Lily's POV:

As soon as I finished, I flushed the toilet and sat down.

"Your ugly and fat as hell, you don't deserve to live with One Direction!"

"Leave One Direction alone or else..."

"You shouldn't even be allowed in the same country as them, let alone the same house!"

"Get away from our men, you bitch!"

The Directioner's angry comments shouted at me in my head, making my shoulders shake and tears fall. I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror. Am I fat? I looked down at my thighs and sobbed, I've never really been skinny amongst my friends. Am I ugly? My red hair answered that question. Did I deserve this new family? Not in a million years.

"Lily where are you?" Yelled Louis.

"I'm up here, just give me a second!" I shouted, trying to control my shaky voice. I wiped my tears away, blew my noise, and walked slowly downstairs. I'll be the perfect child, I promised, so I will deserve this. I need to make sure my appearance is nice when I go out, I realized. I ran back upstairs and looked at my clothes, nothing was nice enough! I had sold all my dresses and skirts! Sighing, I took out my leggings and a cute red sweater and pulled my hair in a ponytail. After I had brushed my teeth and combed my hair, I ran downstairs.

"What was wrong with the outfit you had on before?" Asked Eleanor, I quick made up an excuse.

"It was dirty and I don't have many outfits left."

"Oh that's right, Eleanor and you can go shopping tomorrow if you want," said Louis.

"No!" I exclaimed.

"Why not?" Asked Eleanor.

"You shouldn't be spending money on me especially because of everything you've done for me."

"But Lily, you need more clothes," Louis said, reasonably.

"Come on Lily, it'll be fun!" Eleanor smiled but I frowned, hesitantly, if I was to be the perfect child, it should be me who gives all the gifts, not them. I shook my head stubbornly.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang. Relieved for a distraction, I hurriedly opened the door and walked outside. I almost fell down, the entrance to the house was spectacular and must of cost a fortune! There was no way they would buy me more clothes, I promised myself.