Your Not Welcomed
C26
I walk to the back where my bosses office was. I opened the door to find him going through papers. "My Shifts over. What time would you like me to come in tomorrow?" I said peeking my head I the door.
"Um, the same time as today would be good?" I nodded my head and closed the door. I took my apron off my placed it in the "employees" only room.
I walked out of Starbucks and into my car. I didnt start the engine because i was in deep thought.
Why were my co-workers so rude to me? The whole time I was at work they would stare at me and whisper something to the other workers.
It felt like middle school all over again. It was my first day, and they already hate me!
Why?
(Harry's POV)
I walk back into my apartment and see the boys packing their stuff. I walk over a open suitcase on the ground. "Why are you guys packing?"
I said to Liam as he grabbed a handful of his clothes and dumped them into the suitcase.
"Oh, they said were leaving 2 days early! So, we're leaving tomorrow." I sigh and fall onto the couch. Liam does the same. "What's wrong Hazza?" He says to me.
"I'm lost. How can she do this too me!?" I say. "Wait.. Who and what?" "Taylor and making me choose between her and Morgan!"
"Oh Harry. What would you do if you were in Taylor's shoes? She's been doing this alone by herself for 3 years now! And she didn't ask for you to buy her or ema anything. All she asked for was you to be in Emas life."
"But-"
"but nothing Harry! You cannot play girlfriend and baby mama at the same time! It's not as hard as you make it! And you make it seem like your the one going through it!"
"But I am the one going through it." Liam shakes his head.
"No your not. Taylor has raised that little girl by herself for three years straight because the baby father wasn't ready to be a father. But do you think she was ready to be a mom? No. But she grew up. Grew up for that little girl named ema because Ema needed her. Taylor has been at the lowest of low and she's been getting higher! With no ones help except her own! Don't you think of anyone else except your self for once!?" He yelled at me and stood up.
"Yes." I spat back at him. "Who?" Now he was in my face.
"Morgan! I think of Morgan."
"Really!? Morgan! Out of all people! She's a two faced little cunt-" I stood up and pushed him back making him trip over the open suitcase "don't you dare call Morgan a cunt!" I yelled at him. I heard the bedroom door open and saw the boys gathering around Liam and helping him up to his feet. Liam didn't fight back he just whipped himself off and looked at me in disbelief. "I was with her and ema the whole day and ema never said a single word like that! Ema barely even talked!!"
"I'm tired of everybody throwing Morgan under the bus!" I yelled at Liam once again. At the point Liam calmed down which made me calm down also.
"she's throwing herself under the bus. And hopefully, one day, you'll realize it for yourself." He walked into the bedroom and the boys followed, leaving me in the living room.
By myself.
(Taylor POV)
I ran into my apartment and fell onto the couch.
I was out of it. My body is still achy from beating Morgans ass, I have the worst headache, and I have a lot on my mind! Which is not helping my headache either.
"Hey Tay. I just put Ema too sleep, how was your day?" He sat down beside me. I scooted over to him and laid my head in his lap. "awful."
I closed my eyes just remembering my day. "What happen?" I sat up from his lap and looked at him. "No offense but I'm not in the mood to talk about it."
"We'll are you in the mood to tell me what happen this morning before you left for work?" I wasn't in the mood to talk about that either ... But I guess I have too.
"Harry came over and yelled at me for telling Ema that Morgans a fat cow and I hope she dies....." He started rubbing my temples in a circular motion. "we'll did you say that?"
"I would never say that! Especially to my daughter!" I yelled at him. "Whoa whoa calm down Taylor, I just asked you a question okay?" I calmed down and he started rubbing my head again.
"Like I was saying before I got rudely interrupted. After me and Harry argued, he said that he didn't love me. He loves Morgan." My voice cracked on the last part.
"Really? He loves Morgan over you? He has his mind fucked up then." We both laughed. "That's what I'm saying!" It got silent for a few seconds after I said that ... Rashon started tangling his fingers in my hair.
"Tay........?" I looked up at him. "Yeah Rashon?" "Do you still loveHarry?" I had to think about that for a second but I already knew the answer. It was yes. But after remembering what he said to me, that yes changed into a no.
"I love Morgan not you." kept repeating in my mind.
"I did love Harry, that's why I let him into our lives to easily. But I found out I'm the only one that still has love for the both of us. I had hope. It's all gone now. The love is gone, the hope is gone, the trust is gone. It's all gone. I've been raising Ema by myself for 3 years and I'm going to do it again. By myself. So the answer to your question is no. I do not love Harry."
(Harry's POV)
I sit still on the couch staring at the blank television across the room. I was in deep thought on what I should be doing with my life outside of fame.
~ Flashback
I lay there on the bed, Taylor's legs laying on my stomach. It was silent but it wasn't awkward. It was .... Peaceful. "Taylor?" I said in a whisper. I could hear my echoes in bouncing through the room. "Yes Hazza?" God I love the way she calls me Hazza. It sends shivers down my spine every time I hear her voice. "I want to run away. With you." She shoots up and looks at me in disbelief. Before she could say something I began to talk. "Let's runaway. Together. Get enough money and drive away. Forget about Holmes chapel, school, our family, friends and lets just go far away. Start off new. Together." I took both her tiny fragile hands into mine. She was speechless. I could see she tried to make out the words but it wasn't coming out. "Im in love you Taylor and I want to spend my life with you. Please." Taylor jumped onto me and straddled me. "I love you too Hazza! And I imagine,growing old with you, having kids, getting married....." She peck my lips leaving me wanting more. "Then lets leave. Today!" I said in excitement. "Where are we going to go? We have no money!" "Please Taylor! I'll find a way to get the money. I just want to spend my life with you." She got off of me and rolled over to her side of the bed. "Harry, were only 16, how about we wait until we get older i mean I want to become a pediatrician and go to college, but I can't if we drop out of school baby." She tangled her small fingers in my curls. "Fine Tay." I said giving up in defeat. She pulled herself onto of me once again and connected her hands with mine. "Hey? I love you baby and I imagine growing old with you and spending my life with you forever." I hold out my pinky "me and you. Together forever?" She connected her pinky with mine too. "Harry and Taylor together.... Forever."
~ END OF FLASHBACK
"god, I miss the old days."
I grab my keys off the table and run to the front door of our hotel room. I was going to apologize to Taylor and hopefully, get her back.
"Um, the same time as today would be good?" I nodded my head and closed the door. I took my apron off my placed it in the "employees" only room.
I walked out of Starbucks and into my car. I didnt start the engine because i was in deep thought.
Why were my co-workers so rude to me? The whole time I was at work they would stare at me and whisper something to the other workers.
It felt like middle school all over again. It was my first day, and they already hate me!
Why?
(Harry's POV)
I walk back into my apartment and see the boys packing their stuff. I walk over a open suitcase on the ground. "Why are you guys packing?"
I said to Liam as he grabbed a handful of his clothes and dumped them into the suitcase.
"Oh, they said were leaving 2 days early! So, we're leaving tomorrow." I sigh and fall onto the couch. Liam does the same. "What's wrong Hazza?" He says to me.
"I'm lost. How can she do this too me!?" I say. "Wait.. Who and what?" "Taylor and making me choose between her and Morgan!"
"Oh Harry. What would you do if you were in Taylor's shoes? She's been doing this alone by herself for 3 years now! And she didn't ask for you to buy her or ema anything. All she asked for was you to be in Emas life."
"But-"
"but nothing Harry! You cannot play girlfriend and baby mama at the same time! It's not as hard as you make it! And you make it seem like your the one going through it!"
"But I am the one going through it." Liam shakes his head.
"No your not. Taylor has raised that little girl by herself for three years straight because the baby father wasn't ready to be a father. But do you think she was ready to be a mom? No. But she grew up. Grew up for that little girl named ema because Ema needed her. Taylor has been at the lowest of low and she's been getting higher! With no ones help except her own! Don't you think of anyone else except your self for once!?" He yelled at me and stood up.
"Yes." I spat back at him. "Who?" Now he was in my face.
"Morgan! I think of Morgan."
"Really!? Morgan! Out of all people! She's a two faced little cunt-" I stood up and pushed him back making him trip over the open suitcase "don't you dare call Morgan a cunt!" I yelled at him. I heard the bedroom door open and saw the boys gathering around Liam and helping him up to his feet. Liam didn't fight back he just whipped himself off and looked at me in disbelief. "I was with her and ema the whole day and ema never said a single word like that! Ema barely even talked!!"
"I'm tired of everybody throwing Morgan under the bus!" I yelled at Liam once again. At the point Liam calmed down which made me calm down also.
"she's throwing herself under the bus. And hopefully, one day, you'll realize it for yourself." He walked into the bedroom and the boys followed, leaving me in the living room.
By myself.
(Taylor POV)
I ran into my apartment and fell onto the couch.
I was out of it. My body is still achy from beating Morgans ass, I have the worst headache, and I have a lot on my mind! Which is not helping my headache either.
"Hey Tay. I just put Ema too sleep, how was your day?" He sat down beside me. I scooted over to him and laid my head in his lap. "awful."
I closed my eyes just remembering my day. "What happen?" I sat up from his lap and looked at him. "No offense but I'm not in the mood to talk about it."
"We'll are you in the mood to tell me what happen this morning before you left for work?" I wasn't in the mood to talk about that either ... But I guess I have too.
"Harry came over and yelled at me for telling Ema that Morgans a fat cow and I hope she dies....." He started rubbing my temples in a circular motion. "we'll did you say that?"
"I would never say that! Especially to my daughter!" I yelled at him. "Whoa whoa calm down Taylor, I just asked you a question okay?" I calmed down and he started rubbing my head again.
"Like I was saying before I got rudely interrupted. After me and Harry argued, he said that he didn't love me. He loves Morgan." My voice cracked on the last part.
"Really? He loves Morgan over you? He has his mind fucked up then." We both laughed. "That's what I'm saying!" It got silent for a few seconds after I said that ... Rashon started tangling his fingers in my hair.
"Tay........?" I looked up at him. "Yeah Rashon?" "Do you still loveHarry?" I had to think about that for a second but I already knew the answer. It was yes. But after remembering what he said to me, that yes changed into a no.
"I love Morgan not you." kept repeating in my mind.
"I did love Harry, that's why I let him into our lives to easily. But I found out I'm the only one that still has love for the both of us. I had hope. It's all gone now. The love is gone, the hope is gone, the trust is gone. It's all gone. I've been raising Ema by myself for 3 years and I'm going to do it again. By myself. So the answer to your question is no. I do not love Harry."
(Harry's POV)
I sit still on the couch staring at the blank television across the room. I was in deep thought on what I should be doing with my life outside of fame.
~ Flashback
I lay there on the bed, Taylor's legs laying on my stomach. It was silent but it wasn't awkward. It was .... Peaceful. "Taylor?" I said in a whisper. I could hear my echoes in bouncing through the room. "Yes Hazza?" God I love the way she calls me Hazza. It sends shivers down my spine every time I hear her voice. "I want to run away. With you." She shoots up and looks at me in disbelief. Before she could say something I began to talk. "Let's runaway. Together. Get enough money and drive away. Forget about Holmes chapel, school, our family, friends and lets just go far away. Start off new. Together." I took both her tiny fragile hands into mine. She was speechless. I could see she tried to make out the words but it wasn't coming out. "Im in love you Taylor and I want to spend my life with you. Please." Taylor jumped onto me and straddled me. "I love you too Hazza! And I imagine,growing old with you, having kids, getting married....." She peck my lips leaving me wanting more. "Then lets leave. Today!" I said in excitement. "Where are we going to go? We have no money!" "Please Taylor! I'll find a way to get the money. I just want to spend my life with you." She got off of me and rolled over to her side of the bed. "Harry, were only 16, how about we wait until we get older i mean I want to become a pediatrician and go to college, but I can't if we drop out of school baby." She tangled her small fingers in my curls. "Fine Tay." I said giving up in defeat. She pulled herself onto of me once again and connected her hands with mine. "Hey? I love you baby and I imagine growing old with you and spending my life with you forever." I hold out my pinky "me and you. Together forever?" She connected her pinky with mine too. "Harry and Taylor together.... Forever."
~ END OF FLASHBACK
"god, I miss the old days."
I grab my keys off the table and run to the front door of our hotel room. I was going to apologize to Taylor and hopefully, get her back.
Notes
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2/27/16