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Lexi's P.O.V
After breakfast I helped Louis with the dishes. When we were done we went back out to the living room and sat on the couch next to Zayn and Abbs. "Let's go to the arcade!" Lou shouted happily. "I can't I have to work..." I said disappointed. "Aww... When do you gotta work?" Lou asked. "Noon.. And it's already 11:20 I should go home and get changed in my uniform. " I said. "I can drive you if you want." Lou suggested. "Okay thanks." I said as we both got up and put our shoes on. I grabbed my jacket and so did Lou. We got in the car and Lou just sat there. "Something wrong Lou?" I asked. "N-no.... It's nothing." He said nervously. "Lou... What's wrong. You can tell me anything." I said comfortingly. He leaned over and kissed me. I reached my arms around his neck and kissed him back. We pulled away slowly a few moments later and he looked in my eyes. "I- I..." He stuttered. "You what Lou?" I asked. "I.. I like you.." He said nervously. I smiled at him. "I know... You probably want to laugh at me. Considering we just met last night." He said. "No.. I like you too." I said. "I meant like.. More than just friends." He said. "I know.." I said smiling. I leaned over and kissed him again. "Do you wanna.. Maybe be my girlfriend?" He asked slowly. "I'd love to Lou.. But right now I gotta go home and get ready for work." I said. "Okay." He said as he started the car. He drove in all the directions I told him to get to my house. It wasn't far away.. Just a few blocks. We puled up and we both got out and walked in the house. I showed Lou around real quick and he sat on the couch while I went upstairs and changed into my uniform and did my hair in a ponytail and makeup, I just put on some mascara and eyeliner. My uniform has a dark blue blouse and white skinny jeans and boots that go up to my ankles.
I walked down the stairs and saw Lou staring at me. "Can I help you?" I asked jokingly. "N-no you just.. Look beautiful." He said. "Thanks but.. It's just my work outfit." I explained. "I know." He said as he leaned in and kissed me. We stood there kissing for about at least a minute. That's actually longer than it sounds. But I just love the taste of his lips. We pulled away and we both smiled at each other. "Ready to go?" He asked. "Yep!" I said popping the 'p'. We walked back in the car and he drove me to where I work. A store named 'Forever Young' We pulled up and he walked me in the store. I turned around and hugged him. "Thanks again Lou." I whispered. "No problem." He said. I went on my tippy toes and kissed him on the lips. He kissed me back. "I'll text you later k? And text me when your done working so you don't have to walk home." He said. "You don't have my number. Want me to give it to you?" I asked. "It's okay I can get it from Abbs." He said. "Okay." I said as we kissed again. "Have fun." he laughed. I walked to behind the counter and checked in. Lou walked out and drove somewhere. I think he was going home to get my number though haha. I walked around the store and stocked the shelves, swept the floor, and made sure the customers found everything they were looking for. And of course the girl I always work with, Taylor, was sitting behind the counter doing nothing and giving me the death glare. A few moments later of total boredom I got a text from a number I didn't recognize.
*Texting*
Unknown Number- 'Hey beautiful ;) '

Me- 'Lou?'
Unknown Number- 'Yeah.'
*Saved his number under Boobear!*
Me- 'Hey! Haha what's up? ps. I gave you a nickname. Hope you don't mind! xx '
Boobear!- 'Haha no I don't mind what is it?'
Me- 'Boobear ;) '
Boobear!- 'Haha I like that name :) '
Me- 'Good :) '
Boobear!- 'How's work going?'
Me- 'Meh :/ '
Boobear!- 'What's wrong? '
Me- 'My boss is just a dick. And I hate who I work with. I'll be back in a sec.'
Boobear!- 'Okay!'
I had to put my phone in my pocket because I had to cash somebody out. Then my Ashley. My boss came up to me and gave me the evil eye. "What were you doing?" She asked. "Uh I was just sitting down for a second because there were no customers here and everything was done." I explained. "So by everything was done you mean the shelves were stocked, the floor was swept, and everything was in order?" She asked in a bitchy tone. "Yes." I said. "Well I don't care if everything is done and there are no customers I want you to get off your ass and do work. Taylor does a lot more than you! So get off your phone and help her once in a while!" She yelled. "Uhm I was the one that stocked everything and swept the floor and made sure every costumer found what they needed." I said. "SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE DID EVERYTHING SO STOP LYING!" She screamed. I had tears forming in my eyes. "Okay... Whatever.." I said. "GET BACK TO WORK YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!" She screamed, in my face this time. "Okay.." I said walking to the back of the store pretending to do stuff when Ashley was around. When she wasn't I just sat on the floor and cried. I got out my phone and looked at the time. I was so glad it was almost time to leave. I had 5 minutes left. I whipped my tears off and got up and walked around the store making sure everything was perfect. I helped the last costumer find what she needed and rang her out. She looked really firmilliar. While she was paying for her stuff she looked at me. "Are you okay?" She asked. Y- yeah I'm fine.." I said trying not to cry again. "What's wrong sweetie?" She asked knowing that something was wrong. I wasn't aloud to tell what goes on at work because I could get fired. "Nothing.. Just another bad day at work I guess." I said. "Oh.. Well there's a store down the street and they are super nice and looking for someome to work there. I'm just letting you know because you seem like you work too hard every time I'm in here." She said. "Aww thank you." I said happily. "No problem." She said smiling as she walked out the door. Thats why she looked firmilliar. She brings her grandkids in here all the time. Shes so sweet. I waited a few more moments to make sure nobody else was going to walk in and I went to the door and hung up the 'Closed' sign. I got out my phone and texted Lou.
*Texting*
Me- 'Hey..... Can you pick me up from work? :( '
Boobear!- 'Yeah I'm on my way.. Why the sad face?'
Me- 'Idk.. But I gotta stop home.'
Boobear- 'Okay.. I'm almost there.'
Me- 'Okay.'
*3 minutes later*
Boobear!- ' I'm here :) '
Me- 'Okay.'
I walked out the door and locked it. I still had tears in my eyes and felt like I was going to cry again. I saw Lou getting out of the car and walking towards me. I ran up to him and hugged him. He picked me up as i ran in his arma and I put my head in his chest and cried. "What's wrong love?" He said putting me down. "N-nothing." I said looking at the ground. He tilted my head up and looked me in the eyes. "What's wrong Lex?" He said with caring eyes. "The girl I work with, Taylor, does nothing but when my boss, Ashley, is around she will do anything. And Ashley kept screaming in my face today." I explained. "Well there just stupid bitches." He said. "Come one. Let's go to your house." He said. We both got in the car and he drove me to my house. We pulled up and I unlocked the door and we walked inside. "Wait on the couch." I said. "Okay." He said. I went in the bathroom and shut the door. I got out a razor and held the sharp, cold blade up against my wrist.

Louis' P.O.V
I drove to 'Forever Young' where Lex worked to pick her up. I texted her and told her I was there. I got our of the car and she ran to me. I picked her up as she ran in my arms and she put her head in my chest and started sobbing. "What's wrong love?" I said putting her down. "N-nothing." She said looking at the ground. I tilted her head up and I was looking her in the eyes. "What's wrong Lexi?" I asked caringly. "The girl I work with, Taylor does nothing, but when my boss is around she'll do anything and today my boss, Ashley, kept screaming in my face." She explained. "Well there just bitches. Come on, lets go to your house." I said. We got in the car and we went to Lexi's house. We got out of the car and went up to the door. She unlocked the door and we went in. "Wait on the couch." She said "Okay." I replied. I sat on the couch and she walked into her bathroom. A few moments later I heard sniffling. I went up to the door and quietly put my ear up to it. I heard quiet crying. "Lex.. You okay?" I asked. She sniffled a little. "Y- yeah I'm fine." She replied. I knew she wasn't. I opened the door and saw her with a razor and saw blood. I quickly got down on my knees and took the razor out of her hands and threw it over in the garbage. I held her tight and she was fighting me to give her the razor back. "Lou give it back!" She yelled. "No!" I yelled back. I was holding her tight still and she was trying to get out of my hold to get the razor back. Then she stopped and started crying in my chest. I was rocking her and soon I had tears in my eyes. We both sat there crying for a while. "Lexi?" I said. "Yeah?" She said back. "Are you okay?" I asked. "Yeah.. Why did you take the razor?" She asked. "Because.. I couldn't bare to see you hurt." I said. "Why?" She asked. "Because.. I love you." I said. She looked up at me and I whipped her tears away. "I love you too Boobear." She said. "Let me see your wrist." I said. "No." She refused. "Lex.. I have to see if it stopped bleeding.." I said. "Fine." She said. She held out her arm and I held her wrist softly. It stopped bleeding. "Come here." I said standing up and holding out my hand for her. "Where are we going?" She asked taking my hand. "The kitchen." I replied. "Why?" She asked. We got out to the kitchen and I picked her up and set her on the counter. "What are you doing Boobear?" She asked. I got a napkin and ran it under warm water. "Wrist." I said. She held out her wrist and I cleaned it. I whipped off the blood and looked at the scar. There were more than one. But you could tell the other ones were older. I looked at her arm and kissed her scars. "Don't ever do this again." I whispered looking in her eyes. "I'm sorry Boobear." She said, tears forming in her eyes. I helped her off the counter and hugged her. "Don't be sorry.. It's not your fault, But just promise me you'll never do this again." I said looking in her eyes. "I promise." She whispered.






Notes

Heyy guyysss hope you liked thiss.... I was feeling like writing an emotional chapter but idk if it was that emotional.. But if you cut yourself and your reading this.. Stop cutting yourself your beautiful !! :) ps i changes the title! it foes better with the story. And i know there were a few mistakes i was just too lazy to go back and fix them cuz my computer was being a douche. Anywaysss,.. Comment what you thinkkk :D ill try to update soon! Xxx

Comments

"your safe"YAASSSSS LOVEEE ITYOU JUST GOT DONE WITH SCHOOL? YOU GOT IT ROUGHHH

Lexi_Styles Lexi_Styles
6/27/14

@LIZZY THAT GIRL
I'm updating after I do homework(:

ITS NOT FUCKING FUNNY PUTTING A CLIFFHANGER NOW IS IT? WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEN DID SHE MAKE?!?? OMG THE STORY WOULDN'T BE THE SAME IF SHE DIDN'T MAKE IT!!:'((

queen.lizzy queen.lizzy
2/3/14

I'm updating now if my laptop will let me cuz it's stupid ;P

OMG!!! ABS IS PREGNANT!!:))))))

queen.lizzy queen.lizzy
2/2/14