hey im alissa if you are reading this then you must be noisey and found this book in the woods where i left it for a reason so nobody would find out what really happened to me but you are all ready reading then i guess you can continue.

september 13

i was walking to class when all of a sudden i heard some one yell "hey alisa why don't you jest craw in a corner and die" i started crying and ran off to the bathroom, when i got in to the stall i locked it and pulled a blade out of my bag and pulled up my sleeve exposing all of y older cutes and marks. i begin to cut and the pain in my arm shout up my arm made me forget all the things those ass holes said to me . i cut three more times before i could not handle the pain any more

after that shitty ass day at school i came home to my broken a depressed mother who still was the best mum to me and my little brother. She was way better to my brother and i compared to my my dad who walked out on us when he found out my mum was having my brother, i haven't seen him in six years and i don't plan too see him
"hey mum im going up stars" when i got in my room i pulled my phone out to wish niall a happy birthday @NiallHoran happy B-day N love you lots :*

i know he probubly will not see the tweet.then my phone started ringing and i looked over omg NIALL HORAN RE-TWEETED ME!!!!!

thanks love you too btw you are vary pretty@alisaluvs1D

no prob but im not that pretty but thanxs tho Xxx@NiallHoran

stop lying to your self idk you but i can tell you are a beautiful person @alisaluvs1D

after that he had followed me wow a bad day ending well that never happens to me

Notes

hey guys this is my first fan fiction on here so i hope you like it. but i wanna worn you thathave bad spelling so i wanna apologize in advance