Jake asked her
"Im doing good just a bit tired" she managed to sit up
"Well you did just deliver a baby!!" I chuckled
She laughed too.
"So what are you going to name her?" I asked curiously
"Lily Collins." She smiled happily.
"Oh thank god your not gonna put that jerks last name!!" Jake said
"Why the fuck would i put his anyways!!"
"Im sorry i just know you to well." He was nervous now
"Its okay Im sorry i didnt mean to snap at you." She grabbed his hand
"Its okay Jess i know you've been through a lot!"
she smiled weakly
"Okay so umm when do you get to go home?" I asked
"Hopefully tonight!!" She smiled
"Good that way we can celebrate!!" I said happily
"Celebrate for what?" She asked
"Celebrate for you giving birth!!!! And that way we can all meet Lily !! Where is she anyways?" I asked excitedly
"They are checking her out and feeding her because im like too weak right now.."
"Oh when do we get to meet her?" Jake asked
"Soon hopefully i want to hold her too!!" Right when she said that a nurse walked in with Lily in her hands
"Awww shes so adorable" Jake said as the nurse handed him Lily
"I wanna hold her after you !!" I whined
"Okay okay the mother should have held her first but since its you guys i dont mind!" She giggled
"Alright Jake its my turn!!" He handed her to me
"Aww shes so beautiful" when i said that Lily smiled at me. This made me blush.
"Okay here Jess I'll go get Lindsay and Liam so they can come see you okay?"
she smiled "okay "
i walked out with Jake but i was kind of nervous because i was going to tell him about Lindsay.
*JESSIKAS POV*
I finally am holding my baby.
They baby i held in my stomach for 9 months!!
i kissed her forehead as Jake and Niall walked out.
Niall is being really nice. I I think Im falling for Niall.
Hes so gentle with me and with Lily
but when he said Lindsay he had this look that said "Fuck her!"
That look kind of made me feel like he didnt like Lindsay.
I want to know why though.
Lindsay and Liam walked in.
"Hello Jessika!!" Lindsay said
What the fuck am i doing i dont know her and i want to be her friend?
i dont even know if she really has a kid!
"Hi" i said nervously
"Hey Jess! Hows it going?!" Liam said happily
"Good im tired but yeah..wanna hold her?"
"Yes!!!" He smiled as i handed Lily to him
"Shes gorgeous!!"
"I know its cz she has a sexy mama!!" I laughed and he did too
"Wanna hold her Lindsay?" Liam asked Lindsay
she nodded happily
"Wow she looks just like you!" She said as she looked at me and back at Lily
*JAKES POV*
Lily was so perfect ! She looked just like Jess!!
As we walked out Niall looked nervous about something
so i asked him
"Niall what are you nervous about?"
"You could tell?!" He was worried now
"Yeah mate your sweaty and all that!"
"Oh well i need to talk to you.."
okay now i was interested "about?"
"i know Lindsay since before today.." my eyes were wide open
"What? how do you know her?" I asked
"It all started a 2 years ago she was my best friend ! We were really close and we were like brother and sister..then i found out she had a thing for me..One night we went clubbing and got super drunk..we had sex...and two weeks later she tells me she pregnant with my baby..so i got scared..i ran off..and now her baby is like a year old..So now its hard to be here with her.."
i gasped "what the fuck Niall you need to tell Jess!!"
"Why she doesnt like me even though i have fallen hard for her Jake..."
oh my god is this guy out of his mind!!! Of course Jess likes him ! The way she looked at him today
She hasnt looked at someone that way ever since Eric..
"Are you out of your mind im posotive she likes you!!"
He was in tears now and i dont know why..
"Why are you crying?"
he looked up "Because Im scared of Lindsay Im scared that the baby might be mines..Im scared Jess wont want me after this!"
"It will be hard but Im sure she will support you.."
He just sat down
when Lindsay walked out .....
"Hello Mr.Horan? Are you the father?" Why would he think Im the father.
"No im just a friend why? Is everything alright?"
"Yes everything is alright she gave birth to a perfectly healthy little girl..you may go see her now..both of you!" He looked at Lindsay then back at me
"Okay thank you so much! Can Jake and Liam come too?"
"Um sir its only two at a time"
"Um okay Jake come with me since you are her best friend"
"Umm okay " Jake said as he nervously walked to me.
We went to Jess's room to see her weak.
Well she did just give birth. So of course she was weak.
"Hey guys" she gave us a weak smile.
"Hey jess how you doing?" Jake asked her
"Im doing good just a bit tired" she managed to sit up
"Well you did just deliver a baby!!" I chuckled
She laughed too.
"So what are you going to name her?" I asked curiously
"Lily Collins." She smiled happily.
"Oh thank god your not gonna put that jerks last name!!" Jake said
"Why the fuck would i put his anyways!!"
"Im sorry i just know you to well." He was nervous now
"Its okay Im sorry i didnt mean to snap at you." She grabbed his hand
"Its okay Jess i know you've been through a lot!"
she smiled weakly
"Okay so umm when do you get to go home?" I asked
"Hopefully tonight!!" She smiled
"Good that way we can celebrate!!" I said happily
"Celebrate for what?" She asked
"Celebrate for you giving birth!!!! And that way we can all meet Lily !! Where is she anyways?" I asked excitedly
"They are checking her out and feeding her because im like too weak right now.."
"Oh when do we get to meet her?" Jake asked
"Soon hopefully i want to hold her too!!" Right when she said that a nurse walked in with Lily in her hands
"Awww shes so adorable" Jake said as the nurse handed him Lily
"I wanna hold her after you !!" I whined
"Okay okay the mother should have held her first but since its you guys i dont mind!" She giggled
"Alright Jake its my turn!!" He handed her to me
"Aww shes so beautiful" when i said that Lily smiled at me. This made me blush.
"Okay here Jess I'll go get Lindsay and Liam so they can come see you okay?"
she smiled "okay "
i walked out with Jake but i was kind of nervous because i was going to tell him about Lindsay.
*JESSIKAS POV*
I finally am holding my baby.
They baby i held in my stomach for 9 months!!
i kissed her forehead as Jake and Niall walked out.
Niall is being really nice. I I think Im falling for Niall.
Hes so gentle with me and with Lily
but when he said Lindsay he had this look that said "Fuck her!"
That look kind of made me feel like he didnt like Lindsay.
I want to know why though.
Lindsay and Liam walked in.
"Hello Jessika!!" Lindsay said
What the fuck am i doing i dont know her and i want to be her friend?
i dont even know if she really has a kid!
"Hi" i said nervously
"Hey Jess! Hows it going?!" Liam said happily
"Good im tired but yeah..wanna hold her?"
"Yes!!!" He smiled as i handed Lily to him
"Shes gorgeous!!"
"I know its cz she has a sexy mama!!" I laughed and he did too
"Wanna hold her Lindsay?" Liam asked Lindsay
she nodded happily
"Wow she looks just like you!" She said as she looked at me and back at Lily
*JAKES POV*
Lily was so perfect ! She looked just like Jess!!
As we walked out Niall looked nervous about something
so i asked him
"Niall what are you nervous about?"
"You could tell?!" He was worried now
"Yeah mate your sweaty and all that!"
"Oh well i need to talk to you.."
okay now i was interested "about?"
"i know Lindsay since before today.." my eyes were wide open
"What? how do you know her?" I asked
"It all started a 2 years ago she was my best friend ! We were really close and we were like brother and sister..then i found out she had a thing for me..One night we went clubbing and got super drunk..we had sex...and two weeks later she tells me she pregnant with my baby..so i got scared..i ran off..and now her baby is like a year old..So now its hard to be here with her.."
i gasped "what the fuck Niall you need to tell Jess!!"
"Why she doesnt like me even though i have fallen hard for her Jake..."
oh my god is this guy out of his mind!!! Of course Jess likes him ! The way she looked at him today
She hasnt looked at someone that way ever since Eric..
"Are you out of your mind im posotive she likes you!!"
He was in tears now and i dont know why..
"Why are you crying?"
he looked up "Because Im scared of Lindsay Im scared that the baby might be mines..Im scared Jess wont want me after this!"
"It will be hard but Im sure she will support you.."
He just sat down
when Lindsay walked out .....
11/16/13