i sit with tears still falling down my cheeks.
i miss my best best friend...i miss Louis. Damn you Harry!
Louis stopped talking and texting me because of Harry. i hate that curly haired bastard!

i look up to see someone walk into my room, i can't make them out with the tears covering my vision.

Niall's POV
i walk into her room, and see her curled up in the corner of her bed, with her head to her knees.
i sit down next to her and she digs her head into my chest.
"i can't believe L-L-Louis." she stutters on her tears, "H-h-h-he got a new best friend and left m-me behind. Do you know how lonely i was, i only had his sisters around, not even for long. i-i had to go through high school alone! i even got-" she stopped herself "Never mind." she says.
"You can tell me." i say and she shakes her head.
"I can't. You'd tell Louis and he'd go insane if he knows what happened." she says.
"I won't tell him, i promise." i say and kiss her forehead.
she sighs and sits up, to faces me.

"When Louis left, i lost my best friend, my only friend. And when he left..." she pauses, and seems like she is in shock of the memory, "When he left, my ex, Drake, got me drunk and-he-he...He took advantage of me Niall." she cries out.

i hold onto her as she cries harder.

then Louis burst threw the door.

"THAT BASTARD!"

Louis' POV

i was listening through the door.
i am going to kill Drake.
Niall and Cate look at me. Cate jumps up and puts her hands on my shoulders
i am breathing hard. i can't believe what he did to my little Catie!

"Lou, it's okay...I'm okay. It was 2 years ago...it's fine. i just wish you were there. i even tried to call you.." he mumbles the last sentence.

i remember the last time she called me, it was 2 years ago, and i denied her call and went to hang out with Harry...
i just hug Cate and Niall leaves.


i lay down with her as she cries into my shoulder and i can't help but feel i ditched her. I DID ditch her.

"I'm so sorry Ca-Cate." i say making sure not to call her Catie.
"Louis..i want you to call me Catie, BUT only you." she says and i smile to myself.
"Thanks Catie." i say and peck her licks in our friendly way as we always used to.

"I love you Lou..i missed you a lot." she says and falls asleep so i slowly get up and tuck her under the covers.

i walk back downstairs and see all the lads asleep except Harry.
He looks like he has something to say.

"Louis, i know she hates me. i know why. i'm sorry if i ruined your friendship." he apologizes and i just shake my head and sit on the opposite couch.
"It wasn't your fault." i pause "It was mine. i ruined her. i ruined her life... i ruined our friendship."