Your Not Welcomed
C15
(Taylor's POV)
I woke up the next day and do my daily routine for work. Shower, brush my teeth, dress, get Ema ready... But then I remember... I got fired.. Well I would say fired because he said that if I do something for him, I can keep my job.. So let me rephrase that. But then I remembered ... I quit.
I walked back to bed where my little sunshine was sleeping so peacefully.
I gently moved a strain of curls from out of her face. I stared.
How am I so lucky to be blessed with this little bundle of joy?
I made her. She came from me. I carried her in my stomach for nine months. It was me. Me who done it. All harry did was dump his semen into me. I did the rest.
~Flashback
My boss just told me I could leave early since my feet were getting more swollen by the minute. I turned around about to walk back to my station where my sweater was. But I heard my name called "Taylor? Is that right?" I turned completely around and nodded my head in a up and down motion. "Mind if I ask but how many months are you?" That question wasn't hard to answer. I been keeping track since the day I took my first pregnancy test. "7 months and 3 weeks mam." She looked taken back for a second. "Why are you working? You should be resting at home! You know I worked for 5 months and the stopped." I looked up at her and my eyes met hers. "How'd you get the money?" "My husband." I looked down In disappointment. I actually wanted to cry my eyes out at that point. But I held it. Held my tears in. "Why are you still working Taylor?" "It's a long story..... I have to get going." "I have time to listen. If you didn't see, I'm by myself and I would love to hear a long story if you don't mind." She smiled up at me. She gestured her head for me to take the seat across from her.. And I surly did.1. My feet were killing me and 2. I was off work for the night.. She stared at me waiting for me too tell her my "long story." I took a deep breath and let out what I've been holding in for months now.. "It all started when my boyfriend Har- I mean ex boyfriend Harry started a band called one direction.........." I started talking to her about every single detail from the moment until this moment. I knew I just wasn't wasting my time by the way her face looked. She looked intrigued by my story... And if I was her , I would be too. He'll, it's kind of interesting. "So now I'm here.. Working from 10 in the morning till 6 in the afternoon. And until I deliver my healthy baby girl." She still seemed in a trance from my story. "You've been through a lot honey and I have faith it will all come together for you." She said getting up from her seat. "Thank you very much for listening... I haven't told anyone except for you." "We'll I'm very pleased I was the first too hear your amazing story." She handed me a receipt before she started to walk away. I was confused. "But I don't collect the receipts. There for you too keep." "Just keep it baby." I looked down at the folded receipt in my hand. I opened it and was shocked by what I found. I held up a 100$ bill. "Aw thank yo-" I look to my side where she was suppose to be standing but she was gone. I scanned the restaurant for any sight of her but found nothing. And stranger gave me 100$ and I didn't even know her name. I was about to throw the receipt out when I was it had writing. "You'll be alright. I promise, stay strong for that little girl and ........yourself. You'll need it." It said. I didn't bother throwing it out. I folded it and placed it in my back pocket then walked out... With a bit more confidence then I had walking in.
~ End if flashback
I caressed her little cheek and she stirred awake.
"GoodMorning my little angle. How did you sleep?" "Good mama." She said while rubbing her eyes with her tiny hands.
Every time she calls me mama, it sends shivers down my spine because its still hard to believe I'm a mother till this day and I have a wonderful daughter.
"Wanna sleep or get some breakfast?" "Breakfast mama." I picked her up off the bed.
Her little feet followed behind mine as I went into the kitchen. Ema knows where to seat so I don't have to do it for her. I scan the kitchen cabinets for any food left.
Great.. We have none.
I walked toward my pocketbook by the night stand and pulled my wallet out. I had $38 right now.
I walked back into the kitchen and took Ema from out her seat. "We're going to get something to eat. Is that okay with Ema?" I said looking down at her.
"Dat ok wit Ema mama."
****
I rolled the cart down the cereal isle of the supermarket. I scanned the shelves looking for Emas favorite.
Fruity pebbles.
I start walking toward the cashier and kept getting weird stares for people.
And by people I mean girls.
Ema kept calling my name. It was like I couldn't hear her but could hear her. "Mama?"
I snapped my neck from looking around me. She turned her head toward the cashier. I guess he was talking to me.
"That will be $23.74 mam." I pulled the money out my wallet handed it too him. He bagged my items and we left.
Before I started to load the food into my car I buckled Ema in first. "Mama no!" She said while I tighten the seat belt a little more.
"Ema. Safety first baby" "but mama...?"
"But mama nothing sweetheart. Safety first!" She nodded her head really slowly not wanting to look at me.
I close the door and walk back to the cart that had my food in it. I started to load the bags into the trunk.
On my last bag, someone of something pulled me up against my car with a loud "bang"
it was actually a girl. A young girl.
She held a blade to my throat and said.
"Stay the fuck away from harry do you understand me? Or next time? This blade will be cutting you.. And maybe even your preciously little daughter."
I was scared.
She had a damn knife to my throat! And all because of what that stupid magazine said.
She let me go and ran away.
I swear to god, if she didn't have the knife I would have beaten her ass.
But she had a knife to my throat and threatened my daughter.
No one threatens my daughter.
I hopped into the car like nothing ever happen. Like everything was fine. "Mama wat wa dat noise?"
"Oh something just hit the car baby. Nothing really." And I drove off.
We came back to the house and Ema ate her cereal. I couldn't eat though.
I was still feeling jumpy from what happen today.
Me and Ema just watched a little tv. I wasn't. My mind was focused on something else.
"This blade will be cutting you.... And maybe even your precious little daughter."
What she said keep running through my mind. I couldn't put Ema in harms way. And plus its sad that, that happens over a picture. They don't know the story behind it.
I came back to earth when Ema started tapping my thigh. "Yeah baby." "The beep mama."
"Oh yeah. Be right back." I got up and walked over to my phone.
And Ema calls the phone "the beep" I don't know why. But If she likes saying it, it's fine with me.
I look at the name and it's Harry.
Ugh.
Me:Hello?
Harry: Taylor?
Me:yeah?
Harry: is it ok if I come over today? And bring the boys? They really want to meet her.
Me: you can but the boys can't today. Maybe tomorrow.
He sighed.
Harry:Alright ill be there in a hour?
Me: yeah that's fine.
Harry: I can-
Me: bye
~ End call
Why was harry coming over? I didn't feel like dealing with him today. But I knew I had too. I couldn't do that to Harry just because we're on bad terms right now.
I sat back down on the couch where Ema was.
"Ema... Do you like harry?" She looked at me. "I like him lot. More than Rashon."
She looked back at the tv.
Why didn't she like Rashon?
"Ema baby.. Why don't you like Rashon?"
She didn't look at me. "I just don't." I was getting nervous now. My heart started racing .
What if he did something to Ema? "Ema what did he do to you?"
"Notin mama." I didn't believe her.
I ran into the kitchen were my phone was and texted Rashon.
Me: I need you to come over now
Rashon: omw.
I was really going to confront him. I wasn't liking the way Ema was acting lately and I think Rashon had something to do with it.
I sat back down next to Ema. I wasn't going to let her know Rashon was coming over.
I heard a knock on the door and instantly turned my head to the door. I walked to it door and opened it.
I wasn't letting him into my house right now. So I went outside to talk to him.
"What's wrong baby?" He tried to caress my face but I slapped it away.
"What did you do to Ema!"
His eyes grew and looked taken back. I took at step closer to him after he didn't respond. We were basically face to face now.
"What. Did. You. Do. To. My. Daughter."
I woke up the next day and do my daily routine for work. Shower, brush my teeth, dress, get Ema ready... But then I remember... I got fired.. Well I would say fired because he said that if I do something for him, I can keep my job.. So let me rephrase that. But then I remembered ... I quit.
I walked back to bed where my little sunshine was sleeping so peacefully.
I gently moved a strain of curls from out of her face. I stared.
How am I so lucky to be blessed with this little bundle of joy?
I made her. She came from me. I carried her in my stomach for nine months. It was me. Me who done it. All harry did was dump his semen into me. I did the rest.
~Flashback
My boss just told me I could leave early since my feet were getting more swollen by the minute. I turned around about to walk back to my station where my sweater was. But I heard my name called "Taylor? Is that right?" I turned completely around and nodded my head in a up and down motion. "Mind if I ask but how many months are you?" That question wasn't hard to answer. I been keeping track since the day I took my first pregnancy test. "7 months and 3 weeks mam." She looked taken back for a second. "Why are you working? You should be resting at home! You know I worked for 5 months and the stopped." I looked up at her and my eyes met hers. "How'd you get the money?" "My husband." I looked down In disappointment. I actually wanted to cry my eyes out at that point. But I held it. Held my tears in. "Why are you still working Taylor?" "It's a long story..... I have to get going." "I have time to listen. If you didn't see, I'm by myself and I would love to hear a long story if you don't mind." She smiled up at me. She gestured her head for me to take the seat across from her.. And I surly did.1. My feet were killing me and 2. I was off work for the night.. She stared at me waiting for me too tell her my "long story." I took a deep breath and let out what I've been holding in for months now.. "It all started when my boyfriend Har- I mean ex boyfriend Harry started a band called one direction.........." I started talking to her about every single detail from the moment until this moment. I knew I just wasn't wasting my time by the way her face looked. She looked intrigued by my story... And if I was her , I would be too. He'll, it's kind of interesting. "So now I'm here.. Working from 10 in the morning till 6 in the afternoon. And until I deliver my healthy baby girl." She still seemed in a trance from my story. "You've been through a lot honey and I have faith it will all come together for you." She said getting up from her seat. "Thank you very much for listening... I haven't told anyone except for you." "We'll I'm very pleased I was the first too hear your amazing story." She handed me a receipt before she started to walk away. I was confused. "But I don't collect the receipts. There for you too keep." "Just keep it baby." I looked down at the folded receipt in my hand. I opened it and was shocked by what I found. I held up a 100$ bill. "Aw thank yo-" I look to my side where she was suppose to be standing but she was gone. I scanned the restaurant for any sight of her but found nothing. And stranger gave me 100$ and I didn't even know her name. I was about to throw the receipt out when I was it had writing. "You'll be alright. I promise, stay strong for that little girl and ........yourself. You'll need it." It said. I didn't bother throwing it out. I folded it and placed it in my back pocket then walked out... With a bit more confidence then I had walking in.
~ End if flashback
I caressed her little cheek and she stirred awake.
"GoodMorning my little angle. How did you sleep?" "Good mama." She said while rubbing her eyes with her tiny hands.
Every time she calls me mama, it sends shivers down my spine because its still hard to believe I'm a mother till this day and I have a wonderful daughter.
"Wanna sleep or get some breakfast?" "Breakfast mama." I picked her up off the bed.
Her little feet followed behind mine as I went into the kitchen. Ema knows where to seat so I don't have to do it for her. I scan the kitchen cabinets for any food left.
Great.. We have none.
I walked toward my pocketbook by the night stand and pulled my wallet out. I had $38 right now.
I walked back into the kitchen and took Ema from out her seat. "We're going to get something to eat. Is that okay with Ema?" I said looking down at her.
"Dat ok wit Ema mama."
****
I rolled the cart down the cereal isle of the supermarket. I scanned the shelves looking for Emas favorite.
Fruity pebbles.
I start walking toward the cashier and kept getting weird stares for people.
And by people I mean girls.
Ema kept calling my name. It was like I couldn't hear her but could hear her. "Mama?"
I snapped my neck from looking around me. She turned her head toward the cashier. I guess he was talking to me.
"That will be $23.74 mam." I pulled the money out my wallet handed it too him. He bagged my items and we left.
Before I started to load the food into my car I buckled Ema in first. "Mama no!" She said while I tighten the seat belt a little more.
"Ema. Safety first baby" "but mama...?"
"But mama nothing sweetheart. Safety first!" She nodded her head really slowly not wanting to look at me.
I close the door and walk back to the cart that had my food in it. I started to load the bags into the trunk.
On my last bag, someone of something pulled me up against my car with a loud "bang"
it was actually a girl. A young girl.
She held a blade to my throat and said.
"Stay the fuck away from harry do you understand me? Or next time? This blade will be cutting you.. And maybe even your preciously little daughter."
I was scared.
She had a damn knife to my throat! And all because of what that stupid magazine said.
She let me go and ran away.
I swear to god, if she didn't have the knife I would have beaten her ass.
But she had a knife to my throat and threatened my daughter.
No one threatens my daughter.
I hopped into the car like nothing ever happen. Like everything was fine. "Mama wat wa dat noise?"
"Oh something just hit the car baby. Nothing really." And I drove off.
We came back to the house and Ema ate her cereal. I couldn't eat though.
I was still feeling jumpy from what happen today.
Me and Ema just watched a little tv. I wasn't. My mind was focused on something else.
"This blade will be cutting you.... And maybe even your precious little daughter."
What she said keep running through my mind. I couldn't put Ema in harms way. And plus its sad that, that happens over a picture. They don't know the story behind it.
I came back to earth when Ema started tapping my thigh. "Yeah baby." "The beep mama."
"Oh yeah. Be right back." I got up and walked over to my phone.
And Ema calls the phone "the beep" I don't know why. But If she likes saying it, it's fine with me.
I look at the name and it's Harry.
Ugh.
Me:Hello?
Harry: Taylor?
Me:yeah?
Harry: is it ok if I come over today? And bring the boys? They really want to meet her.
Me: you can but the boys can't today. Maybe tomorrow.
He sighed.
Harry:Alright ill be there in a hour?
Me: yeah that's fine.
Harry: I can-
Me: bye
~ End call
Why was harry coming over? I didn't feel like dealing with him today. But I knew I had too. I couldn't do that to Harry just because we're on bad terms right now.
I sat back down on the couch where Ema was.
"Ema... Do you like harry?" She looked at me. "I like him lot. More than Rashon."
She looked back at the tv.
Why didn't she like Rashon?
"Ema baby.. Why don't you like Rashon?"
She didn't look at me. "I just don't." I was getting nervous now. My heart started racing .
What if he did something to Ema? "Ema what did he do to you?"
"Notin mama." I didn't believe her.
I ran into the kitchen were my phone was and texted Rashon.
Me: I need you to come over now
Rashon: omw.
I was really going to confront him. I wasn't liking the way Ema was acting lately and I think Rashon had something to do with it.
I sat back down next to Ema. I wasn't going to let her know Rashon was coming over.
I heard a knock on the door and instantly turned my head to the door. I walked to it door and opened it.
I wasn't letting him into my house right now. So I went outside to talk to him.
"What's wrong baby?" He tried to caress my face but I slapped it away.
"What did you do to Ema!"
His eyes grew and looked taken back. I took at step closer to him after he didn't respond. We were basically face to face now.
"What. Did. You. Do. To. My. Daughter."
Notes
Ooooooo! What's gonna happen? Did I do that cliffhanger like I usually do?? Lolbut anyways... What about Rashon? Is Taylor gonna find out?
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Oh and happy belated to @chancehoran :)
Ok so I got home at 7:30ish, and I started reading your story haven't stopped since then and now I'm starting the sequel! this story is amazing, your doing a really good job!!!!
Just curious how old you are, you don't have to answer if you don't want to.
2/27/16