Bully
secrets
Even when i'm grounded my mom can't keep me from the boys. They can just climb through the window. HAHA SUCKER. The only friend who was allowed to see me was Lizzy. She is Zayn girlfriend so sh is always here. My mom believes she is a good influence. She's the one who said to get rides home because my mom wouldn't see. O well. Me and lizzy go way back. We were little trouble makers. I changed alot, but she kept with me. What a great friend. Me and Niall had a sleepover last night. Usually I don't have nightmares when someone sleeps with me. But i did.
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I was slammed up against a locker.It was Louis. I looked down and tried not to cry. I looked back up. This was a strange man. I hadn't see him in years. Since i was eight. And he went to jail for drunk driving. Now i was up against a wall. He was touching my my boobs and my ass. He started to move to the front. I was balling. I remember this like it was yesterday. He ripped off my pants and shirt. I tried to scream but my crying wouldn't let me. He ripped of my underwear. was left standing up against a wall naked when the scene changed. I in my living room. Talking to Louis. " I'm sorry i got jealous" He said while hugging me. This was the firs time we fought. After the fight he instantly apologized. So sweet..then.. Zayn walked in smiled and walked away. ever since the rape from my dad. I didn't smile Seeing me smile was a miracle. Now i don't smile as much. Unless around my friends.
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" Guys i have a confession" Niall said.
"Shoot" Liam replied
" I.. I like Summer" I don't think they noticed i was awake
" I like her too" Liam said
"Me too" Harry replied OH NO is all you think you clenched your eyes shut.
" I think she's up" Harry said with a smile
"Finally. I couldn't calm her down enough." niall said getting a glum look. I just remained still. I felt someone brush hair out of my face
" Goodmorning sunshine" Liam said in a fatherly voice. I was still comprehending what just went on. I just groaned and gabbed the cover over my face. They were ripped off of me by Niall.
"Bastard" He just giggled. i am not a morning person.
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I was slammed up against a locker.It was Louis. I looked down and tried not to cry. I looked back up. This was a strange man. I hadn't see him in years. Since i was eight. And he went to jail for drunk driving. Now i was up against a wall. He was touching my my boobs and my ass. He started to move to the front. I was balling. I remember this like it was yesterday. He ripped off my pants and shirt. I tried to scream but my crying wouldn't let me. He ripped of my underwear. was left standing up against a wall naked when the scene changed. I in my living room. Talking to Louis. " I'm sorry i got jealous" He said while hugging me. This was the firs time we fought. After the fight he instantly apologized. So sweet..then.. Zayn walked in smiled and walked away. ever since the rape from my dad. I didn't smile Seeing me smile was a miracle. Now i don't smile as much. Unless around my friends.
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" Guys i have a confession" Niall said.
"Shoot" Liam replied
" I.. I like Summer" I don't think they noticed i was awake
" I like her too" Liam said
"Me too" Harry replied OH NO is all you think you clenched your eyes shut.
" I think she's up" Harry said with a smile
"Finally. I couldn't calm her down enough." niall said getting a glum look. I just remained still. I felt someone brush hair out of my face
" Goodmorning sunshine" Liam said in a fatherly voice. I was still comprehending what just went on. I just groaned and gabbed the cover over my face. They were ripped off of me by Niall.
"Bastard" He just giggled. i am not a morning person.
9/11/13