I danced with Harry, all night and went swimming with him. I always looked round to see if Mason was watching, but he seemed to have left, thank god. I wasn't sure if i could ever tell Harry what he did, what could Mason actually do? I was unfocused, and Harry had to keep snapping me out of my thoughts. After a while he dropped me at my flat, i walked through the front door and broke down. The emotions I had kept in during the party, flowed out. I felt dirty, disgusting and horrified at myself. The emotion were building up too much, i was gonna scream if I didn't calm down. I thought quickly, grabbed a knife and cut, a thin slice across my arm. Immediately my anger calmed, it was quite strange how it did that. I made another small cut, after a couple more i was calm enough to strip off and have a long shower. The cuts stung in the hot water, but it kept the anger out for now...

Harry had tried to call me a few times, asking what i wanted to do tomorrow after work, but i made an excuse saying i wasn't well and needed to rest. In truth i just couldn't face harry at the moment, after the breakdown. I didn't see him for two days, and just as i was leaving my flat for the my shift at the club, i saw him pull up and get out his car. Crap.

"Kayla, what the hell! Why have you been avoiding my calls and texts? I've been worried!" He said, slightly angry. I hesitated, unsure of what to say.
"I've just felt sick, i was gonna call you tomorrow..." Lie lie lie. I could tell he didn't buy it. "I have work now.." i trailed off, and walked to my fiat. "What did i do?" He sounded really sad, and that hurt me to know i'd caused it. "Nothing, its just im not sure we're right for eachother... see you around Harry..." I jumped in my car, before the tears started streaming. I had to let go of him, before Mason hurt him, and this seemed like the only way even if it hurt both of us.

I had focused again, as i got to the bar. I started stocking up drinks, and wiping down the bar as the club got more and more packed. I was just serving a young man, when i heard a voice behind me that froze my blood."Hello beautiful, fancy seeing you here. Oh wait, you work here but of course i already knew that." I turned to see Mason, grinning evily. "Hows Harry, heard you broke up with him. Didn't want him getting hurt now, did we? Your stronger than i thought, this should be fun" and with that he left, i was frozen on the spot. "Bartender!!" I snapped out of it and carried on work, feeling sick to my core. What was i going to do?

Notes

Kinda a chapter/filler... Want to try and update at least every 3 days you know?


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