“Harry you’ve made mistakes and so have I. I just want an explanation.”

He gave me a worried look, and his face looked pale. I know that this whole situation made him really uncomfortable…but you could tell it wasn’t just something he could brush off.

“I didn’t meant to kiss that girl…I just thought you were going to snog or shag Liam…so I wanted to make you as jealous as you were making me. In regards to Scarlett..I it’s hard to explain but I’ll explain if you want me to..” He gulped. I didn’t know how nervous he was until he started pacing back and forth in front of me.

I grabbed his arm and stopped him. “I wouldn’t shag Liam..”

“In the state you were in you could’ve, if you wanted to.”

“Harry..I’m a virgin.” His eyes widened as I kept going. “I was referring him to my friend who he did shag, and I do want you to explain. But…then I don’t. I already know enough…if you don’t feel like telling me everything.”

“I can only tell you so much…for you may just want to get up and run…but I will tell you everything eventually…I was in a gang. I joined it without thinking. At the moment, I was dating Scarlett, and in general I was a stupid jerkoff. I risked her life, her beauty, her innocence.. just to make my own little selfish decisions. When we all formed the gang…I left theirs. It was dangerous and I had done stupid things for them. I didn’t want to be apart of it. I still pay for what happened to her…Now that I have the gang…We’ve become enemies with them…I’m sorry..i didn’t expect this to go so far with you...” So far with me? So I was just a shag at first.. “Neither did I want to scare you away, and I never stress over any girl..but I’m sorry.”

“You didn’t expect to this far with me? So I was nothing but another girl you wanted to play around with and leave…”

“No it’s not like that…I normally.. I mean…SHIT. “ He ran his fingers through his hair. “Listen..it’s not like that..I…”

I then remembered Elli, and our conversation. Harry really likes you.

I sighed. “I won’t leave when things get rough…ok. I don’t really understand everything right about now but I’m sure things will get better in due time. I guess I just needed a little space.”

“Promise me…?”

“I promise.”

Notes

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