HER LOST VOICE
iv got you
............SEPTEMBER 16............
After Niall brought me home last night i could not stop thinking about what he had said to me 'i care Alisa' i mean nobody has ever cared about me iv always bin that weird ugly girl in the corner. i don't know why someone like Niall even would care about me but he probably jest felt sorry about me i know he definitely dose not love me like i love him. I got up and got dressed in my school uniform yes i know what your thinking sucks for her. ( http://www.yourcosplayer.com/cosplay-cheap-deep-blue-long-sleeves-sailor-school-uniform-p792.html ) well yes yes it dose suck.
...............at school............
there was a new girl today her name was Victoria she was from America i could tell she was a directioner because of her ipod wall paper. we got along vary well she was crazy and bubbly like me and she also had long brown hair. After forth block i was at my locker getting my phone and book bag out of my locker. i had three messages two where form Niall and one was from Victoria. when all of a sudden Ricky the schools jock came up be hind me and stoll my phone 'look what we have here Alisa is texting a boy every body' I bet he feels sorry for her ugly ass' another boy Alex yells. 'Give me my phone back ' I yelled ,'no i think ill jest read it hey babe i was wondering if you wanna hang out tonight' then thank god the principal walked up and made him give me my phone back.
when i got home i had tears in my eye all i wanted was my mum to hug me and tell me im ok but of corse when i need her the most she is at work. i jest went up stares and text Niall back
Me: hey sorry i was busy
NIALL: thats ok so how was your day?
Me: not so good could you come over
NIALL: yes of course be right there
I dont know why i feel like i could tell NI anything for once i feel like some one is actually listening to me.
THERTY MINUTS LATER
Niall had shown up and he had me in his lap cuddling with my while i told him every thing that hapend to me 'thats jest sick what those people say to you ' Niall had said. it was silent after that. then Niall opened his mouth to talk ' can i ask you something'....
After Niall brought me home last night i could not stop thinking about what he had said to me 'i care Alisa' i mean nobody has ever cared about me iv always bin that weird ugly girl in the corner. i don't know why someone like Niall even would care about me but he probably jest felt sorry about me i know he definitely dose not love me like i love him. I got up and got dressed in my school uniform yes i know what your thinking sucks for her. ( http://www.yourcosplayer.com/cosplay-cheap-deep-blue-long-sleeves-sailor-school-uniform-p792.html ) well yes yes it dose suck.
...............at school............
there was a new girl today her name was Victoria she was from America i could tell she was a directioner because of her ipod wall paper. we got along vary well she was crazy and bubbly like me and she also had long brown hair. After forth block i was at my locker getting my phone and book bag out of my locker. i had three messages two where form Niall and one was from Victoria. when all of a sudden Ricky the schools jock came up be hind me and stoll my phone 'look what we have here Alisa is texting a boy every body' I bet he feels sorry for her ugly ass' another boy Alex yells. 'Give me my phone back ' I yelled ,'no i think ill jest read it hey babe i was wondering if you wanna hang out tonight' then thank god the principal walked up and made him give me my phone back.
when i got home i had tears in my eye all i wanted was my mum to hug me and tell me im ok but of corse when i need her the most she is at work. i jest went up stares and text Niall back
Me: hey sorry i was busy
NIALL: thats ok so how was your day?
Me: not so good could you come over
NIALL: yes of course be right there
I dont know why i feel like i could tell NI anything for once i feel like some one is actually listening to me.
THERTY MINUTS LATER
Niall had shown up and he had me in his lap cuddling with my while i told him every thing that hapend to me 'thats jest sick what those people say to you ' Niall had said. it was silent after that. then Niall opened his mouth to talk ' can i ask you something'....
Thank you
10/17/13