
For The Better Or For The Worst? ~ Harry Styles FanFiction
How Can We Reconcile, When Everything We've Ever Loved, Is Gone?
Harry's P.O.V
I was such an idiot. A self-centred dick. How could I make Natalie choose between me and her future?
She was talented; she could do hair and makeup. I figured I should just leave her be. She was annoyed
with me and I didn't want to make matters worse. I got up out of bed and threw on some slacks and a T-
shirt. I went out to meet the other lads and their girlfriends where we were going to have our meals.
"Morning all." I said as I walked in.
"Morning Harry. Where's Nat?" Louis asked.
"She's just in the room."
"Everything alright?"
"Yeah she's just a bit upset."
"What happened Haz?" Eleanor chirped.
"She has her doctors test that's going to get her degree while we're away. They can't reschedule it. If I
send her back, she won't be able to come back with us on tour because of our schedule. I really want her
to stay, but I don't want to deprive her the chance of doing something that she's passionate about."
"That's so thoughtful and considerate of you. Go get Nat and bring her here. We can all have breakfast
and then we can out for drinks tonight, okay love?" Eleanor smiled.
"Sounds great. Thanks El."
I briskly walked to our room, gently knocking on the door before walking into the room. She was still out
on the balcony, with her head in her hands. I came up behind her and gently rubbed her arms up and
down.
"I'm sorry Harry for earlier." She said turning her head to me.
"Don't worry about it love, it's not your fault. I just thought you'd realise that we weren't coming back that
way again. I truly am sorry."
She gave me a hug and we walked with our hands entwined, back to the table.
"Hey Nat." The others said as we approached.
"Hi everyone." She said shyly.
"I'm hungry. Can we eat!" Niall complained. Typical of him, I laughed to myself. We all began to dig in into
the bacon and eggs that was provided. The girls really hit it off and I could tell they were going to be great
friends. I heard them whispering and giggling together and then they decided they'd go out for the day.
"How about we have a shopping day ladies." Eleanor whispered.
"Sounds great." They all agreed.
Natalie whispered into my ear,
"Harry can I go with them please?"
"Of course babe. We aren't doing anything today anyway." I smiled.
"Well we best be going now boys."Danielle said.
"Where are you going?" Liam asked.
"Us girls are going on a field trip to Shopping Paradise." She sighed happily.
They all got up but I handed Nat some money to take for her shopping. She smiled appreciatively and
took the money. Now what was I going to do for the day, I laughed.
Nat's P.O.V
The girls and I had gotten off to a great start. Dani, Eleanor and Perrie were all really nice. Niall still hadn't
had a girlfriend but that would change soon. I still wasn't sure if I was going to stay or go back for the test.
It still dwelled in the back of my mind and I needed to make a decision soon. So for the time being, I might
as well just enjoy myself. We went to every single shop we could think of. We were starting in the U.K
again, then travelling to Europe.
(They had taken a flight before they got to the U.K. Sorry I didn't mention it before!)
It was now around 6:00pm, so we decided to go back. Harry had given me $200.00 but I had $100.00
change for him which was good. We arrived back at the hotel to see the boys mucking around.
"We're back." Perrie sang. They immediately settled and tried to present themselves, which I laughed at.
Harry winked at me and I just couldn't stop smiling. We had dinner and then played Truth or Dare? Mostly
everyone chose dares which consisted of streaking down the hallway, kissing someone, acting like you're
in love and some other things which were a bit naughty ;)
It was a great night but to top it off, we went down to the local pub and ordered drinks. After about an
hour, we were pretty drunk and wasted. The others were mucking around. The atmosphere was great.
There were lots of girls grinding up against other guys but I was dancing with Harry. Everything was a blur
and I definitely wouldn't remember anything in the morning.
+ + + +
I woke up to find myself in another bedroom, which was strange. Niall was sitting across on a spare
couch. My head was pounding from the immense hangover I had. What kept going through my mind was,
why was I in Niall's room? Please not have slept with him. He stood up from the couch and handed me a
glass of water and some Advil. I swallowed the tablet and took a long drink.
"Niall, why am I in your room?" I asked worried.
"Don't worry. We didn't sleep together. Um, you and Harry had a fight last night, and erh, he was really
pissed with so much alcohol, and he bought someone else home." He said hesitantly.
"What!? What were we fighting about?"
"You were saying that you were going to go back for the test and he was mad. He slept with another girl
Nat." Jesus Christ, I thought to myself.
"Thank you for letting me sleep here. I'll see you later." I hopped out of the bed and down the now familiar
path to our room. I barged through the door, not caring what I was going to see. I saw her. The girl sound
asleep with Harry. I was so enraged. I walked over to Harry and slapped his head.
"Get up Styles!" I yelled causing him to wake up abruptly.
"Natalie what are you doing?" He said rubbing his head.
"You need to get her out!" I pointed to her. He turned over to realise it wasn't me that he was cuddling.
"Natalie I'm so sorry." I walked over to the other side of the bed, grabbed her by the hair and arms and
dragged her out of the bed. She started screaming but I was dominating with my yelling.
"Get out!"
"You're the one who made him upset."
"Get out of here!" I threw her out the door and she ran away. I was so upset and hurt.
"You can get out too!"
"Nat, I'm sorry."
"Harry this isn't going to work. I have to go back and what you did shows me we can't ever be a couple."
"Nat don't say that!"
"It's true though. How can I trust you?"
"Nat..."
"Just get out!" He got up out of the bed and threw some clothes on. Great so they had sex. As soon as he
was out of the door, I fell apart. Harry and I's relationship was over now.
Now what was I going to do without him?
I was such an idiot. A self-centred dick. How could I make Natalie choose between me and her future?
She was talented; she could do hair and makeup. I figured I should just leave her be. She was annoyed
with me and I didn't want to make matters worse. I got up out of bed and threw on some slacks and a T-
shirt. I went out to meet the other lads and their girlfriends where we were going to have our meals.
"Morning all." I said as I walked in.
"Morning Harry. Where's Nat?" Louis asked.
"She's just in the room."
"Everything alright?"
"Yeah she's just a bit upset."
"What happened Haz?" Eleanor chirped.
"She has her doctors test that's going to get her degree while we're away. They can't reschedule it. If I
send her back, she won't be able to come back with us on tour because of our schedule. I really want her
to stay, but I don't want to deprive her the chance of doing something that she's passionate about."
"That's so thoughtful and considerate of you. Go get Nat and bring her here. We can all have breakfast
and then we can out for drinks tonight, okay love?" Eleanor smiled.
"Sounds great. Thanks El."
I briskly walked to our room, gently knocking on the door before walking into the room. She was still out
on the balcony, with her head in her hands. I came up behind her and gently rubbed her arms up and
down.
"I'm sorry Harry for earlier." She said turning her head to me.
"Don't worry about it love, it's not your fault. I just thought you'd realise that we weren't coming back that
way again. I truly am sorry."
She gave me a hug and we walked with our hands entwined, back to the table.
"Hey Nat." The others said as we approached.
"Hi everyone." She said shyly.
"I'm hungry. Can we eat!" Niall complained. Typical of him, I laughed to myself. We all began to dig in into
the bacon and eggs that was provided. The girls really hit it off and I could tell they were going to be great
friends. I heard them whispering and giggling together and then they decided they'd go out for the day.
"How about we have a shopping day ladies." Eleanor whispered.
"Sounds great." They all agreed.
Natalie whispered into my ear,
"Harry can I go with them please?"
"Of course babe. We aren't doing anything today anyway." I smiled.
"Well we best be going now boys."Danielle said.
"Where are you going?" Liam asked.
"Us girls are going on a field trip to Shopping Paradise." She sighed happily.
They all got up but I handed Nat some money to take for her shopping. She smiled appreciatively and
took the money. Now what was I going to do for the day, I laughed.
Nat's P.O.V
The girls and I had gotten off to a great start. Dani, Eleanor and Perrie were all really nice. Niall still hadn't
had a girlfriend but that would change soon. I still wasn't sure if I was going to stay or go back for the test.
It still dwelled in the back of my mind and I needed to make a decision soon. So for the time being, I might
as well just enjoy myself. We went to every single shop we could think of. We were starting in the U.K
again, then travelling to Europe.
(They had taken a flight before they got to the U.K. Sorry I didn't mention it before!)
It was now around 6:00pm, so we decided to go back. Harry had given me $200.00 but I had $100.00
change for him which was good. We arrived back at the hotel to see the boys mucking around.
"We're back." Perrie sang. They immediately settled and tried to present themselves, which I laughed at.
Harry winked at me and I just couldn't stop smiling. We had dinner and then played Truth or Dare? Mostly
everyone chose dares which consisted of streaking down the hallway, kissing someone, acting like you're
in love and some other things which were a bit naughty ;)
It was a great night but to top it off, we went down to the local pub and ordered drinks. After about an
hour, we were pretty drunk and wasted. The others were mucking around. The atmosphere was great.
There were lots of girls grinding up against other guys but I was dancing with Harry. Everything was a blur
and I definitely wouldn't remember anything in the morning.
+ + + +
I woke up to find myself in another bedroom, which was strange. Niall was sitting across on a spare
couch. My head was pounding from the immense hangover I had. What kept going through my mind was,
why was I in Niall's room? Please not have slept with him. He stood up from the couch and handed me a
glass of water and some Advil. I swallowed the tablet and took a long drink.
"Niall, why am I in your room?" I asked worried.
"Don't worry. We didn't sleep together. Um, you and Harry had a fight last night, and erh, he was really
pissed with so much alcohol, and he bought someone else home." He said hesitantly.
"What!? What were we fighting about?"
"You were saying that you were going to go back for the test and he was mad. He slept with another girl
Nat." Jesus Christ, I thought to myself.
"Thank you for letting me sleep here. I'll see you later." I hopped out of the bed and down the now familiar
path to our room. I barged through the door, not caring what I was going to see. I saw her. The girl sound
asleep with Harry. I was so enraged. I walked over to Harry and slapped his head.
"Get up Styles!" I yelled causing him to wake up abruptly.
"Natalie what are you doing?" He said rubbing his head.
"You need to get her out!" I pointed to her. He turned over to realise it wasn't me that he was cuddling.
"Natalie I'm so sorry." I walked over to the other side of the bed, grabbed her by the hair and arms and
dragged her out of the bed. She started screaming but I was dominating with my yelling.
"Get out!"
"You're the one who made him upset."
"Get out of here!" I threw her out the door and she ran away. I was so upset and hurt.
"You can get out too!"
"Nat, I'm sorry."
"Harry this isn't going to work. I have to go back and what you did shows me we can't ever be a couple."
"Nat don't say that!"
"It's true though. How can I trust you?"
"Nat..."
"Just get out!" He got up out of the bed and threw some clothes on. Great so they had sex. As soon as he
was out of the door, I fell apart. Harry and I's relationship was over now.
Now what was I going to do without him?
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