Little Things
OOOOHHHH SNAPP
I went to go find Zayn Monday after school. I needed to talk to him. I tried talking to him throughout the school day but he just avoided me every time. I knew where he would be where he always is, our smoking spot. He was sitting on the curb smoking, didn’t even acknowledge me as I sat down.
“Can we talk about Saturday?” I asked
“Nope.” He took a drag, still not looking at me.
“Zayn come on we have to talk about this, what happened there-”
“You’re not going to like what I have to say about this.” He said
“You don’t know that-”
“You want to talk about this than fine. Everything I said there is true, is how I actually feel. I can’t believe that you would go back to him. After everything he has done to you! I’m not sorry for what I said. Not even a little. I don’t regret it what’s so ever.”
“So even the part about me only being with him for the sex-”
“Yup that too. I mean come one Jazz we hooked up-”
“We never hooked up! We fooled around but-”
“Oh right because you have been saving your precious virginity for the ‘one’. Or have you already given it up to him? Face it Jazz you ruined everything between you and me and you’re bound to ruin things with him.” He got up and walked away. I was left there on my own to wallow in the fact that he was right.
I called Alex and told her about the whole ordeal. The only thing she said was “I’ll take care of it.”
Zayn POV
“Zayn! ZAYN! ZAYN JAVADD MALIK IF YOU DON’T STOP SO HELP ME GOD I WILL KICK YOU SO HARD IN THE BALLS YOU’LL TASTE THEM!” she shouted. I reluctantly turned around to a very pissed off Alex. This can’t be good.
“What?” I said with a bit of attitude. She did not like that.
“Who the fuck do you think you are treating Jazz that way! After how you were Saturday you have no right-”
“You told me to tell her how I felt.” I said. Weak defense I know.
“Not like that! Not while she is one a date with Harry! Not by insulting her to the point where she spent half the night on the phone with me crying her eyes out! What were you thinking?”
“I don’t think I just do you know me Alex.”
“Do you even care about her?!”
“Yup cuz I'm the good friend right just the good frie-”
“Oh enough of the good friend crap my god! You set yourself up that way. You knew she was using you but you let her!”
“Yup I did. Now I want nothing to do with her.”
“What changed?”
“What changed? What changed?! She got back together with him after using me like that! She’s a manipulative bitch!”
“You arrogant prick! I can’t believe you ever claimed to love her!”
“I do love her that’s why I can’t be near her! I can’t be around her when she’s with him! You think I like doing this! You think I like feeling like this! Well I don’t. You said it yourself I set myself up to be the good friend now I'm changing it. I don’t want her to come to me with her Harry crap not anymore I’m done!” I said turning to walk away.
“You know I felt bad for you! I felt like you and she should have been together! But you’re nothing but a jack ass! You deserve what comes to you now. And you not only lost one friend you lost me too!” I'm in some deep shit aren’t I?
“Alex wait-”
“No fuck you Zayn you really fucked things up.” Yup I sure did.
Jazz POV
I watched Alex come storming back into the school. She was pissed. Something had gone very very wrong.
“What happened? Did you talk to him?”
“There is no talking to that prick ugh I can’t believe him. You are so much better off without him, believe me.”
“Alex but that doesn’t-”
“Just forget about him Jazz you got Harry that’s all you need believe me. Come on we are sooooo late for drama.” She pulled me into the auditorium.
“Hey babe. Wait hey what’s wrong?” Harry said when he saw I was obviously upset.
“Oh nothing I just single handedly ruined my friendship with Zayn that’s all”
“Hey, hey, hey no you didn’t he was the one being a prick god when did he become such a jackass?” she said incredulously.
“He’s not being a jack ass he’s hurt. I can see why if I was him I would feel the same way.”
“But Jazz-”
“But nothing Alex. He’s using this as a defense mechanism, pushing away anyone who’s trying to help.”
“Just give him some space he’ll come around.”
7/11/13