HER LOST VOICE
i promise
three months later
november 10
i finally found this journal i had left it under my bed but any way your probably wondering about Niall and i well we are doing great and i have not cut for three months i still get bullied not to mention the hate from Niall's fans but other than that i guess i'm fine. Niall has too go on tour in a couple of days so he has bin right next to me the whole time and hey i'm not complaining. "so what you want to do today princess" " i don't know we have done almost every thing together" could we jest watch movies and coddle all day? Niall had asked with the cutest puppy dog face that i have ever sean. umm ok what movie tho babe? " silent hill" hold the hell up Niall you know that movie sacres me!! its ok love ill hold you throw out the whole movie.
november 12
i was cuddled up next to Niall and perfectly comfortable next to him when all of the sudden his phone rang Niall reached over and got his phone and walked out of my room so he could answered his phone. when he came back he looked really upset. " whats wrong Ni" my plain leaves in terdyseven minuets (a/n you see what i did there) " can i go to the airport with you to say good bye" my eyes started to get tears in them " babe you don't have a car and i don't want you walking alone" he said as he wiped my tears away. by this point i was balling, " Niall i love you so much i'm going to miss your smile; your cheesy jokes, and your hugs but mostly ill miss you i said as i warped my arm around him and hugged him. "ill miss you too and i love you so much please promise that while im gone you wont cut. " i promise" he pulled me in to a huge and kissed me but then the cab pulled up "i love you Alisa" Nialll and i where booth in tears " i love you too Niall" he was walking out the door and tern arond to say one last thing tell he was gone for two months " remember the promise an also that i'm jest a phone call away' he blows me a kiss and then he was gone.
November 13
i woke up this morning a did my normal morning stuff i didn't even bother to put make up on because i knew i would end up crying today. I was about walk out the door until i saw a message from Niall
N:good morning beautiful i hope you have a good day and i hope you know that all i can think about is you stay strong princess
me: morning babe your all i can think about to and i will stat strong jest for you :* luv ya
~ at school~
when i got to school everybody was staring at me and whispering i mean did i have some thing on my face or something i then spotted victoria "hey girl are you ok" she asked' yah i'm fine i guess i mean i wont see my boyfriend for 2 months but other than that i'm ok" all right if you need anything pleas come to me. then she walked off i was standing at my locker getting my binders out you know minding myself but then i felt a ton of paper balls thrown at me i picked one up and i said....
november 10
i finally found this journal i had left it under my bed but any way your probably wondering about Niall and i well we are doing great and i have not cut for three months i still get bullied not to mention the hate from Niall's fans but other than that i guess i'm fine. Niall has too go on tour in a couple of days so he has bin right next to me the whole time and hey i'm not complaining. "so what you want to do today princess" " i don't know we have done almost every thing together" could we jest watch movies and coddle all day? Niall had asked with the cutest puppy dog face that i have ever sean. umm ok what movie tho babe? " silent hill" hold the hell up Niall you know that movie sacres me!! its ok love ill hold you throw out the whole movie.
november 12
i was cuddled up next to Niall and perfectly comfortable next to him when all of the sudden his phone rang Niall reached over and got his phone and walked out of my room so he could answered his phone. when he came back he looked really upset. " whats wrong Ni" my plain leaves in terdyseven minuets (a/n you see what i did there) " can i go to the airport with you to say good bye" my eyes started to get tears in them " babe you don't have a car and i don't want you walking alone" he said as he wiped my tears away. by this point i was balling, " Niall i love you so much i'm going to miss your smile; your cheesy jokes, and your hugs but mostly ill miss you i said as i warped my arm around him and hugged him. "ill miss you too and i love you so much please promise that while im gone you wont cut. " i promise" he pulled me in to a huge and kissed me but then the cab pulled up "i love you Alisa" Nialll and i where booth in tears " i love you too Niall" he was walking out the door and tern arond to say one last thing tell he was gone for two months " remember the promise an also that i'm jest a phone call away' he blows me a kiss and then he was gone.
November 13
i woke up this morning a did my normal morning stuff i didn't even bother to put make up on because i knew i would end up crying today. I was about walk out the door until i saw a message from Niall
N:good morning beautiful i hope you have a good day and i hope you know that all i can think about is you stay strong princess
me: morning babe your all i can think about to and i will stat strong jest for you :* luv ya
~ at school~
when i got to school everybody was staring at me and whispering i mean did i have some thing on my face or something i then spotted victoria "hey girl are you ok" she asked' yah i'm fine i guess i mean i wont see my boyfriend for 2 months but other than that i'm ok" all right if you need anything pleas come to me. then she walked off i was standing at my locker getting my binders out you know minding myself but then i felt a ton of paper balls thrown at me i picked one up and i said....
Thank you
10/17/13