"Lilly! Lilly?! What's wrong!" i scream as i see her shocked face after she answered my phone.

She silently grabs my hand with tears running down her face.

i am led to the guest bedroom and sat down.

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"im so sorry..Robin, if i knew how to turn back time i would, i know she was all the family you had left.." Lilly says as i walk slowly out of the room and find tears falling.

i am not paying attention when i hit Harry in the hall of my house.

"Hey I!-Robin? are you alright?" he says in a charismatic way.
i fall into his arms and cry, his muscles squish me but i can't feel a thing. i am in shock.

*Flashback*

my mom and dad had been getting a divorce in a week and dad went out to buy a new house for us to visit him at, he had been gone for a while until my mother came in the room balling her eyes out.

"You're dad, sweetie, is gone... " she told me the truth, i was only 8 but i knew what she meant by 'gone'

a few years later my brother and i were close one day he said to me,
"I'm going to miss you sis." his words confused me at the time, it was 2 years after my fathers death and Chase had been taking it hard. His grades dropped he was always depressed and my mother became an alcoholic.
"Where are you going?" i ask innocently.
"I am going to visit someone.." he says and at the time i didn't know he ment he was going to die to see dad. "Bye Robin..." he kisses the top of my head.

that afternoon i walked into my brothers room to call him down for dinner and i found his body on the bed, he was cold.

i cried even harder than when my dad died because my brother was as close as me and Lilly are.

*End of flashback*

Lilly's pov

I sat Robin in her room and Harry refuses to leave without knowing what's happening.

she just kept repeating, "I've lost everyone."


Harry walks over to me with a concerned look.
"What is the matter with Robin?" he asks, demanding the answer in a harsh tone.

"YOU KNOW WHAT JACKASS! SHE HAS BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH AND YOU JUST BULLY HER, ABUSE HER, AND USE HER IN ANYWAY YOU WISH? YOU ARE CRUEL! TODAY SHE HAS LOST THE LAST FAMILY MEMBER IN HER LIFE! I AM ALL SHE HAS LEFT!
AND YOU CAN STOP BULLYING HER, SHE GOT ENOUGH OF THAT AS I KID!" i scream at him and his eyes soften.

"I honestly do care for her...I'm just a complete dick, that's probably hat she thinks. Hell, i even think that of myself." he says and sit on the couch rubbing his hands through his hair.

"Harry..." i sigh, "i think you should go home, get some rest. i have to help Robin." i say and he walks to the door, stopping as he is in the doorway.

"I need you to tell her that i'm sorry for what i've done." he says and leaves.

Robins pov

my door opens, Lilly.

"You know what i remember about my mom, when dad died she thought of getting 2 jobs, in fact she did, i never saw her, then she became a alcoholic and my brother killed himself. i can't help but think i could have saved them all." i say, "If i just did one thing to prevent their deaths.." i whisper the last part to myself as if it was a secret only for my ears, and my ears only.

Lilly's pov
i can tell she is holding onto her fears and worries to show strength.

"Listen...I know you have been going through a lot. I just wanted you to know that i am here for you. you have me, i can be your family." i say and she smiles weakly.

her tear stained face, red eyes, and face drained pale from the news tell me what she would say next.
"I think i have to move away." she says.
"No, i'll live here. i'm 18 so you can live with me as a legal guardian.." i reassure her.

She cries on my shoulder for hours.


i wish i could have saved her from this.