After a long night of tossing and turning, worried about what to think about. I know thatsou ds stupid but it's true. What was I to think about? How to apologise to Louis? If I like Liam? If I still like Louis? Is Liam just putting it on? I couldn't really go into thinking about anything because i didn't know what to go into wi serious thought. At about 6am I decided I needed to talk to Louis and see how he feels, then tell him I think I like Liam. I know I've on,y really connected with Liam for a few hours, but we were really connected. We connected like I have never connected with anybody before, and I can't ignore that. It's now 6.15 am as I sneak into Louis's room. The other boys had gone home, and Clare had. Obviously realising something was wrong and they weren't really wanted, I hope they didn't take that to offence. I see Louis in his bed, turned away. I shake his shoulder and he turns to look at me, I don't think he could sleep either. He jumps up and hugs me, pulling me into bed with him.
"I'm sorry pops, I'm so sorry, but you just don't understand what I'm going through" he explains.

"tell me then" I reply.

"I can't, that would be the worst thing I could do" he tells me.

"why, how would it" I ask

"it just would" he simply says. I'm starting to loose my patience, I know that sounds overreactive but what is it, it did make him shout at me so I want to know.

"just tell me Lou, I'm not playing games anymore" I know he gets the message as he looks a little taken back.

"I'm not going to!" he shouts "not a chance!"

"Louis for gods sake tell me now or im going to walk right out of that door and go stay elsewhere!" I shout.

"Liam loves you, but your to blind to notice" he shouts. I can't help smiling because I like Liam, a lot as it turned out. And i must have been really smiling because he then says, in a quiet and grumpy voice "but I love you aswel, and you never noticed that"

"I did notice, I came to see you about how you love me and I thought I loved you" I reply, more calmly than before.

"LOVED, LOVED IS DIFFERENT THAN LOVE, I LOVED YOU, BUT YOU'LL BE OK BECAUSE YOU LOVE LIAM!!!!!!!he shouts at me.
Im shocked. I can't stop myself. I cry. Cry more than I did before.
"maybe I love Liam, but I also love you, at least I thought I loved you, but turns out your just a jerk, which is a big shame because I was more into you than anybody else" I sulk/cry/shout. That was a bit of a pie as I liked Liam better but he dosnt have to know that. As I run into my room he starts to apologise, buthe dosnt even make the effort to getup. I shove some clothes into a bag and run for the door, at this point Louis is running after me. So I run out of the flat and to the end of the road and hide round the corner. After about five minuets Louis stops shouting my name and goes in. It's now 7.10am and I call Liam, as I still don't know where he lives, silly I know but I feel he is the one I want totalk to right now. He picks up.

"Liam?"

"yeah, poppy are you ok? Why are you calling me at 7 o'clock in the morning?" he sounds worried.

"im at the end of my street. Please can you come and get me" I say quickly, he must hear the sobbing as he says

" I'll be two minuets"
Surely enough i hear running footsteps and Liam is in front of me panting.

"whats wrong, why have you got a bag, did Louis hurt you? I swear to god if he's hurt you..." he starts.

"no he hasn't. Weve fallen out, can I come to yours" I butt in

"sure, you can stay in clares room" he offers and we start to walk to his house.

"can I stay in your room with you?" I ask

"sure" he answers, smiling from ear to ear. As we reach his house I realise he on,y lives two streets away, and his house Is really big, bigger than our flat. As we get to his room I'm shocked to find its perfectly clean, except the fact that his bed covers are all over the place, but that's because he was in such a hurry to get to me, he is so sweet. As I'm still in my top and knickers, which are what I like to sleep in, I crawl into his bed. He takes no time in getting in the other side. He is just in his pj bottoms, he also didn't think of getting clothes on, just meeting me. So sweet. We talk for hours and hours on end, it's strange to think not that long ago I was ding this with Louis, but it's not my fault he turned into a jerk. All is perfect untill I get a worried call off Niall. Telling me that Louis has just stormed over looking for me, Nd when he found I wasn't there he said he was going to kill Liam and ran out of the house. As the call is over we hear a knock at the door. It's all locked up. But as there is a huge crash and shouting we think he may have pushed his way in. Clare and zayn are in zayns room, I know because when I went looking for pj bottoms to borrow of her she isn't in her room, I love that she loves him and she loves her. Then we hear a bang and a scream, it Clare. Then our room door shoots open. And there is standing a very angry panting Louis. And before I can object he grabs my arm and drags me away. And before Liam can do anything. I'm gone. As I'm dragged down the stairs I hit my head on the bannister of Liam's house and as I slip into the darkness I see Liam stood at the top of the stairs coming after me. But all I see is darkness