
Love or Hate?
19
"Hey, Louis?" i say over the phone.
"Yeah.." he says, there's something in his voice that tells me he has something to say.
"I messed up. I-"
"I know. It's okay, I'll explain it to Harry and******" I didn't hear is last few words..
"What Lou?"
He sighs deeply, "Catie...we are leaving for our tour. Tomorrow."
I drop the phone.
I was at Louis house, alone.
I walk up to the spare room, aka my room, and dig my head in the pillow, crying.
Louis' pov
I meant to tell her a long time ago. I was hoping she could still stay at my and Harry's house, but they had to throw away the relationship.
I run my fingers through my hair and hung up the phone, seeing as she isn't talking.
I turn to Harry, the lads and i were going into a meeting with Simon.
"She okay?" Harry's voice cracks.
I shake my head and rub my eyes with my hand.
Harry's pov
Liam told me what happened, what she heard on the phone and that's why she was so upset she kissed Liam in the moment.
I don't forgive her.
If she had trusted me and didn't believe what she heard on the phone and DIDN'T kiss Liam.
I was mad at Liam too, but I can't stay that way. We will be on a tour bus together for a few months...it's hard to avoid him that long.
My thoughts are interrupted by Simon walking in.
"Hello, boys." he smiles.
"Hi Simon." he say in unison.
"I was thinking, with the tour and all-" he stops and looks at Louis who was stressed, "Louis, you okay?"
Louis shakes his head, "Simon, give me a minute." And he walks out.
Simon opened his mouth but i held up a finger that said to give me a minute, i walked out to see Louis crouched on the ground, with his head in his hands.
"You okay man?" i ask, bending to him.
His head shouts up at me.
Shit, he's angry.
"You are a dick! You hurt her! I mean, I get my best friend to trust me again and there you go! You chased her off!" He yells, standing up to face me.
"Louis I didn't-"
"I don't care! She is never coming back now!" he raises his voice more, "YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISSED HER! A LOT, HARRY! SHE HAD WAITED ON ME FOR YEARS TO COME BACK OR JUST SAY HI! AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT HER BACK YOU MESSED IT UP!" tears roll down his face and he looks at the window and back at me.
"Now I will never see her again. She has no one else....I was it. A-and I left." he holds his hair.
I try to comfort him but he pushes me away, i walk away slowly.
Louis' pov
That's it.
She is gone.
My first best friend, first love. Gone.
She isn't coming back because of Harry.
I slide down the wall and cry more before walking back to the meeting with Simon.
I stay silent.
"Yeah.." he says, there's something in his voice that tells me he has something to say.
"I messed up. I-"
"I know. It's okay, I'll explain it to Harry and******" I didn't hear is last few words..
"What Lou?"
He sighs deeply, "Catie...we are leaving for our tour. Tomorrow."
I drop the phone.
I was at Louis house, alone.
I walk up to the spare room, aka my room, and dig my head in the pillow, crying.
Louis' pov
I meant to tell her a long time ago. I was hoping she could still stay at my and Harry's house, but they had to throw away the relationship.
I run my fingers through my hair and hung up the phone, seeing as she isn't talking.
I turn to Harry, the lads and i were going into a meeting with Simon.
"She okay?" Harry's voice cracks.
I shake my head and rub my eyes with my hand.
Harry's pov
Liam told me what happened, what she heard on the phone and that's why she was so upset she kissed Liam in the moment.
I don't forgive her.
If she had trusted me and didn't believe what she heard on the phone and DIDN'T kiss Liam.
I was mad at Liam too, but I can't stay that way. We will be on a tour bus together for a few months...it's hard to avoid him that long.
My thoughts are interrupted by Simon walking in.
"Hello, boys." he smiles.
"Hi Simon." he say in unison.
"I was thinking, with the tour and all-" he stops and looks at Louis who was stressed, "Louis, you okay?"
Louis shakes his head, "Simon, give me a minute." And he walks out.
Simon opened his mouth but i held up a finger that said to give me a minute, i walked out to see Louis crouched on the ground, with his head in his hands.
"You okay man?" i ask, bending to him.
His head shouts up at me.
Shit, he's angry.
"You are a dick! You hurt her! I mean, I get my best friend to trust me again and there you go! You chased her off!" He yells, standing up to face me.
"Louis I didn't-"
"I don't care! She is never coming back now!" he raises his voice more, "YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISSED HER! A LOT, HARRY! SHE HAD WAITED ON ME FOR YEARS TO COME BACK OR JUST SAY HI! AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT HER BACK YOU MESSED IT UP!" tears roll down his face and he looks at the window and back at me.
"Now I will never see her again. She has no one else....I was it. A-and I left." he holds his hair.
I try to comfort him but he pushes me away, i walk away slowly.
Louis' pov
That's it.
She is gone.
My first best friend, first love. Gone.
She isn't coming back because of Harry.
I slide down the wall and cry more before walking back to the meeting with Simon.
I stay silent.
Notes
HEY!So! The next chapter is going to be a few years later!!!
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10/11/13