"Louis...I need to tell you something.." i say as we walk back to his house.
"What is it?" he asked.
"Kat..died because of me.." i say and look at my feet.
"W-What do you mean?" he asks, i sigh so deeply my lungs hurt.
"I was tired of having no friends after you left and Kat and i got in a fight..so i texted her and i guess she was driving and..she looked at her phone and her car-" i stop, putting my hand over my mouth and crying deeply into Louis shoulder, "I made her drive into a lake Lou!" i sob, my words hard to understand.

Louis says nothing.

He only rubs my back and picks me up as if i were a bride.
"I'm terrible! i killed her! I KILLED HER!" i scream/cry.

When we reach his house he sits on the couch and i walk to the kitchen and grab a bottle of Vodka.
i chug it down and grab another.
"Catie?!?!!" Louis yells rushing to as everything goes fuzzy and i get a little over tipsy.

Louis pov

I guess i shouldn't have brought up Kat at Starbucks.
"Come on...let's get you to bed." i say because she is now TOTALLY drunk.
"Wow! I haven't heard those words from you since prom!" she slurs.
I just sigh and throw her body over my shoulder.

I carry her up to Harry's room since he won't be home till late tomorrow.

"Night little Catiebug." i say and close the door.


*****
Cate's pov
I wake up to the sound of a groan and get out the bed.
Am i in Harry's room?


I walk into the hall and see Louis with a brunette, Eleanor.

You know what hurts, she looks so much like Kat. With the same personality too...

I miss Kat so much..