My Secret Life
Chapter 1
(Cassie's POV)
I sat there waiting for him to come home. I know I should just go, stop myself from any more pain but I need to see him one more time. I need to know why. I've already given him five chances and I should have listened when my friends said not to give him anymore. Now I know I've lost them but I didn't think it would be in this way. Now I'm sitting here alone waiting for my ex-boyfriend who has cheated on me to come home. I look like a mess and have the magazine in my hand. The magazine that opened my eyes.
The door opening brings me out of thoughts. Him and Harry walk in laughing and neither of them have seen me yet. Before either can look up I pull Louis into our bedroom and lock the door. I look at his face and there is a shocked look, but a smirk settles on his face once he sees the magazine. I can't hold in the tears anymore and they begin to fall again. "Why," I manage to get out.
His cold laugh is like a slap in the face. "I never really loved you; she was the one I really loved. Guess I forgot to tell you," he says.
My tears began to fall harder and I lost control of my body. I run up to him and slap him across the face. Then I run out bumping into my brother Harry on the way. "How could you? Cassie?" he shouts after me. I just get into the car waiting for me. Thankfully I found out about him three days ago so I didn't have to plan anything. I sat in the back seat crying the whole way to the airport.
Luckily for me there weren't any fans or paparazzi at the airport and I was able to just board my jet quickly. Just before I got on the plane I threw my phone on the ground in front of the plane. I tell the pilot to take off as I settle down for the long ride to LA.
*Flashback*
Me and El where at the grocery store stocking up on food for when the boys came back from their tour. I had my hood on and sunglasses hoping not to be recognized. I was about to check out when a magazine catches my eye. It was a picture of Louis kissing a girl and it read "Louis Tomlinson found new girlfriend or cheating on Cassie?” All of the pieces start coming together and I do not like the big picture. It all makes sense the boys avoiding me, El constantly going on trips to meet her "friend", all the girls looking at me weird and canceling all our plans, and of course Louis always distracted when we Skype, and none of the boys not wanting me to visit even when I wasn't recording.
I ask her how and for how long. She explains how they lied to the boys saying that I cheated on Louis and that convinced the rest to help them. Harry apparently was furious with me for breaking his best friend’s heart and so he helped as did the other boys. Liam apparently didn’t believe them and was the only one who knew the truth because of that but they told him that it would break my heart and the band would be chaos if people found out and so Liam kept it a secret. I was glad that at least one person was somewhat trying to help me.
"I'm sorry" she exclaimed but I knew she wasn't. I just bought the magazine and started planning my escape.
*Flashback over*
Just before we land I put in the eye color changing contacts and wig. As I arrive my manager is waiting and gives me my ID as Claire Banks as well as my new car keys and new apartment keys and address. Finally she gives me my schedule for the month and tells me they got me an extra job at Starbucks to make Claire exist and give me something to do. I realized that they probably made my schedule as busy as possible so that I didn't think about Louis too much. I realize that Riley my manager understood what I was going through and was trying to help and I was thankful for that. I get to my car and realizing this is going to be my life now.
I sat there waiting for him to come home. I know I should just go, stop myself from any more pain but I need to see him one more time. I need to know why. I've already given him five chances and I should have listened when my friends said not to give him anymore. Now I know I've lost them but I didn't think it would be in this way. Now I'm sitting here alone waiting for my ex-boyfriend who has cheated on me to come home. I look like a mess and have the magazine in my hand. The magazine that opened my eyes.
The door opening brings me out of thoughts. Him and Harry walk in laughing and neither of them have seen me yet. Before either can look up I pull Louis into our bedroom and lock the door. I look at his face and there is a shocked look, but a smirk settles on his face once he sees the magazine. I can't hold in the tears anymore and they begin to fall again. "Why," I manage to get out.
His cold laugh is like a slap in the face. "I never really loved you; she was the one I really loved. Guess I forgot to tell you," he says.
My tears began to fall harder and I lost control of my body. I run up to him and slap him across the face. Then I run out bumping into my brother Harry on the way. "How could you? Cassie?" he shouts after me. I just get into the car waiting for me. Thankfully I found out about him three days ago so I didn't have to plan anything. I sat in the back seat crying the whole way to the airport.
Luckily for me there weren't any fans or paparazzi at the airport and I was able to just board my jet quickly. Just before I got on the plane I threw my phone on the ground in front of the plane. I tell the pilot to take off as I settle down for the long ride to LA.
*Flashback*
Me and El where at the grocery store stocking up on food for when the boys came back from their tour. I had my hood on and sunglasses hoping not to be recognized. I was about to check out when a magazine catches my eye. It was a picture of Louis kissing a girl and it read "Louis Tomlinson found new girlfriend or cheating on Cassie?” All of the pieces start coming together and I do not like the big picture. It all makes sense the boys avoiding me, El constantly going on trips to meet her "friend", all the girls looking at me weird and canceling all our plans, and of course Louis always distracted when we Skype, and none of the boys not wanting me to visit even when I wasn't recording.
I ask her how and for how long. She explains how they lied to the boys saying that I cheated on Louis and that convinced the rest to help them. Harry apparently was furious with me for breaking his best friend’s heart and so he helped as did the other boys. Liam apparently didn’t believe them and was the only one who knew the truth because of that but they told him that it would break my heart and the band would be chaos if people found out and so Liam kept it a secret. I was glad that at least one person was somewhat trying to help me.
"I'm sorry" she exclaimed but I knew she wasn't. I just bought the magazine and started planning my escape.
*Flashback over*
Just before we land I put in the eye color changing contacts and wig. As I arrive my manager is waiting and gives me my ID as Claire Banks as well as my new car keys and new apartment keys and address. Finally she gives me my schedule for the month and tells me they got me an extra job at Starbucks to make Claire exist and give me something to do. I realized that they probably made my schedule as busy as possible so that I didn't think about Louis too much. I realize that Riley my manager understood what I was going through and was trying to help and I was thankful for that. I get to my car and realizing this is going to be my life now.
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1/30/14