To Infinity & Beyond
What The Hell Is This?!
Harry's POV
I sat there for over an hour staring at the letter Kimora wrote me. I honestly couldn't believe what I was reading. How could I forget today. This way so important to her and after everything that's been going on, she'd probably been looking forward to it. She has every right to hate me right now. I'm the worst boyfriend in the entire world. this was unfixable. I mean sure I have to atleast apologize. But I know how she is. She means what she says. It's really over.
Kimoras POV
I needed to get out of the house. I sat in my room for hours wondering If Harry had read my letter or not. It killed me to end things with him, but what else was u suppose to do? I can no longer pretend everything's okay. I stood to my feet, walked over to my closet and pulled a hoodie over my head. I left my black leggings on, and slide my feet into my grey vans. I sent a text while walking down the stairs.
Me: Can I come over?
Dale: ofcourse ツ
I grabbed my keys and headed out the door to my car. About 10 minutes later i pulled up infront of Dale's house. He's invited me over plenty of times but this is my first time actually showing up.
I got out of my BMW and strolled up to the front door. Nice house. I pressed the button to ring the doorbell. Immediately it swung open. And he stood in the doorway with a big smile on his face.
"Hey." I spoke first.
"Hey, come in!" He moved aside allowing me to enter the house. It was really nice.. I wouldn't really expect it to be the home of a 22 year old guy. It was really clean and smelled nice.
He led me to the living room where we sat on the couch.
"Wow, your have a really nice house." I said looking at him.
"Thanks, my mom decorated. She actually comes over and cleans it for me." He chuckled. Figured, it was toooo clean.
"That's sweet." I said with a smile.
"You look like you've been crying? What's up?" He asked with a worried tone. Dang it. I forgot to clean up my face before I left the house. I probably look horrible.
"Uh, I broke up with Harry." I said quietly. His eyes widened , as If He couldn't believe what I was saying. I couldn't believe it either honestly.
"Wow, I didn't think you had it in you." He said sarcastically.
"He forgot our year anniversary." I said looking down at my fingers.
"Aww Kim." He cooed, pulling me into his arms and holding me tightly, rubbing my hair.
"He doesn't deserve you, ya know.." He spoke softly not breaking the hug. I know Dale likes me more then a friend, but I believe he was being genuine and not just saying that because he was jealous or anything. I didn't cry, even though I really wanted to. I just laid into the hug, my face in the crook of his neck, inhaling his wonderful scent. He finally pulled away, looking me in my eyes, flashing me a smile. I smiled back. Dale was a good guy, I'm glad I had him in my life.
Before either of us could speak my phone started to ring. I knew who it was before i even looked at it.
Caller Id: Haz ♥
Figured. I looked up at Dale, He pretty much knew who it was as well. He nodded his head , giving me the go ahead, before standing and heading towards the kitchen.
"Hello." I said into the phone. I heard sobbing & uneven breathing.
"Kim-my." He choked out. Oh no. He's crying. I hate when Harry cries.
"Hey." I didn't know what else to say. I felt so bad for making him cry. But he's made me cry so many times.
"I went to...your hou-se. B-but Ian said you weren't...ho-me. " He could barely talk. I could tell He was trying to control his crying but it wasn't working. Ugh, why me. I didn't speak, there was a long silence. All I heard was sniffs.
"Kimmy I'm so sorry." He finally got himself together to talk normal.
"Mhmm. " What am I suppose to say? I know If I try to compose words I'm gonna bust out crying too.
"Look, I'm not gonna beg you to come back to me. But I do want you to know I'm really sorry. If I could take everything back I swear I would. I'm gonna do everything I can to prove to you how much I love you. But If you need space, I'll let you have it." I nodded my head, not realizing He couldn't see me. Tears threatened to spill from my face. I just want to hang up. I couldn't do this.
"We'll talk soon." Is all I managed to get out. I heard him sigh.
"Kimora, I'm here for you no matter what. I love you so much babygirl." I could hear it in he's voice that he was about to cry again. This conversation needed to be over.
"Bye Harry." Tears ran down my face as I removed the phone from my ear and hung up . I quickly wiped them away. It was really over.
10 months later.
Kimoras POV
"Ahhh put me down!!!" I shrieked as Louis ran around my house with me over his shoulder. He laughed before tossing me down on the couch.
"Moron!" I yelled at him. He flopped down next to me.
"Ah don't be sucha crybaby! " He said sticking his tongue out at me. There was a knock at the front door, I hopped to my feet to go see who it was. I was surprised to see who stood on the porch as I opened the door.
"Omg! " I yelled jumping onto the figure wrapping my legs around his torso.
"I missed you too." He laughed. I stood back on my feet and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Dale, what are you doing here I thought you wouldn't be back for another week!" I was still yelling. He hugged back and pulled away to come in and close the door behind him.
"Surprise!" I slapped his arm, He cupped my chin, pressing his lips against mines. I heard Louis clear his throat, I almost forgot he was there. I quickly pulled away, leading Dale over to the couch.
"Lou, you remember Dale." He nodded, not making eye contact. Louis was glad that I was happy, but He never really excepted me being with Dale instead of you know who. We've been dating for about 7 months, it was weird at first, but Dale's a really good boyfriend.
Louis rose to his feet gathering his things. He came to me giving me a one arm hug, before nodding his head at Dale who did the same.
"Call me later?" I asked as He approached the door.
"Will do." He shouted over his shoulder and left.
"He doesn't seem to like me very much."
"Ugh it's not that He doesn't like you, it's just...you know." I never spoke about Harry to Dale. Actually. I never spoke about Harry ever.
"I get it." He said smiling and sitting on the couch pulling me on his lap. It didn't take long until we were in a full out make out session. But that's as far as it ever goes. I'm not ready to take it any farther. Besides, I'm not in love with Dale. I don't really think I'll ever fall in love again.
Harry's POV
"Hi, appointment for Harry Styles?" I said to the receptionist in the doctor's office. She nodded before typing something into the computer. I brought Dustin with me as well, who was in his stroller next to me. My family and friends have been on my back about a dna test. The older he got the more they say he doesn't look like me. Quit frankly it was starting to aggravate me so I finally agreed to get it done just to prove them wrong.
"Right this way Mr.Styles." a nurse spoke. I pushed Dustin following the nurse through the doubled doors. She lead us into a room.
"Someone will be right with you."
"Thank you." I said before lifting Dustin out of his stroller. I love this little guy so much. I bounced him up and down on my knee. A few minutes later a women came in.
"Hi, I'm Dr.Star."
"Ello. I'm Harry." We shook hands.
"And who's this little fella?" She asked as she set up her supplies.
"This is Dustin." I couldn't help but smile when I said his name. She pulled out 2 cotton swabs.
"Alrighty, I'm just gonna rub this on the inside of both of your cheeks and we'll be done here." I nodded and she did exactly what she said she was gonna do.
Ten minutes later we were out of there. The results would be sent in the mail, and this will all be over. Everyone could relax and leave us alone. I didn't bother telling Sarah what I was doing, I didn't want her to be upset. We've gotten rather close these past few months, but we were still JUST friends. She wanted so badly for us to be together but how could I? I wake up and go to sleep with my Kimmy still on my mind. I know it's been 7 months but I still love her. I've seen her a few times, it was always awkward, especially when she was with Dale. I can't believe she starred dating that guy, I can't believe how easy it was for her move on. But I know in my heart she's my soulmate. I'll wait forever for her.
3 days later.
"Hazzzzzzzz!!!!!" I jumped as I heard the voice of my dear friend Louis storming into my room.
"Get up mate!" He shouted again. I groaned and rolled over, pulling my blanket over my head.
"Haz, it's 12 in the afternoon." That caught my attention causing me to sit up in my bed. I never sleep this late.
"Here." He said handing me an envelope and leaving out off my room and closing the door. I looked at the front and saw the name of the doctors office I went to earlier this week. Finally. I ripped it opened pulling out a sheet of paper unfolding it and reading it.
Wait. No. What? I read it over steady about 5 times. My eyes became watery, anger took over my entire body. I was shaking so bad I dropped the paper to the ground. I kept picturing the words I read in my head.
We are sorry to inform you That you are not the biological father of Dustin Edward Styles.
I stood up and flipped over my night stand, everything hit the floor with a loud bang. Tears were free falling down my face. my chest heart so bad, I could feel my heart explode. I heard my door open.
"Haz, you okay?˝ it was a quiet soft voice, the voice of a girl. I turned around to be faced with Sarah. Boy did she pick the wrong time to come in here. I glared at her, I swear I had the most devilish look on my face at this moment.
"Omg why are you crying?" She said trying to hug me. I pushed her off of me, probably harder then I should have but I didn't care. I bent over picking the paper up off of the floor.
"What the hell is this?!" I yelled shoving it in her hands. She took a few seconds to read it. When she was done she folded it back together.
She let out a sigh, "Harry, I can explain."
What. She didn't look surprised, not even a little bit.
"Wait, you knew?!" At this point I was inches away from her face, yelling. She shook her head.
"Please stop yelling."
You've got to be kidding me. I've never been this mad before in my life, it took everything in me not to slap the dumb look off of her face. But I would never put my hands on a woman . Instead I stormed out of the room, punching a hole in the wall out in the hallway. All the guys rushed upstairs.
"Haz, what's going on?" Niall asked, with Lacy right behind him look worried. Louis is the only one that came close to me, "Is everything alright?"
I couldn't keep myself from crying. I buried my face into my hands shaking my head. He hugged me. But I didnt want to be touched so I just pulled away. Sarah finally came out into the hallway.
"Harry, your overreacting."
Did she just say what I thought she said? I turned to her.
"Your a slut! And a liar! After everything I been through for you and Dustin, and it was all built off of a lie!" Everyone looked quite confused, I could hear the boys behind me whispering.
"This is fucking ridiculous! You know I'm starting to believe we never even actually had sex!!!" I screamed at her, tears still falling. She had the same look on her face as before, like what I was saying true. I tilted my head to the side trying to read her.
"You've got to be fucking kidding?!" Louis grabbed my arm stopping me from approaching her.
"Harry, calm down, what the hell is going here?"
"Woah this has got to be serious If Harry is cursing." Zayn said.
I can't do this. I cannot believe the crap happening right now. I literally lost everything because of this. I feel so stupid. The fact that kimora warned me of this awhile ago and I got mad at her. Now Im sitting her looking like a complete asshole.
"Get out." I said coldly to her without even looking up.
"Harry please stop, If Dustin & I leave we wont have anywhere to go!" I looked up to make eye contact with her.
"No, I didn't say Dustin was leaving. Your leaving." I said through my teeth. She didn't argue, seeing as how pissed I was. She went back into her room, and came back out with here bag. Without any words she went down the stairs. I heard the front door open then close. I turned to face everyone who was staring at me in disbelief.
"What happened?" Liam finally spoke up. I sighed, wiping the dried tears from my face. "Dustin isn't mines."
I sat there for over an hour staring at the letter Kimora wrote me. I honestly couldn't believe what I was reading. How could I forget today. This way so important to her and after everything that's been going on, she'd probably been looking forward to it. She has every right to hate me right now. I'm the worst boyfriend in the entire world. this was unfixable. I mean sure I have to atleast apologize. But I know how she is. She means what she says. It's really over.
Kimoras POV
I needed to get out of the house. I sat in my room for hours wondering If Harry had read my letter or not. It killed me to end things with him, but what else was u suppose to do? I can no longer pretend everything's okay. I stood to my feet, walked over to my closet and pulled a hoodie over my head. I left my black leggings on, and slide my feet into my grey vans. I sent a text while walking down the stairs.
Me: Can I come over?
Dale: ofcourse ツ
I grabbed my keys and headed out the door to my car. About 10 minutes later i pulled up infront of Dale's house. He's invited me over plenty of times but this is my first time actually showing up.
I got out of my BMW and strolled up to the front door. Nice house. I pressed the button to ring the doorbell. Immediately it swung open. And he stood in the doorway with a big smile on his face.
"Hey." I spoke first.
"Hey, come in!" He moved aside allowing me to enter the house. It was really nice.. I wouldn't really expect it to be the home of a 22 year old guy. It was really clean and smelled nice.
He led me to the living room where we sat on the couch.
"Wow, your have a really nice house." I said looking at him.
"Thanks, my mom decorated. She actually comes over and cleans it for me." He chuckled. Figured, it was toooo clean.
"That's sweet." I said with a smile.
"You look like you've been crying? What's up?" He asked with a worried tone. Dang it. I forgot to clean up my face before I left the house. I probably look horrible.
"Uh, I broke up with Harry." I said quietly. His eyes widened , as If He couldn't believe what I was saying. I couldn't believe it either honestly.
"Wow, I didn't think you had it in you." He said sarcastically.
"He forgot our year anniversary." I said looking down at my fingers.
"Aww Kim." He cooed, pulling me into his arms and holding me tightly, rubbing my hair.
"He doesn't deserve you, ya know.." He spoke softly not breaking the hug. I know Dale likes me more then a friend, but I believe he was being genuine and not just saying that because he was jealous or anything. I didn't cry, even though I really wanted to. I just laid into the hug, my face in the crook of his neck, inhaling his wonderful scent. He finally pulled away, looking me in my eyes, flashing me a smile. I smiled back. Dale was a good guy, I'm glad I had him in my life.
Before either of us could speak my phone started to ring. I knew who it was before i even looked at it.
Caller Id: Haz ♥
Figured. I looked up at Dale, He pretty much knew who it was as well. He nodded his head , giving me the go ahead, before standing and heading towards the kitchen.
"Hello." I said into the phone. I heard sobbing & uneven breathing.
"Kim-my." He choked out. Oh no. He's crying. I hate when Harry cries.
"Hey." I didn't know what else to say. I felt so bad for making him cry. But he's made me cry so many times.
"I went to...your hou-se. B-but Ian said you weren't...ho-me. " He could barely talk. I could tell He was trying to control his crying but it wasn't working. Ugh, why me. I didn't speak, there was a long silence. All I heard was sniffs.
"Kimmy I'm so sorry." He finally got himself together to talk normal.
"Mhmm. " What am I suppose to say? I know If I try to compose words I'm gonna bust out crying too.
"Look, I'm not gonna beg you to come back to me. But I do want you to know I'm really sorry. If I could take everything back I swear I would. I'm gonna do everything I can to prove to you how much I love you. But If you need space, I'll let you have it." I nodded my head, not realizing He couldn't see me. Tears threatened to spill from my face. I just want to hang up. I couldn't do this.
"We'll talk soon." Is all I managed to get out. I heard him sigh.
"Kimora, I'm here for you no matter what. I love you so much babygirl." I could hear it in he's voice that he was about to cry again. This conversation needed to be over.
"Bye Harry." Tears ran down my face as I removed the phone from my ear and hung up . I quickly wiped them away. It was really over.
10 months later.
Kimoras POV
"Ahhh put me down!!!" I shrieked as Louis ran around my house with me over his shoulder. He laughed before tossing me down on the couch.
"Moron!" I yelled at him. He flopped down next to me.
"Ah don't be sucha crybaby! " He said sticking his tongue out at me. There was a knock at the front door, I hopped to my feet to go see who it was. I was surprised to see who stood on the porch as I opened the door.
"Omg! " I yelled jumping onto the figure wrapping my legs around his torso.
"I missed you too." He laughed. I stood back on my feet and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Dale, what are you doing here I thought you wouldn't be back for another week!" I was still yelling. He hugged back and pulled away to come in and close the door behind him.
"Surprise!" I slapped his arm, He cupped my chin, pressing his lips against mines. I heard Louis clear his throat, I almost forgot he was there. I quickly pulled away, leading Dale over to the couch.
"Lou, you remember Dale." He nodded, not making eye contact. Louis was glad that I was happy, but He never really excepted me being with Dale instead of you know who. We've been dating for about 7 months, it was weird at first, but Dale's a really good boyfriend.
Louis rose to his feet gathering his things. He came to me giving me a one arm hug, before nodding his head at Dale who did the same.
"Call me later?" I asked as He approached the door.
"Will do." He shouted over his shoulder and left.
"He doesn't seem to like me very much."
"Ugh it's not that He doesn't like you, it's just...you know." I never spoke about Harry to Dale. Actually. I never spoke about Harry ever.
"I get it." He said smiling and sitting on the couch pulling me on his lap. It didn't take long until we were in a full out make out session. But that's as far as it ever goes. I'm not ready to take it any farther. Besides, I'm not in love with Dale. I don't really think I'll ever fall in love again.
Harry's POV
"Hi, appointment for Harry Styles?" I said to the receptionist in the doctor's office. She nodded before typing something into the computer. I brought Dustin with me as well, who was in his stroller next to me. My family and friends have been on my back about a dna test. The older he got the more they say he doesn't look like me. Quit frankly it was starting to aggravate me so I finally agreed to get it done just to prove them wrong.
"Right this way Mr.Styles." a nurse spoke. I pushed Dustin following the nurse through the doubled doors. She lead us into a room.
"Someone will be right with you."
"Thank you." I said before lifting Dustin out of his stroller. I love this little guy so much. I bounced him up and down on my knee. A few minutes later a women came in.
"Hi, I'm Dr.Star."
"Ello. I'm Harry." We shook hands.
"And who's this little fella?" She asked as she set up her supplies.
"This is Dustin." I couldn't help but smile when I said his name. She pulled out 2 cotton swabs.
"Alrighty, I'm just gonna rub this on the inside of both of your cheeks and we'll be done here." I nodded and she did exactly what she said she was gonna do.
Ten minutes later we were out of there. The results would be sent in the mail, and this will all be over. Everyone could relax and leave us alone. I didn't bother telling Sarah what I was doing, I didn't want her to be upset. We've gotten rather close these past few months, but we were still JUST friends. She wanted so badly for us to be together but how could I? I wake up and go to sleep with my Kimmy still on my mind. I know it's been 7 months but I still love her. I've seen her a few times, it was always awkward, especially when she was with Dale. I can't believe she starred dating that guy, I can't believe how easy it was for her move on. But I know in my heart she's my soulmate. I'll wait forever for her.
3 days later.
"Hazzzzzzzz!!!!!" I jumped as I heard the voice of my dear friend Louis storming into my room.
"Get up mate!" He shouted again. I groaned and rolled over, pulling my blanket over my head.
"Haz, it's 12 in the afternoon." That caught my attention causing me to sit up in my bed. I never sleep this late.
"Here." He said handing me an envelope and leaving out off my room and closing the door. I looked at the front and saw the name of the doctors office I went to earlier this week. Finally. I ripped it opened pulling out a sheet of paper unfolding it and reading it.
Wait. No. What? I read it over steady about 5 times. My eyes became watery, anger took over my entire body. I was shaking so bad I dropped the paper to the ground. I kept picturing the words I read in my head.
We are sorry to inform you That you are not the biological father of Dustin Edward Styles.
I stood up and flipped over my night stand, everything hit the floor with a loud bang. Tears were free falling down my face. my chest heart so bad, I could feel my heart explode. I heard my door open.
"Haz, you okay?˝ it was a quiet soft voice, the voice of a girl. I turned around to be faced with Sarah. Boy did she pick the wrong time to come in here. I glared at her, I swear I had the most devilish look on my face at this moment.
"Omg why are you crying?" She said trying to hug me. I pushed her off of me, probably harder then I should have but I didn't care. I bent over picking the paper up off of the floor.
"What the hell is this?!" I yelled shoving it in her hands. She took a few seconds to read it. When she was done she folded it back together.
She let out a sigh, "Harry, I can explain."
What. She didn't look surprised, not even a little bit.
"Wait, you knew?!" At this point I was inches away from her face, yelling. She shook her head.
"Please stop yelling."
You've got to be kidding me. I've never been this mad before in my life, it took everything in me not to slap the dumb look off of her face. But I would never put my hands on a woman . Instead I stormed out of the room, punching a hole in the wall out in the hallway. All the guys rushed upstairs.
"Haz, what's going on?" Niall asked, with Lacy right behind him look worried. Louis is the only one that came close to me, "Is everything alright?"
I couldn't keep myself from crying. I buried my face into my hands shaking my head. He hugged me. But I didnt want to be touched so I just pulled away. Sarah finally came out into the hallway.
"Harry, your overreacting."
Did she just say what I thought she said? I turned to her.
"Your a slut! And a liar! After everything I been through for you and Dustin, and it was all built off of a lie!" Everyone looked quite confused, I could hear the boys behind me whispering.
"This is fucking ridiculous! You know I'm starting to believe we never even actually had sex!!!" I screamed at her, tears still falling. She had the same look on her face as before, like what I was saying true. I tilted my head to the side trying to read her.
"You've got to be fucking kidding?!" Louis grabbed my arm stopping me from approaching her.
"Harry, calm down, what the hell is going here?"
"Woah this has got to be serious If Harry is cursing." Zayn said.
I can't do this. I cannot believe the crap happening right now. I literally lost everything because of this. I feel so stupid. The fact that kimora warned me of this awhile ago and I got mad at her. Now Im sitting her looking like a complete asshole.
"Get out." I said coldly to her without even looking up.
"Harry please stop, If Dustin & I leave we wont have anywhere to go!" I looked up to make eye contact with her.
"No, I didn't say Dustin was leaving. Your leaving." I said through my teeth. She didn't argue, seeing as how pissed I was. She went back into her room, and came back out with here bag. Without any words she went down the stairs. I heard the front door open then close. I turned to face everyone who was staring at me in disbelief.
"What happened?" Liam finally spoke up. I sighed, wiping the dried tears from my face. "Dustin isn't mines."
Notes
Well Then.Anybody else miss when Harry would shake his hair and push it to the side. Ahhhh ORGASM!
I'm sorry I took so long to post. I actually start living my life this week. Lol. Been really busy.
Homework:
1. Do you think Harry will continue to care for Dustin?
2. Do you think Kimarry will start back speaking?
3. How do you feel about Kimoras new relationship with Dale?
ANSWERSFORUPDATE
Update Please!!!!!! This is such a great story!
12/10/17