Summer Break
This is more than that.
Harry’s POV- One Week Earlier
“So lads, what do you think of her?” I asked nervously, they seem to like her but you never really know with them.
I had to ask them while we were alone, and before they left. Since we were all sat in my room waiting for Jake to come over while the girls get ready to go to the club.
“She’s very nice, and she has one of the prettiest smiles I’ve probably ever seen. She’s perfect for you!” Niall answered throwing popcorn into his mouth.
“I agree! Thank you!” I patted him on the back of the head.
“I like her, but she’s a lot different from the other girls you have dated.” Louis stated. “For one, she’s younger.” He added.
“She is.” I admitted.
“And, I’m guessing you’re not getting any.” Louis replied bluntly.
“Louis, mate! Why would you say something like that?” Liam said, defending me.
“It’s true isn’t it?” Louis shrugged.
I sunk my head in defeat. “Yea, that’s true.” I muttered.
“I don’t know what is more shocking. Louis casually asking these questions or the fact that Harry hasn’t had sex since he’s been here!” Zayn laughed silently while shaking his head.
“Alright, Alright! It’s not that big of a deal.” I raised my voice a bit to try and get my point across and all I got were four blanks stars.
“Wow, you must really like her.” Liam stated.
“No, lads. This is more than that! Look at him; he’s in love with her.” Louis observed, all of his attention on me. “Harry Styles is in love!” He shouted.
“Alright, Louis!”
“GUYS! Harry is in love! The one who we thought would be the last of us isn’t after all!” he yelled again and they all got up on the couch and cheered.
“Okay, Okay! Calm down!” I shouted from where I sat between them.
The all fell and landed on me, patting my shoulder and my head as they did.
“I can’t believe it.” Niall shook his head.
“So, why haven’t you guys had sex yet?” Louis had to ask again.
“Louis!” Liam hushed.
I was quiet for a moment before speaking. “I don’t know, really. She’s not ready? We haven’t really tried to… or I haven’t...” I failed to find the right words. “It just hasn’t felt necessary. I mean yea, I want her…” I really wanted her. “We just, bloody hell I don’t even know how to explain it.” I threw my hands up in frustration. This is what she does to me.
“Well, that’s all I need to hear. Keep her, mate. She’s good for you.” Zayn saved me from trying to explain any further and ruffled my hair as he stood.
“I agree!” Niall added, shoving a fistful of popcorn into his mouth.
“Us too, Harry. Whatever makes you happy makes us happy. But uh, maybe you should try with her… as much as we hate hearing about your sex life, we’d rather not hear about your nonexistent sex life when we’re all together again.” Lou really never quits.
“You have no boundaries do ya, mate?”
“Oh shut up. I’m just saying what everyone is thinking.”
I laughed as I shook my head, but a part of me couldn’t help but think of what they all had said. Maybe I should try and finally make the move, I mean I had joked about it before and she would just get really embarrassed. Would she even want to with me? I know how I feel about her, but sometimes she makes it so damn difficult to know how she feels about me.
“So lads, what do you think of her?” I asked nervously, they seem to like her but you never really know with them.
I had to ask them while we were alone, and before they left. Since we were all sat in my room waiting for Jake to come over while the girls get ready to go to the club.
“She’s very nice, and she has one of the prettiest smiles I’ve probably ever seen. She’s perfect for you!” Niall answered throwing popcorn into his mouth.
“I agree! Thank you!” I patted him on the back of the head.
“I like her, but she’s a lot different from the other girls you have dated.” Louis stated. “For one, she’s younger.” He added.
“She is.” I admitted.
“And, I’m guessing you’re not getting any.” Louis replied bluntly.
“Louis, mate! Why would you say something like that?” Liam said, defending me.
“It’s true isn’t it?” Louis shrugged.
I sunk my head in defeat. “Yea, that’s true.” I muttered.
“I don’t know what is more shocking. Louis casually asking these questions or the fact that Harry hasn’t had sex since he’s been here!” Zayn laughed silently while shaking his head.
“Alright, Alright! It’s not that big of a deal.” I raised my voice a bit to try and get my point across and all I got were four blanks stars.
“Wow, you must really like her.” Liam stated.
“No, lads. This is more than that! Look at him; he’s in love with her.” Louis observed, all of his attention on me. “Harry Styles is in love!” He shouted.
“Alright, Louis!”
“GUYS! Harry is in love! The one who we thought would be the last of us isn’t after all!” he yelled again and they all got up on the couch and cheered.
“Okay, Okay! Calm down!” I shouted from where I sat between them.
The all fell and landed on me, patting my shoulder and my head as they did.
“I can’t believe it.” Niall shook his head.
“So, why haven’t you guys had sex yet?” Louis had to ask again.
“Louis!” Liam hushed.
I was quiet for a moment before speaking. “I don’t know, really. She’s not ready? We haven’t really tried to… or I haven’t...” I failed to find the right words. “It just hasn’t felt necessary. I mean yea, I want her…” I really wanted her. “We just, bloody hell I don’t even know how to explain it.” I threw my hands up in frustration. This is what she does to me.
“Well, that’s all I need to hear. Keep her, mate. She’s good for you.” Zayn saved me from trying to explain any further and ruffled my hair as he stood.
“I agree!” Niall added, shoving a fistful of popcorn into his mouth.
“Us too, Harry. Whatever makes you happy makes us happy. But uh, maybe you should try with her… as much as we hate hearing about your sex life, we’d rather not hear about your nonexistent sex life when we’re all together again.” Lou really never quits.
“You have no boundaries do ya, mate?”
“Oh shut up. I’m just saying what everyone is thinking.”
I laughed as I shook my head, but a part of me couldn’t help but think of what they all had said. Maybe I should try and finally make the move, I mean I had joked about it before and she would just get really embarrassed. Would she even want to with me? I know how I feel about her, but sometimes she makes it so damn difficult to know how she feels about me.
Notes
Hiiii!I just wanted to say the THIS is the reason I don't write from Harry's point of view often. I know this wasn't the best chapter, but I wanted to add this because it's kinda important.. Eh, maybe it's not but I'm the author so whatever.
AND OMG GUYS! I got on this morning and saw that my rating went up to a ten and I swear I almost cried! Thank you all so much! This story has definitely been a roller coaster ride for me, and I am so thankful y'all have stuck through it! and I'm almost at 80 subscribers?! Get outta here! Alright, I should stop before I get overly emotional! Just, seriously thank you so much.
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3/23/15