(Rashons POV)
I stare Down overpowering Ema as she sleeps silently on the bed. She looked so lovely. Just like her mother.

I climbed in bed with her and caressed her little cheek. I kissed her forehead , then cheek , then lips.

"mama?" "No darling it's Rashon not mommy. She's at work."

she nodded her head and started to drift off back to sleep. I started kissing her again. "No Rashon." Her small fragile hands try to push my face away. But she doesn't succeed.

I started to rub her gently trying to calm her down. "Shh Ema your alright. Just be a good girl for Rashon okay?" She didn't do anything just laid their.

Clueless...

I started to take her pants off her. She didn't fight with me. I guess she thought I was going to change her diaper.

Then ... I started to pull her diaper off. I was about to get on my knees until Ema spoke. "It's cold Rash. I'm cold."

"you'll be warm in no time sweetheart."

She started squirming. "Off me! You hurt me!" She was so innocent and helpless. But I was way stronger than her. She couldn't even move me a inch.

I became a little more aggressive with her. She was moving around to much. "Sit. Still."

"no! You hurt me! I tell mama."

I stopped what I was doing and moved up to get face. "Tell mommy anything. You won't see mama no more. Is that understood?"

She nodded her head with a horrified look on her face. Good.

She started moving again. That's when I slapped her across the face.

Slap

she held her cheek and her bottle lip started quivering. "You hit me! YOU HIT ME!" My expression soften. She got off the bed and ran.

I chased her all around the house.

Damn this little girl was fast

Once she wasn't able to get out my grip I looked at her cheek.
It was red and swollen.

Taylor cannot see this.

I rushed Ema to the bathroom and put a hot compress on her cheek before the mark got worse.

"Ema you can never tell mama. If you do she'll die. Do you not what die means?" She shook her head "no"

"we'll If you tell mama, she would be gone forever. You wouldn't see her ever again, do you get it!"

She shook her head once again. She hasn't talked to me since I hit her.

After about a half and hour of holding the compress to her cheek I took a look at it.

Great. Just looks like she broke out in a rash now.

( Taylor's POV)

Me and Lou stare at each other . Not believing what we see. But I knew I couldn't engage with him. If I did I would be engaging with harry too!

"What would you like sir?"

He looked up at the menu right about him. Damn he looks good now.

"I'll take a caramel carpaccio with extra caramel on the bottom and top."

I put it into the registers and told him the amount.

"That will be $5.32." He gave me a ten.

Whe. I was getting his change out he stopped me and said "keep the change." What was he trying to pull?

Lou went to go sit down. I pinched myself a couple times to make sure this was a dream. Too my luck?

It wasn't.

Lou carpaccio was ready so I brought it over to him. I was walking back to the register when he grabbed my wrist.

"sit"

"I have to go back to wo-"

"sit." I did as I was told

I starting playing with my thumb fingers watu g for him to start talking. it was really awkward until Lou decided to speak up.


'' where did you go? we were all worried sick about you!''


wait what?

''what do you mean WHERE DID I GO? i was always here! Ask yoor bff Harry where he went.''

He looked cofused. I guess Harry never told him about that day.. 3 years ago.

''What do you mean TT?''

I looked him deep in his eyes and knew i couldnt hide from the truth anymore. Someone had to know.

''3 years ago.. the day you guys found out you were going to L.A.. i found out i was preganat. I told harry and he said he wasnt ready and his job was too important to risk with a baby in the picture.''

Lou looked angry. I understand why.

'HE LYED TO ME! HE SAID YOU LEFT BECAUSE YOU WERENT READY TO MOVE TO LA ANS DO ALL THAT FAMOUS TYPE SHIT! and wait... you were pregnant?"

''Yes lou. i was preganat.''

'well dont tell me you got an abortion!''

'' I would never! shes actually at my home right now with my friend.''

He got this evil grin!

''SOMEONE HAS A BOYFRIEND!!! SOMEONE HAS A BOYFRIEND!!'' he was yelling at me!

i yanked him down to sit down again and quite down.

'' No lou hes not my boyfriend. He just a friend. Thats. It.''

''well whatever. we did to get harry to meet his ........''

'' daughter. Ema Styles. And no! hes not going to meet her! just because hes her byological father dossnt mean shit! It only counts when he does his part as being a father and as for these past years!? hes done nothing for us. His family''

''But thats still his daughter. He deserves to know you and Ema are alright . do you exspect me not to tell him?''

'' you know what. I have to get back to work.''

I started to get up and walk away until he grabbed my wrist again.

''Fine. I wont tell him. You have my word.''

I sat back down and we talked for hours. About his carrer, the road, the fans, Ema, me, how we been... everything you can think of.

''so Tay? when will i get to meet this little Ms.Ema?''

''well i dont know about that. Not until the situation is under contr-'' I get a call from Rashon.

me: hello?
Rahson: baby i have to go soon. can you come back?
me: yeah. ill be there in ten minutes. See you then.

'' Who was that?''

''the person whos watching Ema. I have to go. see you around.''

I get up and grab my purse and tell my boss my shift is over. As I leave out Starbucks, i see Louis running after me.

''Let me get your number. We need to get together sometime. Me you and Ema. Im dying to meet her.'' I program my number in his phone and start to head home.

I open the door to see Rashon snuggled up with Ema watching SpongeBob.

''Oh hey Taylor. I didnt see you come in. Care to join?'' I sat down next to him and kissed Ema.

'hey Ema. how was your day with Rashon?''

''fine'' she said and turned back to the tv.

''well did you miss yo mama?'' '

'yes.'' Why was hse so short with me? Shes usually all jumpy and excitied after I come home from work.

I brush it off and go onto my phone to see a text from Lou. I had to laugh. Lou always made me laugh.

''did you feed her? change her? and did everything i said?''

'' yes baby did everything you asked. Now i have to go. see you later.'' He pecked me on the cheek and walked to the door. I did t feel comftable with him kissing me or touching me. I see him as as a good friend.... Nothing more

''Bye Ema.''

''Bye.'' She didnt even look at him when she said it.

Okay whats going on with my daughter?!



I know when shes not okay.. and right now?












shes not

Notes

Woah! Happy birthday to me!!!

anyways... Didn't see that coming right ? Rashons as dirty dick! Ew

what about Lou? And harry ?

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