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Perfect To Me

Rescue Me

It’d been over a month and a half since Harry and I broke up and although things were still hard, I was getting used to it. Harry is officially dating Taylor Swift, according to all the boys.

Niall, Charlotte and I were currently lounging around the living room, watching some stupid movie Niall picked out. I was on the long couch by myself and Niall and Charlotte were snuggling on the loveseat because, you know, friends cuddle. I would argue that friends don’t cuddle but Niall and I do it all the time, so my argument wouldn’t go anywhere. I got really bored of watching this movie so I pulled my phone out and started browsing the internet. After a few minutes of reading the latest on celebrity gossip, a certain article from a few weeks ago caught my attention.

This Just In: Harry Styles and girlfriend, Abby Grimes, officially over!

Now calm down, Directioner’s, you aren’t the only ones that are exceedingly upset about this news. But according to Harry, himself, he and Abby decided to split on mutual grounds. I know it was out of the blue, but some inside sources say that Harry and Abby started fighting a lot, so it was bound to happen. Harry took to Twitter a couple of weeks after we all started speculating they split and confirmed it all for us. Take a look at the screenshot below:

@Harry_Styles: Yes, the rumors are true. Abby and I broke up, but it was a mutual understanding. Please don’t bash her about it. Xx

The last sentence made us all gush and awe because, thanks to our wonderful breakdown expert, when Harry said not to bash her [Abby] about the split, shows he’s still got some feelings for the girl. We haven’t heard anything from Abby, but she is a bit more private about her life because she hasn’t tweeted anything since before the break up! And as you all know, Harry Styles is reportedly dating, country-pop singer, Taylor Swift. Thanks to an inside source at X-Factor America, Harry Styles popped in on her rehearsals and the pair were reportedly, “very flirty,” thanks to co-host Mario Lopez! We took a poll at the office as to who we prefer Styles with and the results came back saying three-fourths of us office employees here at Sugarscape prefer Harry with Abby, and the other one-fourth said they prefer Harry with Taylor. Hopefully Harry and Abby find their ways back into each other’s arms before Taylor and Harry really blossom into something beautiful.


“That’s complete bullshit!” I yelled and Niall and Charlotte, both, snapped their heads in my direction.

“What is?” Niall asked.

“Nothing, don’t worry about it. I’ll be right back,” I told them as I got up and put my black converse on. I grabbed my bag and walked out of my apartment and all the way to my car. I pulled up in front of an all too familiar house, where I used to spend every second of every day here. I walked up the sidewalk and started pounding on the door.

“Open up, Harry! I know you’re home!” I said while I continued to bang on his door.

“What do you want, Christ? It’s midnight!” Harry yelled as he swung his door open. Once his eyes fell on mine, his whole face fell at the sight of me.

“Seriously?” I quietly said as I shoved my phone in his face with the article pulled up.

“Come inside,” Harry motioned and once I stepped inside he shut the door and I followed him to his living room.

“Our break up wasn’t mutual, Harry!” I yelled at him as I flopped down on his couch. “You broke up with me over the stupidest, most childish thing ever!”

“Don’t be so loud,” Harry ordered and I rolled my eyes.

“Why? Is your girlfriend here? The girlfriend you started dating TWO WEEKS AFTER WE BROKE UP!” I yelled at him while standing up to get in his face.

“Did you ever even really love me, Harry?” I quietly said to him, trying to hold the tears back.

“You know I do! But I can’t be a father, Abby. I told you to do the only thing I’m okay with,” Harry said back to him and I couldn’t help but slap him across the face and start walking towards the door.

“What’s going on?” Taylor Swift said as she emerged from his bedroom, the only piece of clothing she was wearing was one of Harry’s shirts.

“Nothing that concerns you,” I spat in her direction. “Just don’t get pregnant, or Harry will leave you.” I know that was a bit harsh for me to say but I’m gonna be honest here, I fucking hate that girl. Once I’d gotten in my car I got two blocks away from Harry’s house when all of a sudden I got a sharp pain my stomach, it was so sharp I had to pull over and park my car. As I waited for the pain to pass, tears began to streak down myself because of how bad it hurt. It had been 5 minutes of me sitting in pain, and I could tell it wouldn’t stop any time soon, so I pulled my phone out and dialed the first number that came to mind.

“Niall, I’m in pain!” I cried into the phone once the Irish picked up the phone, I didn’t even give him any time to give me a proper greeting.

“Where are you in pain, Abby?” Niall frantically asked.

“My stomach! Niall I feel like I’m being stabbed over and over again. It hurts so bad,” I whined to him as I through my head back against the headrest of my car. Niall tried to calm me down but it wasn’t working. All of a sudden I felt something I shouldn’t be feeling. I checked my pants and I saw blood, a lot of blood. “I’m bleeding, Niall! Niall, help me!” I screamed into the phone as more pain shot across my whole body.

“Abby, where are you?” Niall frantically asked and I could hear him moving around and I could hear him talking to Charlotte about what’s going on.

“I’m two blocks away from Harry’s, I was headed home,” I whined to him.

“Okay, love. Stay on the phone with me, yeah? We’ll be there shortly, we’re running down the stairs now,” Niall said and I could hear the changes in his breath as he ran down the stairs. I checked my pants again and there was even more blood than before. I instantly got light-headed and before I could process anything that was happening my eyes fell shut and the world became black.

--Niall’s POV—

“Where do you think she’s going?” Charlotte asked from underneath my arm. Abby just stormed out of the apartment at midnight, and by the look on her face I knew where she was headed.

“Harry’s, love.” I told her while pressing a kiss to her forehead.

“I feel bad, ya know,” Charlotte mentioned and I gave her a look that said go on. “We’re a couple and I haven’t even told my best friend.”

“Yeah, I know. I want to tell the lads too but I feel like with everything going on with Abby, now isn’t the time,” I told Charlotte who just nodded her head.

“She’d be happy for us, you know? She’s been Team Chariall since before you and I even met,” Charlotte said with amusement in her voice. I looked down at her and pressed a quick kiss to her lips.

“Let’s just wait ‘til she’s over Harry and maybe after the baby is delivered. I know that’s a long time but she’s just stressed right now.”

“I know I worry about her. It’s like she’s—“ Charlotte was cut off but my mobile going off and Abby’s face flashing across the screen. I scrunched my face up in confusion before pressing answer and putting the phone to my ear. I couldn’t even greet her because she just started screaming into the phone.

“Niall, I’m in pain!” Abby cried into the phone and I immediately shot up.

“Where are you in pain, Abby?”

“My stomach! Niall I feel like I’m being stabbed over and over again. It hurts so bad,” Abby said in between sobs. Charlotte looked at me with a worried expression and I pulled the phone away from my ear.

“Go get a jacket on and put your shoes on. Abby’s stomach is in pain, she’s a crying mess,” I told Charlotte who just nodded her head and did as I said.

“I’m bleeding, Niall! Niall, help me!” Abby screamed into the phone and my heart was breaking. Everyone knew what it meant when a pregnant woman was having sharp pains and bleeding. This couldn’t be happening. I tried to collect myself before I spoke again.

“Abby, where are you?” I asked her and Charlotte emerged from her room and told me she was ready. I quickly got up and shoved my feet into my sneakers and I pulled my jacket on as I walked out of the door. I pointed to the stairs and Charlotte and I ran for them.

“I’m two blocks away from Harry’s, I was headed home,” she whimpered into the phone and my heart was breaking even more as she spoke.

“Okay, love. Stay on the phone with me, yeah? We’ll be there shortly, we’re running down the stairs now,” I told her as we made it to the last set of stairs. We were running through the parking garage when I realized I hadn’t heard anything from Abby. “Abby? Abby, love? Are you there? Speak to me!” I yelled into the phone as I climbed in the driver’s seat of my car and threw it into reverse.

“Call Harry and let him know what’s going on. She fainted and needs to get to a hospital now!” I yelled as I tossed my phone in Charlotte’s lap.

“Harry?! I know, it’s Charlotte. Abby’s bleeding and in pain. No—no, Harry! Listen to me! My best friend is two blocks from your house bleeding from her fucking vagina and feeling like she’s being stabbed! Forget the fucking break up and GO TAKE MY BEST FRIEND TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL SHE FAINTED FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!” Charlotte yelling into the phone and when I looked over at her, I could see tears spilling out of her eyes. I grabbed her hand and squeezed it tight as I swerved through cars to get to the hospital by Harry’s house.

“It’s gonna be okay, Char,” I told her, trying to sound reassuring, but I didn’t even believe myself.

“She can’t lose the baby, it’ll tear her apart even more.”

“I know, babe. I know,” I quietly said to her as I stroked the back of her hand with my thumb.

--Harry’s POV—

“Quick! Somebody help! She’s pregnant and she’s bleeding and she fainted!” I yelled once I walked into the emergency room of the hospital. A nurse quickly rushed me over to a stretcher and started pushing her further into the hospital. I started following her, not letting the nurse distance herself from me, when another nurse came up and stopped.

“Sir, I’m afraid I can’t allow you back there,” the nurse told me and I instantly grew furious.

“That’s the love of my life and the mother of my child! Piss off!” I yelled and pushed past her, running to go find where they took Abby. Before I could find Abby to male nurses grabbed me by my arms and dragged me back to the waiting room where they let go of me in front of the nurse that tried stopping me. I just gave her a glare before crossing my arms over my chest.

“Okay, first off, I get that’s your girlfriend and your baby but you need to let the doctor’s do their job. And second of all, just because you’re Harry Styles of One Direction doesn’t mean you can just prance around ignoring a nurse’s instructions. Now here are the papers I’m going to need you to fill out and I’ll let you know when you can see your girlfriend,” the nurse said while handing me a clipboard and walking back to the desk. I was about halfway through filling out the papers when I heard a very loud Niall talking to an equally as loud Charlotte, I looked up and saw them walking towards the waiting room and they were about to go up to the desk when the same nurse that yelled at me, pointed in my direction.

“Niall,” I loudly said, catching his attention and he quickly walked over to me. I went back to filling out the papers.

“How is she?” Charlotte asked me, I could tell she’d been crying because she kept sniffling and her eyes were puffy and red.

“I don’t know, they wouldn’t let me back there with her.”

“Well, why not?! You are the father after all!” Charlotte yelled and Niall signaled for her to be quiet.

“Because I need to let the doctors do what they do.”

It took me a few more minutes before I finished filling out the rest of the paper work and I brought it up to the desk and handed it over to the nurse.

“What are they doing with her right now?” I asked the nurse who looked at me with pity in her eyes.

“Well, I know for a fact they rushed her to get an emergency ultrasound and if she did have a miscarriage they will do a few more physical exams to see where to go from there,” she told me as she started entering Abby’s information.

“Do you know how much—“

“—You’ll be able to see her soon,” the nurse told and I simply smiled at her and walked back over to sit by Niall and Charlotte.
We sat in silence for about an hour, Niall and Charlotte cuddled up on a bench while I sat and watched my feet.

“Mr. Styles?” The nurse called me, and I snapped my head up to look at her. “Can I speak with you for a moment?” I got up and walked over to the nurse who had a look of sympathy on her face.

“Yes?” I asked.

“Ms. Grimes did, in fact, suffer a miscarriage. You can go see her now but she won’t be awake because they had to go in and remove the rest of the tissue and placenta, and that requires giving her anesthetics. But if you’d like to go wait in her room, she’s in room 209,” the nurse told me before walking off.

“Niall, Charlotte, come on,” I called out to them and flicked my head in the direction of the elevator. They ran to my side and we walked to Abby’s hospital room in silence. When we walked in we all stopped and looked at Abby who was asleep. It broke my heart in two to see her lying on a hospital bed and there was nothing I could do for her. I’m certain we stood there for a good hour just staring at her, none of knew what to say because what was there to say?

“I can’t do this,” I said as I turned around to leave.

“Well maybe you wouldn’t have to if you weren’t such a selfish douchebag about the whole pregnancy, because maybe, just maybe, if you were accepting of the pregnancy she wouldn’t be lying in a hospital bed right now,” Charlotte spat at me, and I turned around glaring at her.

“When I told her to get an abortion I wasn’t just thinking of myself and my career. I was thinking about Abby’s career, her career that is taking off into a whole new direction. A career that a baby would slow down and I know she’d get depressed because she couldn’t chase her dreams because she had a baby. I know she’d end up hating me because I still got to live out my dream every night. She wouldn’t have been happy, so I’m sorry I took both of our lives into consideration,” I replied back to Charlotte before walking out of the room and out to my car. Once I got into my car I rest my head against the steering wheel and let the tears fall down my cheek. After I cried for a few minutes I pulled my phone and sent Taylor a message telling her to have a cab take her to the airport in the morning. I set my phone down in the passenger seat before making my way back to Holmes Chapel, I needed a break from everything.

I drove the four hour drive home in silence, no radio, no nothing. Once I pulled into the all too familiar drive way I grabbed my phone and climbed out of my car. I got to the door when I realized I didn’t even have my key to my mum’s house so I bent down to check underneath the potted plant my mum had on the porch, but the key was missing. She probably took it out so some crazy fan didn’t find it and sneak in the house at night. I let a sigh out and rang the bell and knocked on the door as well. I figured mom should be getting up any minute now, seeing as it was almost 7A.M., so I rang the doorbell again. My mom threw the door open and when she saw it was me and that I’d been crying she immediately pulled me into a hug.

“Oh, Harry love, what’s got you down?” My mom said as she continued to hug me.

“I right fucked up, mum,” I said into her shoulder as I let a few more tears escape.

Notes

Sorry this update really sucks.

XOXO,
Jade.

Comments

teressa conroy said the quote

I love this story please update the sequel its been 7 months. Please. <3

Just wanted to say that I love this story and have literally spent every free minute I had at UNI reading it! So excited to start the sequel!

I was at work and they played green eyes and I immediately thought of Abby and it made me a bit sad because I felt like her for a moment which is pretty weird anyways I've read this story 3 times because I love it so much

you are seriously KILLING me with the suspense!! She BETTER say yes :D but if not make it REALLY interesting!!
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8/19/13