I sit impatiently in the waiting room of the hospital. My weak eyes scan the white, empty hallways in search for Ema's nurse. Nothing.

"Hey t." I jump from the sound if Harry's voice behind me. I turn around to see him holding two cups of coffee in his hands. "Hey harry." I said blankly turning my head to looking back at the white hallways awaiting for any sign of the nurse.


"I got you a coffee if you want it." He held the coffee up at me waiting for me too take it and sipping his. "No I'm fine. Thank you though." I give him a fake smile too make it seem like I'm fine. But I'm really not.

"Come on Taylor, what's wrong?" He says as takes my hand into his and rubs it gently with his thumb. "Nothing." I say not looking into his eyes because he could always tell when I'm lying.

Harry brings my hand up too his lips and kisses it lightly looking me in my eyes for any sign of rejecting.

"What's wrong Taylor? You know you can't tell me." He tells me calmly.

I take a deep breath trying to get how I'm going to say this through my mind. I figured out what I was going to say. But something else comes out.

"It's all my fault." I whisper.

My mind was telling me too say one thing but my mouth decided to say another. Harry pulled me toward him hugging me tightly and rocking me back and forth whispering soothing things in my ear.

"Come on Taylor, it's okay. It's not your fault." He says calmy into my ear. He rubs tiny circles in my back trying to calm me down but it's not helping.

"I'm such a bad mom!" i sob into his chest making his shirt soak in tears.

"All I was too do was take care of her and protect her! I can't even do that!" I sob loudly into his chest once again. Im so happy on one else was in the waiting room because all eyes would have been on me.

"Taylor, calm down. I'm here and none is going to hurt you guys okay?"

I move away from him and just look at him with my big, red, puffy eyes. "No Harry! I don't deserve to be her mother. Anymore."

"You have every right Taylor! You need to know that okay!?" Harry's said sternly and seriously.

"W- w- what if she h- hates me?" just the thought of her hating me made my heart break even more than it already is. Harry grab both of my shoulders. "No she won't taylor! She loves you okay?"

"N- no. She doesn't harry! If I was here I would hate me too! I don't deserve he-" "stop putting yourself down Taylor! You didn't know okay!?" He yelled at me.

I fall back into his chest missing his embrace. He hold me tightly and places his chin ontop of my head. "Everything's gonna be alright Taylor." He rubs my back softly calming me down just a little.

"I knew she was acting very... Different and odd but I never really cared. I just shook it off and didn't pay any attention to it. I should have." Harry got quite. We spent a few moments in silence when Harry finally spoke up.

" Everything going to be alright Taylor, trust me." With his soothing voice and his gentle hands caressing my back my eye lids felt heavy and I feel asleep... Knowing I was safe in his arms.

~

"Taylor?" "Taylor?"

I feel someone shaking my body gently back and forth. "Taylor? Wake up!" I stir awake to see Harry standing in front of me.

"What is it Harry?" I said annoyed that he woke me up out of my sleep. "The nurse said we can go in and see Ema now."

I jump from my seat wide eye and walk quickly into Ema's room with Harry following not far behind.

I open the door slowly too see her small body laying in the hospital bed sound asleep. Just the sight of my little angle in this hospital bed because of me made me tear up ...

but it I wasn't going to cry. I promised myself I wouldn't. Not for ema but for me.

I take my seat in the chair next to Ema's bed and Harry does the same. I take Ema's small fragile hand into mine and lay my head on the bed just remembering the kind of day we had.

"I love you so much Ema and I'm so sorry I did this too you. This is all my fault." I saw with my voice cracking at the end.

I thought i said it in a whisper until I heard Ema speak. "I wove you too mama and it ok it not your fault." I pop my head up too look at my little angel laying in that bed in giving me her beautiful famous smile.

"Do you want some water Ema?" I ask because of the sound of her voice. It sounded dry. She nodded her head up and down and I get up too get her water.

Before I leave the room I look back at Ema who was looking at Harry as he whispered something too her. Maybe Harry being here really isn't a bad thing ...

I close the door quietly and look to my right too see a whole bunch of people in suits talking to the nurse at the front desk.I shrug it off and keep it moving.

As I pour the water into the cup I listen as it hits the plastic.

I walk back too her room when I look back too my right. They weren't standing there anymore. My mind kept thinking of these weird things but I just leave it alone.

I open the door quietly too see those people in the suits standing there. Right in front of me. Around Ema.

I forget to close the door so it closes with a huge bang making everyone's eyes fall on me. "Mama!" Ema shouts happily. "hey baby's, here's your water." I walk over to her bed and tell her too sit up so she could drink the water. She did as she was told.

"Are you Ms. Keith mother of Ema Styles?" The woman said looking through a notebook full of papers. "Y- yes? Why?" I say getting a little nervous on why they knew who I was.

"May I talk you outside alone?" I nod my head slowly as I look at Harry who had his head down avoiding eye contact with me. I walk out into the hallway with the brunette woman and the men who came in with her. My heart was beating rapidly fast at this point.

"did you know about what happen with your daughter Ema?" She says opening her notebook and clicking her pen. "No I didn't know. What is this about?" I ask rudely.

"just answer the question mam." The man standing next to her said. "No I'm not! Just tell me why I'm out here!" I yell.

"Keep your voice down mam." She said too me.

"No! I'm not answering no more of your sneaky questions unless you tell me what the fuck I'm out here getting asked all these motherfucking questions for what? That's the least you could fucking tell me."

i see the woman sigh and close her notebook giving me a sorrow look. "Where from the children protective services..."

My heart dropped when I heard those words.

"why are you here?" I said blankly .

"Mr. Styles, Harry Styles too be exact contacted us for him to take custody of Ema Keith Styles."

Now I was on the verge of crying.

"w- wh- what are you saying?" She takes a deep breath and looks at her feet.

"Harry her father.. Will be taking custody of Ema Styles until further notice. Which is family court." I was crying my eyes out at this point. "G- g- get H- Harry." I manage to say between sobs.

I fall to the ground breaking down in tears. What he really going to take Ema from me? She's the only reason why I live.. He just can't do that.

"Tay...." I hear as Harry pulls me in for a hug but I immediately push him away from me. "Get away from me." I yell at him.

"I'm just doing what's best for ema ..." He says softly.

"What? By taking her away from me? She's my life line Harry and I can't live without her!" I sob loudly into my knees. he touches me again but I hit his chest. "leave me alone! Harry."

"I'm thinking about Ema..."

"no your not! Your thinking about yourself! Do you think living on the rode moving from place to place is a good environment for her? It's not Harry! It's not!" He moves toward me but I push him away. "Just leave me alone Harry. Please just do it."

I sink back to the ground and just let myself break down.

"Ms. Keith....." I hear. "What?" I snap at her.

"You should say what you need to say to Ema because this will be the last time you'll see her ... Until court probably."

My heart fills like someone keeps stabbing it with knives. Why would Harry do such a thing too me?

I pinch myself on the arm as if I would wake up from this dream and none of this would have happen. Wait...

Cross that out.

I pinch myself on the arm as if I would wake up from this NIGHTMARE and none of this would have happen.


but it it isn't. This isn't a nightmare nor a dream..... It's reality

Notes

Well, this is the last chapter of "your not welcome."


You guys will have too wait till the SEQUELLLLL!! Yay!!! Lol anyways

COMMENT
SUBSCRIBE
VOTE!! Loves you guys so much! I really do

and I will post the sequel link in this story so you guys know where too go! It's hard saying by to this story right? We has so much memories ... :( but yeah


SEQUEL TIMEEEEEE