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Crystalised

All of me

Jenna's POV

I started walking, since i figured that I'm just standing and staring at the hotel like a freak. It was really exhausting listening to my mother say the same things over and over again. I wish I didn't have to go to my room. But that was not an option.

So, I walked in, and in it was my mother with Leena. My mom was furious, but Leena had this evil smirk on her face. I expected my mom to yell at me immediately after I walked in, but I guess she started reading those parenting books…

"Sit down, Jen" she said calmly. I could see it on her face that she was trying not to freak out. So, I just sat on the bed. "What is going on?" she continued to speak calmly.

"What?" I didn't want to sound sarcastic, so it sounded like I really didn't knew what she was referring to.

"Well, yesterday at diner you completely lost control over yourself and almost ruined your father's chance for a promotion" STEP FATHER! I was correcting her in my mind. "and today, instead of facing the consequences, you ordered room service which is very expensive in this hotel, and after that you got out and wen't god-knows where."

Thank you for stating the obvious. - thought to myself.

"Well?!" Leena got inpatient. "Where the hell were you?!"

I can not stand the way she speaks to me. She get's on my nerves.

"None of your damn business!" I said automatically.

"Do not talk to your sister that way, Jenna!" My mom, as usually, was defending her. "And answer her question. Where were you yesterday night, and today-the whole day?" She also got inpatient.

"Out." I answered short. Sometimes, I enjoyed annoying her, the same way she annoys me.

"Jenna, you tell me right now where do you go!" She stood up from the chair, and started talking louder "Do you do drugs?!" She asked panicking a little. I was just looking at her. She knows I don't do drugs. I barely drink.

"No" I answered her.

"Then tell me, where do you go?!" She started to shout. Looks like she just read few pages of the parenting books.

"I told you, I was out" She then had an expression on her face that said 'With who?', so I answered it "With a friend."

"What friend?" she asked. She knew it's my first time in London, I don't know anyone here.

"The one from last night." I purposely phrased the sentence that way. I knew it would bother her. Leena was in the back, enjoying this. So, I decided to put on a good show.

"What did you do last night Jenna!? You have to tell me." Her voice got a little lower. Is she playing both bad cop and good cop?

"I don't remember. I apparently made a friend." I answered her. There was no way I would tell her exactly what happened.

"Fine, don't tell me. Here" she handed me something. I took it and it was a ticket. A ticket back to New York "Your plane leaves tomorrow at 6 p.m. There was nothing sooner…"

I could see Leena glowing in the back. She was so happy right now.

"I am not boarding this." I said, and put the ticket on the table, and started to walk towards the door. I just wanted to get out of there.

"Well" my mom started to talk, so I stopped, just to see what she has to say "There is another option."

"And what might that be?" I asked. I knew it was something impossible like grow gils and breath underwater.

"From now on, you take Leena everywhere you decide to go." It was unbelievable ! She want's me to chose between going 'home', where I don't know anyone and have only one friend, and spend 5 days with Lucifer 2.0.

"WHAT?!" Leena shouted. She did not expect this. I had an evil smile on my face. So, decided to chose option number two. This way, Leena would have a bad time too. I won't be the only one suffering. It's her fault anyway.

"Karma's a bitch, bitch." I said. She just looked at me with haterade in her eyes.

My mom left the room, and Leena followed her to try and change her mind, but my mom is stubborn, so she didn't succeed.

"Well great job Jenna. Now I have to suffer for your mistakes!" Said Leena, when she came back from the hallway.

"Justice" I said.

Harry's POV

As I drove off, I saw her standing and staring at her hotel. But I can't get those words out of my mind 'I mean, a girl and a guy can be just friends, right?'. I knew it. But, how is this possible? I usually get the girl… My phone rang, so I answered

"Hi" I said quietly. I was upset and didn't want to be around people. It was Niall.

"Hey, where are you?" he asked.

"I just dropped Jenna off at her hotel, why?" I said. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone about anything.

"Are you OK?" He ask worried. Why wouldn't I be? So what if one girl doesn't like me back. Plenty of fish in the sea.

"Yeah. I just have a headache, I'm going home to get some rest. I'll see you later." I said, and after he replied "Ok, bye." I hung up. Why was she doing this? We had so much chemistry together. And I have so much fun with her...

I went home and laid in front of the TV. But I couldn't focus on the TV, I was just thinking about her. So I called Liam, he always has good advice. I called him over and in few minutes he came.

"Your head still hurts?" He asked as he was entering my home.

"I don't understand" I immediately started to talk about Jenna. "I mean, I am nice to her. I helped her, I asked for her number, I called her-" Liam cut me off.

"Calm down mate" He said "Just think for a moment."

"I can't. It's difficult. She is a girl and she doesn't like me back." I started to shout a little.

"Mate, maybe she doesn't know you like her?" Liam said, but the words were empty. I knew she knew I liked her.

"Yeah, like I'm not obvious." I said stating the obvious.

"Well maybe she's one of those girls you have tho show her you like her, and I don't mean asking for her number or calling her…" He said. It was a good thought, except she wasn't that kind of girl. I don't think she falls for those kind of things. I mean, she doesn't watch chick-flicks she likes action films and comedies. I said all of this out-loud.

"Well give her some action." He started to joke. We laughed for a bit, but I still don't know what to do. "Ok, be serious for a second. It doesn't necessarily need to be THAT kind of action. You can just invite her on a date, and make it really fun. Do something she hasn't done before."

"That would be great, If i knew what she hasn't done before…" I said, thinking about what could she possibly not have done.

"Bungie jumping? Or sky diving. Or catch a train and go somewhere random." He suggested. They were actually good ideas, but I still wasn't sure.

We sat there for few more hours talking about her and everything related to girls. It was almost 8p.m. and we had nothing planned for tonight so I decided to call her. I told her I would, I don't want to be one of those guys who say they will call you, and then don't.

Jenna's POV

Dear Diary

It's almost 8pm, and I am so bored. I read my last entry and realized I didn't finished it. It was because Harry called me. Now, my punishment is sitting here, with Leena, doing absolutely nothing. Breathing the same air is difficult. She's sitting on her computer, probably making fun of me with her friends on Facebook. I decided to continue writing what happened yesterday, until I have something better to do.

So, after Leena talked about her perfect little life, it was my turn to answer the question. What was I suppose to say. So, I started talking about my old school while I was trying to figure out what I am going to say about my new school. My mom made me promise that I will act sophisticated so that the dinner goes well, the Robertsons get to see that we are a functional family and if they like us they would offer Rob a job (hehe that rimed) here in London and that would be a big deal for him. So I had to sound like i was enjoying my new life in New York. Basically, I had to lie. I love England, and I love London so why not move here? So, as I was saying, I started talking about my old school and then i began talking about my new school. It was going ok, until Leena started to but-in my stories. Everything I said, she HAD to say that she was better at it. It was frustrating. I tried to ignore it, but then my mom…as always-"

My phone rang.

"Who the hell would be calling you?" asked Leena. She was really surprised someone called me.

I saw the caller ID, it was Harry. He said he would call me, I almost forgot.

"Yellow" I answered.

"Hi. How's it going?" He asked.

"It's been better." I answered short. I didn't want to speak in front of Leena.

"Who is it Jenna?" She asked again. She was really curious about it. I ignored her.

"Who is that?" Asked Harry.

"My evil step-sister." I answered while I was looking at her. She just rolled her eyes, and turned to her computer.

Harry started to laugh "So you are Cinderella, and she is one of the step-sisters?" He was apparently amused.

"No, no" I said "she's BOTH of them." i started to laugh. So did he.

"You want to go to Starbucks?" He asked. I really wanted to go, but if I go, Leena has to come too…

"You have no idea how much I want to get out of here." I said quietly so Leena doesn't hear me. And she didn't.

"Well then, get out. Come on, I'll pick you up in 15 minutes." He said.

"I can't…" And then I started to think, and I came up with an idea "10 minutes. Bye." I said quickly.

I took a Pepsi out of the mini-refrigerator, I opened, and as I was walking near Leena, i pretended i was tripping and spilled the pepsi on her hair.

"OH MY GOD. YOU DID THAT ON PURPOSE" She started to shout. I acted all innocent

"I wish I did do it on purpose" she was trying to get the pepsi out of her hear with her hands. I don't know how she expected that to work… "Are you gonna wash that, or let it stick to your hair?" I asked her.

She immediately stood up, and went to the bathroom to wash her hair. While she was washing her hair, i got my little purse that had my phone and wallet in it, my shoes and got out as soon as I could. I put on my shoes in the hallway and went downstairs. I saw mom and Rob in the lobby, so I hid behind a big plant, and there was a big crowd of chinese people so i hid behind them, and got out with them not noticing me.

Outside Harry was waiting for me in his car. I got in very fast.

"Drive" I said quickly.

"Why? Are you ok?" He asked, while he drove away.

"Yeah, I just saw my mom and Rob in the lobby." I answered him as I was putting on my seat-belt. I explained to him what happened when I got back, and that I was stuck with Leena. And then I told him my brilliant plan, which I am very proud of by the way, to get out.

"I feel like Charlie's Angels right now" I said, after I finished my story. He started laughing. And then my phone rang. Why didn't I leave it at the room?!

"Busted" Said Harry playfully. He was smiling while we were waiting for the traffic light to turn green.

I looked at my caller ID, and it wasn't mom, or Rob or Leena. It was Lexi. My only friend from New York

"Oh my god, Lexi!" I answered. She was the only person in the school who also hated Leena. We bonded with that. But, she's really nice. She works in an animal shelter almost every day after school, she is one of the best people I have ever met.

"Hey Jen. How's London? Having fun with your bestie, Lee?" Lee. That's what they call Leena back at school. Me and Lexi think it's like a chinese name.

"Couldn't be worse. Lot has happened." I said. Harry was just waiting patiently while he was driving.

"Well you'll tell me all about it tonight." She said.

"I'm not sure I'll be online. You know, time difference." I said to her.

"Well why don't we meet up in London. I AM HERE! " She said. A was filled with happiness. Finally a familiar face. Her ancestors are from London, and she has a Grandmother here so I guess she's visiting her. Perfect.

"Oh my god, where are you right now?!" I asked excited.

"I am at my grandmas. But I am free tonight. Where are you staying?" She asked.

"Dukes Hotel, but I'm on my way to Starbucks, you can join if you want to?" I suggested.

Harry's POV

"Dukes Hotel, but I'm on my way to Starbucks, you can join if you want to?" She suggested.

So I guess it won't be just me and her. Just my luck.

She explained to her friend which Starbucks are we going to, and it turned out that her friend's grandmother lives just a few minutes away, so I won't have much time with her alone. But, I guess I was kind of thrilled that I get to meet her friend. Somehow I'll get to know her a little bit more.

We arrived at Starbucks and as we got out, a red-hair girl was staring at me. I'm guessing she's a fan. Not what I had in mind...

"Lexi !!" Jenna threw herself at the girl. It was Lexi.

"Oh my god, how do you… where did you…what…" she was confused by my presents.

"Hi" I said, as i was taking her hand and shooked it "I'm Harry"

"Wow.." she said, and then quickly tried to correct herself "I mean, hi. I'm Lexi, Jen's friend."

"Nice to meet you" It was nice.

"I forgot to mention" Jenna turned to me "She is a fan"

"Not a 'fan', a directioner." she corrected Jenna. "There is a difference."

We bought coffees at Starbucks and went to a park near by. We talked there. Mostly about One Direction. But we also talked about Jenna and herself. I felt like I've known them for so long. We got along very good. Lexi was this red-haired, blue-eyed genius. She knew so much about everything, and the way she was with Jenna…it was very sweet. It made me like Jenna even more. They were so similar. I got to know Jenna a lot better. They were telling me stories how they got lost in a forrest while they were camping. They were lost for 3 days and lucky they found a couple camping who helped them. They were telling me how they got locked in the school one night, and had to wait until the morning to be unlocked because they had no mobile-phones. And many other stories. I think they bring the best in each other.

Jenna's phone rang few times, it was her mom calling her to get back at the hotel. She just said that she found Lexi, and she needs to catch up with her. So she could stay a little longer.

But soon it was 11pm.

"Ugh, I have to go" Said Lexi. "But, I'll definitely call you tomorrow. How long are you staying here?" She asked her.

I just realized, I've never asked her that. When does she leave?

"In about 5 days. But if Rob gets the job, I'll be back 2 days after that and I will live here…"

"OH MY GOD! REALLY?! My mom is perusing me to move here and live with my grandma until the divorce is final, and then she'll move here too. Well if Rob gets the job, I'm coming as well" She said. She didn't seem to upset about the divorce, so it didn't feel right asking about it.

"Oh my god, that's amazing." Said Jenna, she was really excited.

"Well, I have to go now, see you tomorrow?" She said to Jenna, and she nodded "And it was SO nice to meet you Harry"

"The pleasure is all mine, Lexi" I said polite.

She smiled and started walking in the opposite direction.

"So…where do we go now?" Jenna asked. It was finally just the two of us. I liked Lexi a lot, but I liked it better when it was just me and Jenna.

"I don't know, it's pretty late…are you sure you can stay out?" I asked. It was pretty late, and she's not on her best with her family. Which reminded me - I was really curious what was going on with her and her family.

"Yeah yeah. Come on, let's walk. I like London at night." She said as she was looking in the sky and around her.

"You hungry?" I asked. She can't refuse food, I learned that about her.

"YES! Chinese?" Why not.

We got chinese, but I ordered take out.

"Where are we gonna eat?" She asked a little confused. We got into my car, and i drove to a perfect place I know.

Jenna's POV

He was driving. It was a little deserted, the road we were on. But, I wasn't scared, you know? I was with him.

The car stopped.

"Come, on. Get out" he said. He was really happy. It was an old building. He took me to the roof. You could see the whole city from there. He had a blanket in his car that he took it upstairs. We sat and ate our food. It was really nice. He put the blanket over the both of us, and put his hand around me. He held me close. I felt really safe, like he could protect me from anything.

"Are you cold?" He said. I never noticed the tone of his voice. It was the kind of voice that gives you goosebumps when you hear it from up-close.

"No, not really" I said as I was looking to the sky. I loved watching the stars. They fascinate me.

"So, if you don't mind me asking…um… what's going on with your family?" He asked. Why did he had to bring that up? But, I guess I owe him an explanation.

"Long story…" I just said, as I rested my head on his shoulder.

"I found this" He said as he got a piece of paper out of his hoodie. He handed me the paper. It was my handwriting. I read it. And I remembered it. It was from the night when we met, the night I was drunk. I wrote it, because I always write my feelings. I felt my eyes tear up. I am the kind of person that never talks about their feelings. Ever. I just keep them to myself because I don't want to bore anyone with them. Not even Lexi knows everything. But, I suddenly felt the need to tell Harry. I felt like I could tell him anything. I was just afraid to start talking, because I might never shut up.

"Do you still feel this way?" He asked me. Something about his voice, it was very calming. I nodded because If I said one word, tears will fall down on my cheeks.

"You can tell me Jenna. You can tell me anything." He hugged me tighter. I felt his strength on me. So i just started.

"I love the stars. Me and my dad used to watch them almost every night with the telescope he got me for my fifth birthday." I paused. I was talking about my real dad. It was the first time I have ever talked about him with someone. "He was a great dad. Nobody could replace him" I said, as a tear fell from my eye.

"Where is he now?" He asked while he was moving his hand up and down on my arm.

"He died. He had cancer." I said. I could feel his face expression. He regretted a little for asking, but I knew the question was coming up. "He is one of these stars" I looked up "At least that's what I pretend. He is the north star. Always here, no matter what part of the year. I can see him from my bedroom in my house in New York."

"When…when did he…you know…" He struggled while saying than sentence.

"When did he died? Four years ago. I was 12." I answered his question.

"I'm so sorry" He said sympathetically.

"I am too. But at least he is at peace now. And I am stuck here…" I meant about my family, not that I am stuck here with Harry. I liked being with Harry...

Notes

All of me - Julia Stone

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8/14/13
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6/27/13
I am reading this at 4 in the morning I really need to sleep.... But I just can't its so good!
When you read 35 chapters of this in one day, 23 days is a long time to wait for the next one...
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