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Little Things

Rebounding

“So are you ready to talk about what happened yet?” Zayn asked me unlocking his apartment door and leading me inside. I plopped down on his couch and fished around in my bag for my pack. I promised Harry I would cut back on smoking but now that his is gone- I can’t even bring myself to think about it without feeling like I'm going to throw up. I made Zayn stop at a convenience store so could get some before we went back to his place. Ryder was at his friend’s house tonight and I really didn’t want to be alone and I didn’t want to be around anyone either. So I just let Zayn take me back to his place. As I lit my cigarette Zayn waited expectantly for me to tell him what happened.

“He still loves Rylan.” I said taking a drag. He waited for me to elaborate and I sighed and let my smoke out and said “he can’t get her out of his head. Our whole relationship has been a lie. It’s the reason he didn’t ask me out New Year’s Eve. It’s the reason he can barely be in the same room as her. It’s the reason he was so upset that her a Niall slept together. She’s the cause of all of it.”

“Hey don’t think of it that way?” he said pulling out a cigarette of his own.

“How else should I think of it? This is like what the 4 time he’s hurt me? When am I going to learn? When it comes to me he is like a cigarette, toxic and addictive. No matter how much he slowly destroys me, I keep going back to him.” I took another long hit before putting it out.

“That was very insightful.” He chuckled trying to lighten the mood. “Come on you look exhausted let’s get you to bed.” H said leading me into his bedroom.

“Where are you going to sleep?” I asked taking off my shoes.

“I’m going to crash on the couch.”

“Oh well thanks for everything.” I pulled him in for a hug. When we pulled apart our faces were an inch away from each other. All the sudden I leaned in and kissed him. I don’t know what came over me but I thought if I didn’t kiss him I would simply die I needed to kiss him. After the sudden shock he started to kiss me back running his hands up and down my back. Kissing him felt old and familiar, like and old memory or a dream you can’t quite remember. We kept kissing for what felt like forever until he pulled away for a breath. With our forehead’s leaning against each other he smiled and whispered “Goodnight Jazz.” And kissed the top of my head before walking off into the living room. I slid into the bed and curled up in a little ball hoping to God when I woke up tomorrow this would all be a horrendous dream.

I woke up to the strong smell of coffee. Just the smell of it was already perking me up. I stretched and looked around and realized I wasn’t in my bed. Then it all came back to me. The break up, me storming out, me kissing Zayn all of it in little flashes. My stomach dropped and all I wanted was to curl back up in the comfort of this bed. The only reason I did get up is because I wanted to see Zayn. I pulled myself out of bed and made my way to his kitchen.

“Morning, love.” He said taking a sip of his coffee.

“Morning.” I rose up on my tip toes and kissed him. He smiled slightly and kissed me back.

“How are you feeling this morning?” he said handing me a mug.

“Better much better. I can’t thank you enough for last night.” I said hugging him.

It was no problem, love.” He said running his hand through my hair and kissing the top of my head.

LINE BREAK

We were back at school and everyone had heard about me and Harry’s break up. I tried to treat the gossip like I was treating Harry, acting like it didn’t exist. I had barely spoken to Harry since school started. Just when I returned his stuff on last Monday morning. Other than that anytime he tried to contact me I would ignore it. I was happier now. I had someone who really wanted what was best for me. Even though we were keeping the fact that we were together a secret. The only person who knew about it was Alex. She was less than please with the turn of events but let me do my own thing. But it has been almost two weeks since the break up and I had to say I have been doing pretty okay.

I’ve been staying at Zayn’s ever since that night. Ryder is off on this school camping thing and wouldn’t get back till Monday and I didn’t want to stay home alone. I would go home when he gets back but until then I wanted to stay with Zayn.

I don’t know why I didn’t see it before. Zayn has been there for me all along. He always wanted what was best for me. I don’t know why he wasn’t like this when we had our little fling last summer. Or maybe he was and I just couldn’t see because I had Harry clouding my judgment. Either way I'm way happier with Zayn than I was with Harry or will ever be with Harry. I think.

Even though I was happy this was all really confusing. I was still crushed by Harry’s sudden break up. But I'm all better now because Zayn is fixing me. He’s all I need. I’m better off now. Really!

LINE BREAK

So we’re back at Zayn’s playing video games like we usually do when we get home from school. I like coming home with him and just hanging out at his house.

“I’m getting kinda hungry I'm gunna go make a snack do you want anything?” he shook his head and kept his eyes on the game. I slid into his lap and kissed him and whispered “be right back.” And walked off knowing his eyes were on me. As I walked into the kitchen I heard a banging on the door. Zayn got up to get it and as he opened the door I heard Harry came bursting in.

“Are you fucking KIDDING ME?!” Harry yelled

“What the hell is wrong with you?” Zayn shouted back. I peeked around the corner to see what was happening.

“Your with Jazz THAT’S what’s wrong with me!” he said shoving Zayn back.

“You broke up with her! YOU left her broken hearted again!”

“Yeah Yeah good old Zayn coming in to pick up the pieces right?”

“Your damn right I am! She was a wreck after you left her! She’s still a mess!”

“Well I should be fixing her shouldn’t I? You don’t need to clean up after my messes Zayn I'm a big boy!”

“Well then start acting like it!”

“You know she is only using you as a rebound right.”

“Of course I know that! I’d have to be pretty damn stupid if I didn’t. But she needs someone to be there for her right now. She needs a shoulder to cry on and for someone to pick up the pieces to her broken heart. And as long as she needs that then I'm here for her.”

“Even if it ruins our friendship.” Harry said solemnly.

“If you really cared about her and her needs you wouldn’t let it.” After Zayn said that it got really quiet. After a few minutes Harry said “I really made a mess of things haven’t I?”

“Just give her sometime mate. You really hurt her.” He said shifting his weight from one foot to another.

"Do you think she'll ever forgive me? maybe take me back?" he said

"Its not my place to say. Its for her to decide."

“Next time you see her can you just tell her I'm sorry.”

“No mate I think you have to do that on your own.” Zayn said. Harry nodded and let Zayn lead him out of the apartment. As the door shut Zayn looked up towards the kitchen and saw me lingering in the doorway.

“So I'm guessing you heard all that.” He said shoving his hands in his pockets.

“Yeah… look Zayn I'm just going to get my stuff and go home.” I said

“Jazz you don’t have to-”

“Yes I do Zayn. Thank you though. You’ve been a really good friend.”

“Anything for you Jazz.” We hugged and we went to the bedroom to pack up my things.

Notes

did this because someone requested it wasnt part of the original plan but i really like how it came out. let me know what you thik in the comments!

Comments

AWWWWWW, I know, ita super sad that its over, but that ending was so cute! <3
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! This can't be the end!!!! WHY!?!?!?!
honestly, please update this, I'm actually dying.
turtlegirlkirk turtlegirlkirk
7/10/13
Im gonna have to cry becuz ur not updating .... :'(
little_old_me little_old_me
7/8/13
ummmmm PLEASE UPDATE I'M DYING